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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Getting giddy hour after hour..
guess it is because of the delicious food,
ate too much liao...
hee...
anyway today is practically hell,
we started to do data entry & calling @ the same time le...
so abit stressful..
coz we got to finish everything on time..
Oh ya..decided to look for another part time,
after I have discuss it with my hubby..
however got to see if they hiring me or not..
Finally got back my GE result,
a sigh of relief..
now after this,
thinking should I continue to minor
& take the risk of taking the last GE mod at the last yr of the sem,
or actually take other mods juz to clear my AUs...
A high time to ponder le!
I seriously need to cut my hair,
it is in a super mess..
so luan..
what hairstyle should I cut?
guess it is because of the delicious food,
ate too much liao...
hee...
anyway today is practically hell,
we started to do data entry & calling @ the same time le...
so abit stressful..
coz we got to finish everything on time..
Oh ya..decided to look for another part time,
after I have discuss it with my hubby..
however got to see if they hiring me or not..
Finally got back my GE result,
a sigh of relief..
now after this,
thinking should I continue to minor
& take the risk of taking the last GE mod at the last yr of the sem,
or actually take other mods juz to clear my AUs...
A high time to ponder le!
I seriously need to cut my hair,
it is in a super mess..
so luan..
what hairstyle should I cut?
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:34:00 PM
Monday, May 30, 2005
What is life to me?
At first I am thinking of
work work work,
now I am thinking of
slack slack slack...
The job scope is getting more & more stress,
Now not only the calling customers that I have to cope,
I have to spend 2 hrs of the working time,
doing some data entry for the previous day work..
it is a good way to rest from all the calling...
but I think 2 hrs is not enough leh..
Okay, today our manager gives us an overview
on how we can help our client etc,
realized that this is super hard..
haha! getting leads is difficult,
somemore we got to get at least 5% to 10%
from the pool that we called!
It is impossible esp we r calling Singaporeans,
they are all nasty PPL!
so at first, I was planning to do full time 5 days job
after my GE exam..
now I held back...
thinking should I find another part time instead..
so I can try other stuff..
Am I getting bo liao again?
haha..not wanting a full time job,
want another part time job,
which pay can be low...
haha...
life is full of uncertainty..
quote from "pride",
"Maybe"
so should I get myself another part time?
Suggestions!!! haa~
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:36:00 PM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
the results are okay..
not fantastic,
at least no need to "da bao",
haha~ yeah~
can be promoted to year 2 le..
congrats to those who score well..
you know who u are..
haa~
went to the food fair today,
so many ppl..
try alot of stuffs,
one of the most unbearable one is the
choc goat milk..
diaoz..so er xin!!
but others are good la..
then went mph book sale,
I am looking for that book..
the three part story..
"A boy called It" ,
forget the rest..
but i cannot find it..
so upset..there are too many books le..
went orchard,
they giving free coke leh..
practically everyone is holding one coke in their hands,
haha..to raise awareness ba...
there are alot roadshows n stuff,
saw cleo promotion also..
on makeover I think..
the phone, K750i is finally out..
but not offically..
date is 10/6 i think..
boy boy love it so much..
think he is going to buy soon..
& it cost $678 with 2yr plan!
so ex..but how I wish I can have one too..
any takers? hee..
now after results is out,
going to have GP13 exam on 8/6 soon..
hope I don screw it up..
I haven got back my GE results yet!
diaoz! so slow sia..
But I guess I can start packing liao..
pack those last sem notes into one file
& return textbooks that I have borrowed from xy..
Why am I so desparate for job har?
Now that I got a job,
how I wish I can slack..
but slacking makes me sian too..
haa~
neh mind think of the $$ better..
though not alot..*haha*
not fantastic,
at least no need to "da bao",
haha~ yeah~
can be promoted to year 2 le..
congrats to those who score well..
you know who u are..
haa~
went to the food fair today,
so many ppl..
try alot of stuffs,
one of the most unbearable one is the
choc goat milk..
diaoz..so er xin!!
but others are good la..
then went mph book sale,
I am looking for that book..
the three part story..
"A boy called It" ,
forget the rest..
but i cannot find it..
so upset..there are too many books le..
went orchard,
they giving free coke leh..
practically everyone is holding one coke in their hands,
haha..to raise awareness ba...
there are alot roadshows n stuff,
saw cleo promotion also..
on makeover I think..
the phone, K750i is finally out..
but not offically..
date is 10/6 i think..
boy boy love it so much..
think he is going to buy soon..
& it cost $678 with 2yr plan!
so ex..but how I wish I can have one too..
any takers? hee..
now after results is out,
going to have GP13 exam on 8/6 soon..
hope I don screw it up..
I haven got back my GE results yet!
diaoz! so slow sia..
But I guess I can start packing liao..
pack those last sem notes into one file
& return textbooks that I have borrowed from xy..
Why am I so desparate for job har?
Now that I got a job,
how I wish I can slack..
but slacking makes me sian too..
haa~
neh mind think of the $$ better..
though not alot..*haha*
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:44:00 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005
ANXIOUS!
shall blog sth before that stupid result was released.
as usual, I am super tired,
& yet I woke up early..
I guess the mind keep telling me that
results, results ,results..
Well, I guess I aga will get wad de,
juz that I hope there is miracle..
haha..sot de leh..
so many ppl online now..
waiting for the thing to release..
diaoz..bleh...
my head is giddy leh..
coz not enough slp..
haa..
Good Luck peeps!
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:06:00 AM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Happy, Sad, Anxious, Blessed & Anxious
working can be tiring if u look at it that way,
but when u see the $$ goes into ur pocket,
u will feel that ur effort is paid off,
u feel satisfied w ur performance
& also happy to see $$..
My boss have confirmed that I have passed my probation,
YEAH!
I will be getting my first pay next monday too..
coz we are paid weekly,
boss scare we don have enough cash on hand..
so nice of him sia..
anyway it is a small amt..
attended the lesson today,
emotions juz flow when I start toking abt my grandma,
I guess everyone was shocked when they saw me cried,
don know y after so long,
I am still unable to control my feelings for my grandma,
I miss her so much..
really agree with wad the prof say abt the grief cycle,
first you will denial abt the happening,
second you start to blame others/yourself on it,
third you start to bargin abt it,
fourth you then start to feel sad abt it,
finally you come to acceptance on the situation..
I guess I will be facing it tml..
Which brings me to worry abt my results tml..
wao..i think I have improve,
coz I haven been thinking abt it till recently,
& it is natural to feel anxious now lor..
haa~ wish me luck though I know nth can change it anymore,
shall starts to read & read so as to make myself tired,
then can slp more n well for preparation of tml..
haa~
My hubby bought me four leaves
when he fetched me home today..
so touched..
how did he knows that I wan to eat sth..
But I tell myself to regulate de,
in the end still end..
now cannot slp coz of it..
haa~ u know the 4hrs thingy that u need to follow..
haa..
Here I wish all who are taking results in the coming days,
all the best!
No matter wad the results are,
I believe we have to move on..
haa~ actually saying to myself :P
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:43:00 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
Fruitful, Sinful & tired
today started out quite fun,
though it is raining.
had a breakfast with my colleagues @ citylink coffee&toast,
then went to the seminar titled:
"EMC: think out of the box"
Know wad! this seminar is super cool!
Upon Registration,the door gift is:
EMC port hub! i don know how ex it is la~
then hor! we got this super cool plastic card to hang ard ur neck,
for the purpose to identify urself..
den we went in for chit chat n see the pdts..
they sell products min price is USD6000 lor..
siao one..haha..so many pdts..
no wonder is world number 1..
hugh budget on this seminar held once a yr too..
the seminar started out with a performance of drums of all cultures,
one grp actually hide inside the box,
then break out from it..
u know the theme rite! haha~
but it is super cool lor!
den of course, we listen to ppl tok on EMC pdts & know more abt their partners..
okay, then hor..once we got a tea break,
we can do a crossword puzzle,
then can get present: an EMC water bottle..
u know those like metal one..ex rite..
& it is black!
tea break time..eat curry puff and chinese food,
they really know how to fit into sg culture sia..
den we can go take free gift here n there..
some gifts i got:
many many notes!
A model car of Inital D
name cards
a few back up disks solutions
a note book
after that hor..my colleagues actually went to take a drink
den i was standing & blocking the way for the cups,
then got this guy wan to take cup,
so pai sey sia~!
haha..but then he intro himself to me,
while we going to start conversation,
my colleague chop in..so i din tok much..
but he like ask me my name n stuff..
so funny..that my colleagues tease me
say he might me interested in me..
then his company super big..
good opportunities also lor!
haha~
seminar continue...boring..
den went for their buffet lunch..
my god super nice,
i try the food abit abit here & there,
sushi, marinated prawn w herbs, curry beef,
marinated beef w a sauce, sambal fish,
vegetarian meet, chicken with don know wad sauce,
spagetti, corn soup etc...
& the desert: tirumisu cake, choc cake, strudels, mango pudding etc
yummy! but sinful also!
ate too much liao!
kinda upset coz i left halfway for my lesson @ 2pm,
meet huishan to go sch..
wear like siao & i still got to present my stuff..
diaoz..
think coz of my attire,
got this guy call me to donate $$ to cancer society
& he is asking for $50 bucks...
feel so cheated..den i give lor..
afterall for charity..
& there goes my salary for today & tml..
but suan le la..
already out le..cannot turn back too rite..
really love this kind of functions,
apart from interacting with ppl,
I guess I like it..
got free gifts, increase knowledge & stuff..
no need to work too!
today neh really learn much,
coz i not listening too tired le..
hee..but i got bring alot of readings so i can read up leh!
In this job,
I guess wad i will learn is,
think creative & be analytical..
really makes me learn!
hope they will want me sia..
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:47:00 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
okay! I had a sleepless nite yesterday!
too worried, excited etc...
wake up damn early today,
bath and off to work..
the company is practically onli 5 perm stuff!
& all are women team with onli 1 guy as the CEO!
so "ying" rite!
then hor,it so happened that they got 3 part time stuff(including me)
& we are all from YJC but different batches!
so hao xiao lor..
My job scope:-
1) Call customers to see if they interested in EMC pdts or not
2) Get their details as leads
3) Target everyday is 150 calls w at least 7 leads(difficult sia!)
4) Analyze the data to see how to improve ur hits, communication etc
5) Do data entry for the databases
6) Meet & interact with clients
The job is abit sian in a way,
we might not get the customers at all!
& it is sth to do with phone agaiN!
the new thing that I learn here is
to think more abt analyzing & back end stuff!
yeah! and I guess I will be updating datas for the databases
I know abit bo liao la..
it will be good to actually do sth apart from calling lor..
tml I will be meeting clients @ suntec
early in the morning..
for a seminar on IT stuff..T_T
u know i have no interest on them..
but neh mind! got to try! new challenge for tml!
I feel so bad..coz i haven been reading for my GE,
guess I got to delay huishan n guys the readings..
I am so sorry!!
Juz saw the timetable for next sem!
Practically sux! no good timing..
no good exam schedule..
always like that de! god neh help at all!
no matter how I planned there is no 3 days!
best is still 4days! haiz..
ku ming de..diaoz
suan le..wait got to repeat modules den
more sux timing..hoho...
tml morning! 5.30 got to wake up..
slpy..got lesson in the afternoon also!!
haiz..muz endure!!
too worried, excited etc...
wake up damn early today,
bath and off to work..
the company is practically onli 5 perm stuff!
& all are women team with onli 1 guy as the CEO!
so "ying" rite!
then hor,it so happened that they got 3 part time stuff(including me)
& we are all from YJC but different batches!
so hao xiao lor..
My job scope:-
1) Call customers to see if they interested in EMC pdts or not
2) Get their details as leads
3) Target everyday is 150 calls w at least 7 leads(difficult sia!)
4) Analyze the data to see how to improve ur hits, communication etc
5) Do data entry for the databases
6) Meet & interact with clients
The job is abit sian in a way,
we might not get the customers at all!
& it is sth to do with phone agaiN!
the new thing that I learn here is
to think more abt analyzing & back end stuff!
yeah! and I guess I will be updating datas for the databases
I know abit bo liao la..
it will be good to actually do sth apart from calling lor..
tml I will be meeting clients @ suntec
early in the morning..
for a seminar on IT stuff..T_T
u know i have no interest on them..
but neh mind! got to try! new challenge for tml!
I feel so bad..coz i haven been reading for my GE,
guess I got to delay huishan n guys the readings..
I am so sorry!!
Juz saw the timetable for next sem!
Practically sux! no good timing..
no good exam schedule..
always like that de! god neh help at all!
no matter how I planned there is no 3 days!
best is still 4days! haiz..
ku ming de..diaoz
suan le..wait got to repeat modules den
more sux timing..hoho...
tml morning! 5.30 got to wake up..
slpy..got lesson in the afternoon also!!
haiz..muz endure!!
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:34:00 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
Yeah! finally change the blogskin,
with the help of ada lor..
haa..she come over and teach me de,
met ling hui too to chit chat &
John(ada's bf) sent us home..
thanks John! hee..
the day started out badly..
moody, tired and sian..
but after that was okay la..
coz we chat n play at the same time..
nevertheless,not to forget!
tml is the first day of my work..
i still cannot find sth nice to wear there..
wait too formal, wait too slack..
wad should I do man!
diaoz..
don know wad is the task that I am doing tml..
hope it is not so difficult and tough..
coz I muz have some time to switch myself to working mood..
let's hope everything goes well tml!
with the help of ada lor..
haa..she come over and teach me de,
met ling hui too to chit chat &
John(ada's bf) sent us home..
thanks John! hee..
the day started out badly..
moody, tired and sian..
but after that was okay la..
coz we chat n play at the same time..
nevertheless,not to forget!
tml is the first day of my work..
i still cannot find sth nice to wear there..
wait too formal, wait too slack..
wad should I do man!
diaoz..
don know wad is the task that I am doing tml..
hope it is not so difficult and tough..
coz I muz have some time to switch myself to working mood..
let's hope everything goes well tml!
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:39:00 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
in the end, I watch the show
My beloved, yesterday...
Mmm..don really understand wad is it toking abt..
guess need to watch more ba..
Rainie really look like Takuya lor..
maybe I watch too much pride le..
haha...
went hospital today to visit Jing Mei,
really feel very sad & I almost cried out..
have never seen her so helpless b4,
she is so cheerful...
the worst part is I cannot help her...
I feel so helpless too..
Really really wish she can recover ASAP..
& I know she definitely will!
ger jia you k!!!
feeling anxious, scared, excited blah blah...
the day to start work is nearing..
haa! Ya..I am going to whine again..
really scare lor..but wad to do..
got to give it a try...
haa~
find that I should read more more more..
but no motivation..
but I know I can do it de rite!
My beloved, yesterday...
Mmm..don really understand wad is it toking abt..
guess need to watch more ba..
Rainie really look like Takuya lor..
maybe I watch too much pride le..
haha...
went hospital today to visit Jing Mei,
really feel very sad & I almost cried out..
have never seen her so helpless b4,
she is so cheerful...
the worst part is I cannot help her...
I feel so helpless too..
Really really wish she can recover ASAP..
& I know she definitely will!
ger jia you k!!!
feeling anxious, scared, excited blah blah...
the day to start work is nearing..
haa! Ya..I am going to whine again..
really scare lor..but wad to do..
got to give it a try...
haa~
find that I should read more more more..
but no motivation..
but I know I can do it de rite!
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:16:00 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
wad I did today?
basically spend the whole day watching "pride"
at my bf house today..
finally finish the show le..
in a day..haha..
the show is nice at the starting..
practically cried for almost every espisode..
haa~ coz it is too touching le..
but but but,
when it comes to think 5th disc,
I find it abit draggy liao..
not dramatic, it's realistic..
but draggy!
watch until gastric pain lor..
*haha*
got home at ard 7plus,
bath den switch on the com..
start to read the modules reading for my job..
the more I read,
the more unsecure I am..
coz i feel so stupid lor..
don know how to do the questions..
but come to think abt it..
how can I expect myself to know everything juz within 30mins
den do the test..
I make mistakes and got to learn too..
well they din say of any expectation of the scores..
guess I put alot of stress on myself..
well, I guess I got to really know them asap ba..
but the time given to me,
is kinda short too..
not that I don have other things to do..
yet, I have to acknowlegde that they are not simple stuff to be learn,
and I need to learn them ASAP to prepare myself for the forum..
Jia You anywae..
should I watch the korean show: My Beloved tonite?
basically spend the whole day watching "pride"
at my bf house today..
finally finish the show le..
in a day..haha..
the show is nice at the starting..
practically cried for almost every espisode..
haa~ coz it is too touching le..
but but but,
when it comes to think 5th disc,
I find it abit draggy liao..
not dramatic, it's realistic..
but draggy!
watch until gastric pain lor..
*haha*
got home at ard 7plus,
bath den switch on the com..
start to read the modules reading for my job..
the more I read,
the more unsecure I am..
coz i feel so stupid lor..
don know how to do the questions..
but come to think abt it..
how can I expect myself to know everything juz within 30mins
den do the test..
I make mistakes and got to learn too..
well they din say of any expectation of the scores..
guess I put alot of stress on myself..
well, I guess I got to really know them asap ba..
but the time given to me,
is kinda short too..
not that I don have other things to do..
yet, I have to acknowlegde that they are not simple stuff to be learn,
and I need to learn them ASAP to prepare myself for the forum..
Jia You anywae..
should I watch the korean show: My Beloved tonite?
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:38:00 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
i am very bo liao and stupid!
it's so stupid of me to drag my sis n bf to
the pre singapore sale preview for esprit goods..
there so many ppl! and it is a waste of time..
since we don wan to waste our trip there..
i still buy some stuff lor..
juz reach home..
today is completely nth to me..
have wasted it for don know wad..
well, i start to do my job stuff..
to read up some mod & i got to take the test..
the test is super difficult lor..
expect u to know everything after say 20 mins!
so sot de!
nevertheless, have to do and complete it..
at least by tuesday so as to prevent wad they are going to ask me too..
while reading the modules,
i start to wonder do i really have passion in this area..
it is doing business in IT industry..
sth that i am doing for my minor..
sort of a little little little bit link to it lor..
while cannot have this negative feelings!
muz experience when young & try them plus work hard!
even if i got sack, at least I tried my best le!
while i am typing this,
I am still trying to get myself online in the msn..
don know wad happened to the system sia..
guess too many users le..
i haven got back my GE results yet!
diaoz..guess it will only be out in 31 May..
so late but good leh..no need to worry..
haa~but at the same time,
I wan to whine!
do u know that I have to suffer the fate again..
taking 3 exams in 3 weeks for next sem..
y is it like that?
while maybe it give us more time to study ba..
Now i got so many things to do,
I practically don know where to start,
and don want to start too..
got to prepare for job(alot readings required),
got to do my GE assignment,
got to study for GE exam,
got to play, enjoy & slp!
I MUZ BE DETERMINE ENOUGH!
JIA YOU!!
it's so stupid of me to drag my sis n bf to
the pre singapore sale preview for esprit goods..
there so many ppl! and it is a waste of time..
since we don wan to waste our trip there..
i still buy some stuff lor..
juz reach home..
today is completely nth to me..
have wasted it for don know wad..
well, i start to do my job stuff..
to read up some mod & i got to take the test..
the test is super difficult lor..
expect u to know everything after say 20 mins!
so sot de!
nevertheless, have to do and complete it..
at least by tuesday so as to prevent wad they are going to ask me too..
while reading the modules,
i start to wonder do i really have passion in this area..
it is doing business in IT industry..
sth that i am doing for my minor..
sort of a little little little bit link to it lor..
while cannot have this negative feelings!
muz experience when young & try them plus work hard!
even if i got sack, at least I tried my best le!
while i am typing this,
I am still trying to get myself online in the msn..
don know wad happened to the system sia..
guess too many users le..
i haven got back my GE results yet!
diaoz..guess it will only be out in 31 May..
so late but good leh..no need to worry..
haa~but at the same time,
I wan to whine!
do u know that I have to suffer the fate again..
taking 3 exams in 3 weeks for next sem..
y is it like that?
while maybe it give us more time to study ba..
Now i got so many things to do,
I practically don know where to start,
and don want to start too..
got to prepare for job(alot readings required),
got to do my GE assignment,
got to study for GE exam,
got to play, enjoy & slp!
I MUZ BE DETERMINE ENOUGH!
JIA YOU!!
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:42:00 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Happy Birthday Mr Neo!! Enjoy Ya day hor!
(though i don think u will see it..haha)
went to the interview today,
pretty scary job,
got to do alot of things & they interview like
they are looking for a perm job...
so serious n expect this n that..
I guess maybe they really need a very reliable person ba..
anyway I got myself the job
provided I perform well for the next 2 weeks..
don know why I have the feeling,
the moment they look at my results(esp SAT which I score below average on)
they tell me that there is this probation thingy..
maybe they juz choose the wrong time to say it,
causing me to feel uneasy..
well stay positive!!
guess wad..I am starting work on next tuesday
and I got to face my clients on wednesday @ suntec city..
this is gotta be interesting..
haa~ gotta to do database which I am not very good at,
gotta call customers and stuff like that..
so challenging...I hope I can contribute to the company sia..
and i think i need to get myself presentable lor..
have to wear formal & I don have them!
Imagine they are onli wore 2 wks if I was sacked!
Mmm..stay positive!! *haha*
Went Clementi with huishan to have breakfast cum lunch cum dinner,
had black pepper chicken chop n oyster egg (w hs)..
food was nice~too bad i don have a camera...
so i cannot take down those food..
sob sob~~~
Also visited Big Bookshop and hang ard there for almost one hr..
to crap and find huishan's file..
Of course, don remind me k..
today is thur and we got a lesson @ 6.30pm,
it was pretty fun..
we had the lect for less than 1 hr,
then movie all the way~ haa~
the show is super scary lor..
but it is worth watching..
"He love me, He love me not"
a french movie..
super ke pai but i guess we learn things there...
today's lesson is about overcoming self limiting belief,
saying that we tend to have certain extreme beliefs that
usually stress us up..
so wad can we do? make them to the optimal place..
don always use strong word
such as "always, never etc"
then we won feel so bad le...
good way to try..
so tired..today is a long day for me...
(though i don think u will see it..haha)
went to the interview today,
pretty scary job,
got to do alot of things & they interview like
they are looking for a perm job...
so serious n expect this n that..
I guess maybe they really need a very reliable person ba..
anyway I got myself the job
provided I perform well for the next 2 weeks..
don know why I have the feeling,
the moment they look at my results(esp SAT which I score below average on)
they tell me that there is this probation thingy..
maybe they juz choose the wrong time to say it,
causing me to feel uneasy..
well stay positive!!
guess wad..I am starting work on next tuesday
and I got to face my clients on wednesday @ suntec city..
this is gotta be interesting..
haa~ gotta to do database which I am not very good at,
gotta call customers and stuff like that..
so challenging...I hope I can contribute to the company sia..
and i think i need to get myself presentable lor..
have to wear formal & I don have them!
Imagine they are onli wore 2 wks if I was sacked!
Mmm..stay positive!! *haha*
Went Clementi with huishan to have breakfast cum lunch cum dinner,
had black pepper chicken chop n oyster egg (w hs)..
food was nice~too bad i don have a camera...
so i cannot take down those food..
sob sob~~~
Also visited Big Bookshop and hang ard there for almost one hr..
to crap and find huishan's file..
Of course, don remind me k..
today is thur and we got a lesson @ 6.30pm,
it was pretty fun..
we had the lect for less than 1 hr,
then movie all the way~ haa~
the show is super scary lor..
but it is worth watching..
"He love me, He love me not"
a french movie..
super ke pai but i guess we learn things there...
today's lesson is about overcoming self limiting belief,
saying that we tend to have certain extreme beliefs that
usually stress us up..
so wad can we do? make them to the optimal place..
don always use strong word
such as "always, never etc"
then we won feel so bad le...
good way to try..
so tired..today is a long day for me...
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:46:00 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
what do you wan to do before the end of your life?
are there things that have not been fulfilled?
while after taking this course
& reading its materials,
I find life is not able to fulfill only one thing,
but many things!
have the urge to learn alot of things,
but somehow when u got the time to learn,
you juz don know what u actually wan to learn..
diving? photography? being creative?
learn to care for ppl more? earn more $$?
cooking? taking up course? read more?
while which one do I want?
I don know..
I am searching now..
deeply searching...
do you have any idea in mind for me to learn?
tell me ya..
going for an interview tml @ ayer rajah..
again that place where i previously work..
hope i get the job..
wish me luck ya..
btw i guess i am interview by the CEO of the company for a perm part time..
haha..
so funny..
are there things that have not been fulfilled?
while after taking this course
& reading its materials,
I find life is not able to fulfill only one thing,
but many things!
have the urge to learn alot of things,
but somehow when u got the time to learn,
you juz don know what u actually wan to learn..
diving? photography? being creative?
learn to care for ppl more? earn more $$?
cooking? taking up course? read more?
while which one do I want?
I don know..
I am searching now..
deeply searching...
do you have any idea in mind for me to learn?
tell me ya..
going for an interview tml @ ayer rajah..
again that place where i previously work..
hope i get the job..
wish me luck ya..
btw i guess i am interview by the CEO of the company for a perm part time..
haha..
so funny..
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:42:00 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
everything is fine just awhile ago,
until u forget everything.
things that i expected that u will not forget,
and yet u forget,
u tell me that it is not ur fault that u wan to forget,
u also wanted to remember.
alot of things do not need to be remember,
juz a simple infering of what u have done,
the answer is out.
Maybe I am really affected by the show that I have watched,
and yes u also did watch the show!
I guess it is that we feel differently while watching,
I cannot blame you,
but the moment a word of "stupid" etc come out,
I feel freaking irritated.
I know the show is to remember "him",
we ought not to be upset,
but somehow, I feel the otherwise,
not being upset abt his death,
rather starts to think of precaution,
precaution that might actually save him from the route.
Do you what I mean?
I did not mean to say that the style of yours need to be change,
but that is not something that is worth extending abt.
And yes, you blame me that all the mood of chatting is gone,
and maybe yes,
my fault again...again my fault...
I don wan to hang up,
but since u say that I ruined it,
fine..i hang up on you..
Maybe because I am trying my best to learn
abt being optimistic etc..
I thought u know after u read "that",
and i wish i can gain support by u..
but do u know that?
I guess not..
you juz took it as a normal that u have help me to do..
Maybe I ask too much from you,
maybe today is not the original me,
maybe I should not have voice out my opinion,
maybe I am too involved in my report,
maybe I expected too much,
maybe u don understand me at all...
so many maybe which is true?
until u forget everything.
things that i expected that u will not forget,
and yet u forget,
u tell me that it is not ur fault that u wan to forget,
u also wanted to remember.
alot of things do not need to be remember,
juz a simple infering of what u have done,
the answer is out.
Maybe I am really affected by the show that I have watched,
and yes u also did watch the show!
I guess it is that we feel differently while watching,
I cannot blame you,
but the moment a word of "stupid" etc come out,
I feel freaking irritated.
I know the show is to remember "him",
we ought not to be upset,
but somehow, I feel the otherwise,
not being upset abt his death,
rather starts to think of precaution,
precaution that might actually save him from the route.
Do you what I mean?
I did not mean to say that the style of yours need to be change,
but that is not something that is worth extending abt.
And yes, you blame me that all the mood of chatting is gone,
and maybe yes,
my fault again...again my fault...
I don wan to hang up,
but since u say that I ruined it,
fine..i hang up on you..
Maybe because I am trying my best to learn
abt being optimistic etc..
I thought u know after u read "that",
and i wish i can gain support by u..
but do u know that?
I guess not..
you juz took it as a normal that u have help me to do..
Maybe I ask too much from you,
maybe today is not the original me,
maybe I should not have voice out my opinion,
maybe I am too involved in my report,
maybe I expected too much,
maybe u don understand me at all...
so many maybe which is true?
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:27:00 PM
after today session of photo taking,
i realized how impt is a camera to me..
haa~
the photos below are so much nicer..
a phone with camera
but not good enough is afterall
NOT GOOD at all..
hope u guys enjoy the photos ya..
haa..
i realized how impt is a camera to me..
haa~
the photos below are so much nicer..
a phone with camera
but not good enough is afterall
NOT GOOD at all..
hope u guys enjoy the photos ya..
haa..
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:02:00 AM
Monday, May 16, 2005
the onli photo of 4 of us for the day(exclude neoprints la!) huishan where are u??
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:58:00 PM
think this one more like one that is outside of singapore..look at the blue top..wao..it's so nice..guess where are we?
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:57:00 PM
do we look like we are at somewhere else? haa~ look like we are in japan..disneyland where are u??
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:55:00 PM
xinyan's fish baked rice..nice also but i usually eat chicken one..$10.90++
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:54:00 PM
can u see the smoke coming out from the cup? haha..this warm water is free!
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:53:00 PM
banana, strawberries n cream, fries and hot fudge sundae for me n qiqi.. $6.80++ ,$3.90++ (when u order ice cream) n $6+++ respectively..haha
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:50:00 PM
shi hua's crayfish @ swensen..$16++..sound like i am selling food...haha..
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:47:00 PM
love this photo...but my hair still as messy..haa..but nice..hee
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:45:00 PM
the food that i ate today~ nice nice..go try k.. $18.90++
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:43:00 PM
hoho!! second pic of the day! at the Italian place..
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:43:00 PM
the plan was gone,
no sakae buffet today..
coz everyone is too hungry to wait till that time..
3 to 6pm is really not a good timing..
think should feedback to sakae,
that timing should be change..
haa~
We went an Italian restaurant to have our lunch,
don know what is the name..
don know how to spell leh..
anyway went to eat crayfish pasta,
super nice..
because I got 1 for 1 main dish discount,
the price is not so ex la~
1 person $11..haha..
went far east to walk walk,
took neoprint n stuff..
so angry,
while we waiting for the thing rite,
the lady tell us the que is another place,
in the end someone cut que n when we told them,
they still say they come in liao..
so they take first..
so unfair..nowadays kids really need to be scolded sia..
neh mind in the end we took another machine,
lazy to wait le..
den we went heeren n shop..
the songs are so nice in heeren..haa~
stay inside for pretty some time..
we go swensen to eat..
at first tot is ice-cream onli,
in the end xy n sh ate dinner,
haa~ took pictures there...
have a wonderful day today..
However, one thing to comment,
singapore is really small man..
no where to go..
should come out with more place that is cheap n nice..
haa~ as if they will see my blog..
*bleh*
no sakae buffet today..
coz everyone is too hungry to wait till that time..
3 to 6pm is really not a good timing..
think should feedback to sakae,
that timing should be change..
haa~
We went an Italian restaurant to have our lunch,
don know what is the name..
don know how to spell leh..
anyway went to eat crayfish pasta,
super nice..
because I got 1 for 1 main dish discount,
the price is not so ex la~
1 person $11..haha..
went far east to walk walk,
took neoprint n stuff..
so angry,
while we waiting for the thing rite,
the lady tell us the que is another place,
in the end someone cut que n when we told them,
they still say they come in liao..
so they take first..
so unfair..nowadays kids really need to be scolded sia..
neh mind in the end we took another machine,
lazy to wait le..
den we went heeren n shop..
the songs are so nice in heeren..haa~
stay inside for pretty some time..
we go swensen to eat..
at first tot is ice-cream onli,
in the end xy n sh ate dinner,
haa~ took pictures there...
have a wonderful day today..
However, one thing to comment,
singapore is really small man..
no where to go..
should come out with more place that is cheap n nice..
haa~ as if they will see my blog..
*bleh*
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:54:00 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
I know i should not place high hopes on the ending,
after xinyan told me it is abrupt..
i never realise the show has make my tears flow
don know since when le..
While watching,
the very so called last part,
make me placed high hopes on it..
that the ending is not gotta be that bad..
in the end...
i don know what is the show trying to end like..
instead of abrupt,
I should comment maybe I din watch the starting of the show,
thus I miss the ending of the show ba..
guess only those who watch paris lovers know what i am trying to say ba...
However, I learn something from the show..
Quoted:
" I learn how to love someone,
and at the same time, I learn how to break up with someone whom I love dearly"
While I guess in life there are many things that we always want it to go our way,
but sometimes, we juz cannot control,
as they are way beyond our control esp when it is the contact b/w 2 person ba..
cause we are human being,
someone who know how to control our emotions n stuff..
Seriously, I think I ought to learn what the sentence mean,
and apply it in both life and r/s ba..
haha~
I was pretty upset when I was watching the show,
because I completed my 1000 pieces puzzle,
yet I realised that there is a missing piece,
I was terribly upset..
While what to do, the only solution is to go and make a new piece lor..
and it will take ages...
Juz after I am able to accept the fact that
I lost my precious piece,
I found it under my computer table~
I cannot believe how happy I am..
the happiness that I would like to share it with my bf and ppl...
Now I finally tell myself..
I have to learn..and I am learning now...
"To be able to let go/relax on certain thing,
when u know that there is no turning back,
it does not mean that the thing is no longer impt to you,
it's juz that u have place it at the side of ur heart.
Thus, when u happened to find the thing back,
you will seem super happy after
you have found it back..."
after xinyan told me it is abrupt..
i never realise the show has make my tears flow
don know since when le..
While watching,
the very so called last part,
make me placed high hopes on it..
that the ending is not gotta be that bad..
in the end...
i don know what is the show trying to end like..
instead of abrupt,
I should comment maybe I din watch the starting of the show,
thus I miss the ending of the show ba..
guess only those who watch paris lovers know what i am trying to say ba...
However, I learn something from the show..
Quoted:
" I learn how to love someone,
and at the same time, I learn how to break up with someone whom I love dearly"
While I guess in life there are many things that we always want it to go our way,
but sometimes, we juz cannot control,
as they are way beyond our control esp when it is the contact b/w 2 person ba..
cause we are human being,
someone who know how to control our emotions n stuff..
Seriously, I think I ought to learn what the sentence mean,
and apply it in both life and r/s ba..
haha~
I was pretty upset when I was watching the show,
because I completed my 1000 pieces puzzle,
yet I realised that there is a missing piece,
I was terribly upset..
While what to do, the only solution is to go and make a new piece lor..
and it will take ages...
Juz after I am able to accept the fact that
I lost my precious piece,
I found it under my computer table~
I cannot believe how happy I am..
the happiness that I would like to share it with my bf and ppl...
Now I finally tell myself..
I have to learn..and I am learning now...
"To be able to let go/relax on certain thing,
when u know that there is no turning back,
it does not mean that the thing is no longer impt to you,
it's juz that u have place it at the side of ur heart.
Thus, when u happened to find the thing back,
you will seem super happy after
you have found it back..."
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:52:00 AM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
too free le..on our way to sch~! on the mrt..huishan n me~ hee..
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:14:00 AM
one piece of chicken..black pepper de wor..hee..
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:14:00 AM
the last dish...curry rice @ $1.90 onli..cheap..the food not bad la..
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:13:00 AM
chay kway tiao..haha..don know how to spell..
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:12:00 AM
do u know wad is this? AMK famous tip top curry puff...nice!
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:11:00 AM
sugarcane drink..lovely dovey..
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:10:00 AM
a closer look...
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:10:00 AM
AMK famous carrot cake...
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:09:00 AM
today is a adventurous plus sinful day,
yummy~ haa!
met huishan @ AMK @ 3.30pm to have
breakfast cum lunch cum dinner..
we have alot of food man..
photos of the yummy food will be up later..
hee~
of course, today got school lor..
when we board the bus,
we met this pair of our classmates..
one of them realli interest our beloved huishan alot :p
he shall be term as "cartoon"
haa~ during the whole lesson,
we were like toking abt him all the way..
cause he look like cartoon(i don know y also)
ya la~ got tok abt this guy who like sly..
As today huishan's father is not fetching us home,
we took the train lor..
so we actually saw the "cartoon" in front of us..
they siao one lor..
actually waited at the bridge to see 179 or 199 come first
den they run to take the bus..
in the end we took 179
n they took 199..
*disappointed huishan*
when we alight the bus,
we were guessing whether we are able to see them or not..
to our surprise,
they are juz in front of us lor..
haa~! then because I am too anxious,
I quickly find a seat n sit down..
@ the same time..
we lost "cartoon"~
we were hoping that they might live in the north..
so when we manage to get in the train..
we tried looking at the direction that they board the train previously..
unfortunately, we are unable to catch them at all..
concluded that they live in the East instead,
*Disappointed huishan again*
When I alighted at yishun,
I told huishan..if i really saw them I will call her..
to my super duper surprise,
I saw them~
God..call huishan immediately
den we siao liao..
laughing like hell..
Mmm..i sounded so boring..
but neh mind..
enjoy the food~
yummy~ haa!
met huishan @ AMK @ 3.30pm to have
breakfast cum lunch cum dinner..
we have alot of food man..
photos of the yummy food will be up later..
hee~
of course, today got school lor..
when we board the bus,
we met this pair of our classmates..
one of them realli interest our beloved huishan alot :p
he shall be term as "cartoon"
haa~ during the whole lesson,
we were like toking abt him all the way..
cause he look like cartoon(i don know y also)
ya la~ got tok abt this guy who like sly..
As today huishan's father is not fetching us home,
we took the train lor..
so we actually saw the "cartoon" in front of us..
they siao one lor..
actually waited at the bridge to see 179 or 199 come first
den they run to take the bus..
in the end we took 179
n they took 199..
*disappointed huishan*
when we alight the bus,
we were guessing whether we are able to see them or not..
to our surprise,
they are juz in front of us lor..
haa~! then because I am too anxious,
I quickly find a seat n sit down..
@ the same time..
we lost "cartoon"~
we were hoping that they might live in the north..
so when we manage to get in the train..
we tried looking at the direction that they board the train previously..
unfortunately, we are unable to catch them at all..
concluded that they live in the East instead,
*Disappointed huishan again*
When I alighted at yishun,
I told huishan..if i really saw them I will call her..
to my super duper surprise,
I saw them~
God..call huishan immediately
den we siao liao..
laughing like hell..
Mmm..i sounded so boring..
but neh mind..
enjoy the food~
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:16:00 AM
Friday, May 13, 2005
Your Birthdate: July 31 |
Your birthday suggests that you are a good organizer and manager, an energetic and dependable worker; attributes often showing success in the business world. Serious and sincere, you have the patience and determination necessary to accomplish a great deal. Your approach can be original, but often rigid and stubborn. Sensitivity may be present, but feeling are likely to be repressed. You are good with detail and insist on accuracy, but at times scatter energies. You're a practical thinker, but not without imagination. You love travel and don't like to live alone. You should probably marry early, for responsibility is necessary for your stability. |
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:34:00 AM
haa~
saw xinyan's blog on the personality test..
den i go in n do lor~
hee..(xinyan don scold me leh~jking)
actually what makes me do the test,
also due to the lesson i attended yesterday..
the prof actually tell us,
we do not have to maintain our one self,
afterall we do not know which one is our true self,
because all of the selfs that we have a true,
juz that it is due to different situations,
we react at it differently..
think the fact that we can choose the number of matches on the test,
tell us that..
nowadays ppl know that we not onli possessed
with one personality?
am i correct to say that?
haa~ comment..
saw xinyan's blog on the personality test..
den i go in n do lor~
hee..(xinyan don scold me leh~jking)
actually what makes me do the test,
also due to the lesson i attended yesterday..
the prof actually tell us,
we do not have to maintain our one self,
afterall we do not know which one is our true self,
because all of the selfs that we have a true,
juz that it is due to different situations,
we react at it differently..
think the fact that we can choose the number of matches on the test,
tell us that..
nowadays ppl know that we not onli possessed
with one personality?
am i correct to say that?
haa~ comment..
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:23:00 AM
Your #1 Match: ENTJ |
The Executive You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others. Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise. Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow. You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence. You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant. oh my god~ i guess i don really possess the factors that make me inside this match leh..haa~ but this is the same as what i did last sem the MBTI test...god~ |
Your #2 Match: INTJ |
The Scientist You have a head for ideas - and you are good at improving systems. Logical and strategic, you prefer for everything in your life to be organized. You tend to be a bit skeptical. You're both critical of yourself and of others. Independent and stubborn, you tend to only befriend those who are a lot like you. You would make an excellent scientist, engineer, or programmer. Seriously i really don thikn that i am like that wor..i am logical true..but i don think my life is organized at all lor..look at my table n you will know..haa~ n most importantly i don know how to program stuff..:p |
Your #3 Match: ENFJ |
The Giver You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed. Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections. Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down. You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine. You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist. Mmm..i always wanted to be this..being able to comfort ppl when they need me..but somehow i feel that this part of me is lost..due to many many experiences that actually affected me alot..haa..n i cannot write! how to be writer..haha.. |
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:11:00 AM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Mmm..today super tired man..
raining leh @ don know wad time also..
forget le..
juz know there is raindrops..
as if it hit me during my slping time..
trying very hard to concentrate on GP13 assignment..
but i really don know wad to write!!
god who can help me sia..
i really need help~
here is the question:
raining leh @ don know wad time also..
forget le..
juz know there is raindrops..
as if it hit me during my slping time..
trying very hard to concentrate on GP13 assignment..
but i really don know wad to write!!
god who can help me sia..
i really need help~
here is the question:
Write a self-change report (1500 – 1800 words) describing
how you attempt to use the concepts, models and techniques
you learnt in this course to effect specific changes in your life
in order to meet to the challenges that changes from without bring.
This self change project may be an attempt to alter
thinking pattern, regulate difficult emotions or transforming habitual behaviour.
Critique your self change project & reflect on the positive experiences
& the setbacks you have faced.
what should write? really thinking very hard sia...
L . A . W . C . A . J
2:20:00 PM
shall blog sth before i go to bed~
haa~ so huishan can read them...
haha~
Mmm..went to school at 1plus..
i was early leh..
cannot believe it..
den attend lesson for 3 hrs..
think the lesson quite fun ba..
that's y it is quite fast leh..
During my break time,
I call Winston, the person who tell me to call to arrange for an interview..
very funny rite..
u wan ppl to go interview not u call one meh..
well i think the job is pretty fun,
wan to try..but still got to wait for the interview results first..
that is next week..to be confirm somemore..
The job scope is:
-to handle calls, IT company, muz know excel(hope i rem), things like that..
act i also don quite know abt it..
but he stress super lot on excel,
think i got to brush up on it if i get the job..
n it is a permanent part time..
so wil have to work during school time..
During the conversation, recruit express called..
ask me wan to be tiger beer promoter at NTUC or not..
haha..pay quite good sia..$6 per hr plus commission..
but it is on friday..i got to study leh...
so think they going to reject me again..
but nevermind i hope i get the previous one..
so can know more experiences n stuff..
Been online chatting with many ppl today~
first of all...caiyun jia you on ur interview okay~!
u can do it de~!
next was discussing with the 4 gers,
huishan,shi hua, qiqi n xinyan
on our next outing..
this time the decision is to conquer food~
planning to go ponderosa buffet lunch..
for the time being..
don know will change or not..haha~
it is on coming monday...
Nowadays find that i seldom plan my day le..
i will wait till the day before or on the actual day
den do some planning n stuff..
so ppl if wanna book me muz be fast leh..
heee~
as if got ppl wan to book me like that~
haa~
nite~~
haa~ so huishan can read them...
haha~
Mmm..went to school at 1plus..
i was early leh..
cannot believe it..
den attend lesson for 3 hrs..
think the lesson quite fun ba..
that's y it is quite fast leh..
During my break time,
I call Winston, the person who tell me to call to arrange for an interview..
very funny rite..
u wan ppl to go interview not u call one meh..
well i think the job is pretty fun,
wan to try..but still got to wait for the interview results first..
that is next week..to be confirm somemore..
The job scope is:
-to handle calls, IT company, muz know excel(hope i rem), things like that..
act i also don quite know abt it..
but he stress super lot on excel,
think i got to brush up on it if i get the job..
n it is a permanent part time..
so wil have to work during school time..
During the conversation, recruit express called..
ask me wan to be tiger beer promoter at NTUC or not..
haha..pay quite good sia..$6 per hr plus commission..
but it is on friday..i got to study leh...
so think they going to reject me again..
but nevermind i hope i get the previous one..
so can know more experiences n stuff..
Been online chatting with many ppl today~
first of all...caiyun jia you on ur interview okay~!
u can do it de~!
next was discussing with the 4 gers,
huishan,shi hua, qiqi n xinyan
on our next outing..
this time the decision is to conquer food~
planning to go ponderosa buffet lunch..
for the time being..
don know will change or not..haha~
it is on coming monday...
Nowadays find that i seldom plan my day le..
i will wait till the day before or on the actual day
den do some planning n stuff..
so ppl if wanna book me muz be fast leh..
heee~
as if got ppl wan to book me like that~
haa~
nite~~
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:56:00 AM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
yesterday is a sinful day,
haa~
went out with shi hua n mr neo to have dinner..
to celebrate n advanced bday for mr neo lo..
cannot believe it...
at first is say to eat at Raffles hotel..
god~ then say today got function cannot go eat there..
so sad..
afterthat we don know say wad..
decide to go eat seafood at east coast..
pretty far away if we don have a car..
heng~ haha...
when we reach there rite..
there are different ppl trying to get a deal from us..
giving us discounts etc..
in the end, we settle down with Jumbo Seafood..
the food is pretty nice,
we ate black pepper crab, mussels, beancurd w crab meat etc...
that's wad i call sinful..haha~
chat there for sometime till we proceed to our next destination..
Changi airport..to have swensen ice-cream..
during the journey,
mr neo drove many wrong ways lor..
but at least we manage to get there n eat our ice-cream..
chat n laugh thru out..bth..
order a firehouse happy birthday for neo..
looks like that is a traditional ice cream for the yr..
apparently i had them with 2 bday ppl this yr le..
maybe we can follow this trend..
reach home at abt 11pm yesterday..
Mmm..shi hua brought her camera,
took alot of photos leh..
but in different occassion..
got sab's & neo bday,
got our outing on 6 May..
waiting for her to develop out wor...
haha..
had been doing my puzzle for the past 2 days..
the process is good..
but now i am stuck again..
sad case..but i believe determination will help me to learn ba..
haaa...
still got pretty much to say leh..
but lazy to type..
getting lazier each day..
bleh...
haa~
went out with shi hua n mr neo to have dinner..
to celebrate n advanced bday for mr neo lo..
cannot believe it...
at first is say to eat at Raffles hotel..
god~ then say today got function cannot go eat there..
so sad..
afterthat we don know say wad..
decide to go eat seafood at east coast..
pretty far away if we don have a car..
heng~ haha...
when we reach there rite..
there are different ppl trying to get a deal from us..
giving us discounts etc..
in the end, we settle down with Jumbo Seafood..
the food is pretty nice,
we ate black pepper crab, mussels, beancurd w crab meat etc...
that's wad i call sinful..haha~
chat there for sometime till we proceed to our next destination..
Changi airport..to have swensen ice-cream..
during the journey,
mr neo drove many wrong ways lor..
but at least we manage to get there n eat our ice-cream..
chat n laugh thru out..bth..
order a firehouse happy birthday for neo..
looks like that is a traditional ice cream for the yr..
apparently i had them with 2 bday ppl this yr le..
maybe we can follow this trend..
reach home at abt 11pm yesterday..
Mmm..shi hua brought her camera,
took alot of photos leh..
but in different occassion..
got sab's & neo bday,
got our outing on 6 May..
waiting for her to develop out wor...
haha..
had been doing my puzzle for the past 2 days..
the process is good..
but now i am stuck again..
sad case..but i believe determination will help me to learn ba..
haaa...
still got pretty much to say leh..
but lazy to type..
getting lazier each day..
bleh...
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:07:00 AM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Opps~ I think I have miss up some of them..
eh..i try my best okay...
hee~
------------------------------
Is your birthday day 2 of the month?
Your Life
You have great common sense but usually fail to
follow through. This might
happens because you are too busy with your
mission and shut yourself from
the outside world. You are clever and profound so
there's a slight chance
for self-control problem.
Your Love
Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem
to be contented with your
unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal
lover.
-------------------------
Is your birthday day 5 of the month?
Your Life
Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy
excitement and changes.
Routine is something you cannot stand. Because
of your extreme confidence,
you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in
leading your own life, and
you have got the gift in doing so.
Your Love
Nothing can stop you from making progress in
your love life. Once you are in
love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third
party can only makes
your jealousy becomes worse.
---------------------------------
Is your birthday day 7 of the month?
Your Life
You are sensitive to changes around you but your
feeling is hardly
expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your
quiet personality, you are
rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities
are the force behind your
extreme persistence.
Your Love
You have enormous courage to please your lover.
Your relationship often
progress quickly.
--------------------------
Is your birthday day 19 of the month?
Your Life
You are great in managing everything in your life
and this is how you gain
respect from others. Because of this quality, you
sometimes feel that you
are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might
lead you to the wrong
path. You are a free bird and want to lead your
own life.
Your Love
You love life is rather different from others'. When
you are in love,
nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your
partner but, soon after
that, you will make up in a way that surprises
others.
----------------------------
Is your birthday day 23 of the month?
Your Life
You never live your life in the way others want you
to. You are an
independent individual who loves challenges and
excitement.You are ready to
face with the result of your decision. You are
usually the one your friends
count on.
Your Love
Because you love excitements, you occasionally
get involved in forbidden
love affairs. You may fall in love with a married
person and no one can stop
you from making progress. You are very charming,
although you might not
realize it.
--------------------------------
Is your birthday day 26 of the month?
Your Life
You are always curious and responsive to
changes. Routine life is not the
way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite
hobby because excitement
is what you are after.
Your Love
You will not stand being around the one you
dislike. Your love comes and
goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon
after you will be looking
around for the next one.
----------------------
Is your birthday day 28 of the month?
Your Life
You are a capable person but you usually
underestimate your own ability.
This is the cause of missing numbers of
opportunity to step forward. If you
try to give yourself a chance, you can be
successful in life. Try to see
things on the bright side and you will be happier
than ever.
Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm
is not the one in your
heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You
often chicken out before
seeing any progress in love.
eh..i try my best okay...
hee~
------------------------------
Is your birthday day 2 of the month?
Your Life
You have great common sense but usually fail to
follow through. This might
happens because you are too busy with your
mission and shut yourself from
the outside world. You are clever and profound so
there's a slight chance
for self-control problem.
Your Love
Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem
to be contented with your
unrequited love. Your are a romantic and loyal
lover.
-------------------------
Is your birthday day 5 of the month?
Your Life
Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy
excitement and changes.
Routine is something you cannot stand. Because
of your extreme confidence,
you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in
leading your own life, and
you have got the gift in doing so.
Your Love
Nothing can stop you from making progress in
your love life. Once you are in
love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third
party can only makes
your jealousy becomes worse.
---------------------------------
Is your birthday day 7 of the month?
Your Life
You are sensitive to changes around you but your
feeling is hardly
expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your
quiet personality, you are
rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities
are the force behind your
extreme persistence.
Your Love
You have enormous courage to please your lover.
Your relationship often
progress quickly.
--------------------------
Is your birthday day 19 of the month?
Your Life
You are great in managing everything in your life
and this is how you gain
respect from others. Because of this quality, you
sometimes feel that you
are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might
lead you to the wrong
path. You are a free bird and want to lead your
own life.
Your Love
You love life is rather different from others'. When
you are in love,
nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your
partner but, soon after
that, you will make up in a way that surprises
others.
----------------------------
Is your birthday day 23 of the month?
Your Life
You never live your life in the way others want you
to. You are an
independent individual who loves challenges and
excitement.You are ready to
face with the result of your decision. You are
usually the one your friends
count on.
Your Love
Because you love excitements, you occasionally
get involved in forbidden
love affairs. You may fall in love with a married
person and no one can stop
you from making progress. You are very charming,
although you might not
realize it.
--------------------------------
Is your birthday day 26 of the month?
Your Life
You are always curious and responsive to
changes. Routine life is not the
way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite
hobby because excitement
is what you are after.
Your Love
You will not stand being around the one you
dislike. Your love comes and
goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon
after you will be looking
around for the next one.
----------------------
Is your birthday day 28 of the month?
Your Life
You are a capable person but you usually
underestimate your own ability.
This is the cause of missing numbers of
opportunity to step forward. If you
try to give yourself a chance, you can be
successful in life. Try to see
things on the bright side and you will be happier
than ever.
Your Love
You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm
is not the one in your
heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You
often chicken out before
seeing any progress in love.
L . A . W . C . A . J
4:10:00 PM
Mmm..came across this thingy somewhere..
find that it is quite true for me la..
so decided to copy some of my friends birthday dates
& maybe u can take a look at them!
hee~
-----------------------------------------
Is your birthday day 8 of the month?
Your Life
You have pleasant and friendly personality. People
look u to your wit and
imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly
complete what you started,
which sometimes create negative impact to
people around you.
Your Love
Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the
time you are lucky. You
fascinate people with good taste but you never
have enough with one.
Although your love progresses very fast, it never
lasts.
-------------------------------------------
Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and
charming around are not your
style. You care so much for freedom that often
leads you to the difficult
path. Because of your sincerity, most people find
you easy to be around
although you are sometimes too straightforward.
Your Love
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an
attractive person.
Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but
you naturally are,
especially in the eyes of opposite sex.
-----------------------------------
Is your birthday day 15 of the month?
Your Life
You are outgoing and love to be at the center of
attention. From the
outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but
your true self is
strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail
to convince someone,
you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper
shows.
Your Love
You are emotional. Many can win your heart at
once, but not for long. This
is why you hardly win a decent relationship.
-------------------------------------
Is your birthday day 18 of the month?
Your Life
At first glance, people think you are quiet type of
person.Actually you are
cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful
character only in
good mood. One the other hand, when you are
moody, no one would dare to
be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation
and frank character, some find
you hard to be around.
Your Love
You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex
no matter how much you
like him/her. Your partner also has similar
character so your love affairs
often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all.
Your sincerity
makes you very attractive.
------------------------------------
Is your birthday day 22 of the month?
Your Life
You have the boss character, but not a leader.
Most people look up to you
for your capability and confidence although they
find you quite stubborn.
You should listen more to others. You are a unique
and charming individual.
Your Love
You hardly take the moderate track. You either
love or hate someone. Whom
you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them
betray you, you won't
let them get away without having hard time.
--------------------------------------
Is your birthday day 24 of the month?
Your Life
You are very optimistic and that's why you always
enjoy life.You are gifted
in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust
you.You'll be the first
they come to when they are in need of someone to
speak their heart out.
Your Love
Sometimes you fall in love just because you want
to be in love, not that you
really like that person. You always be seen as a
sweet couple but you can't
really get over your love ones from past. Your
partner is usually crazy
about you because you are remarkably charming
and romantic.
--------------------------------
Is your birthday day 31 of the month?
Your Life
Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad
this minute and happy in the
next. People might find it difficult to follow your
emotion and understand you.
You tend to take things seriously.
Your Love
You take your time to study a person before falling
in love. Once you decide
that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from
making progress, even
your partner.
find that it is quite true for me la..
so decided to copy some of my friends birthday dates
& maybe u can take a look at them!
hee~
-----------------------------------------
Is your birthday day 8 of the month?
Your Life
You have pleasant and friendly personality. People
look u to your wit and
imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly
complete what you started,
which sometimes create negative impact to
people around you.
Your Love
Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the
time you are lucky. You
fascinate people with good taste but you never
have enough with one.
Although your love progresses very fast, it never
lasts.
-------------------------------------------
Is your birthday day 13 of the month?
Your Life
You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and
charming around are not your
style. You care so much for freedom that often
leads you to the difficult
path. Because of your sincerity, most people find
you easy to be around
although you are sometimes too straightforward.
Your Love
Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an
attractive person.
Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but
you naturally are,
especially in the eyes of opposite sex.
-----------------------------------
Is your birthday day 15 of the month?
Your Life
You are outgoing and love to be at the center of
attention. From the
outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but
your true self is
strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail
to convince someone,
you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper
shows.
Your Love
You are emotional. Many can win your heart at
once, but not for long. This
is why you hardly win a decent relationship.
-------------------------------------
Is your birthday day 18 of the month?
Your Life
At first glance, people think you are quiet type of
person.Actually you are
cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful
character only in
good mood. One the other hand, when you are
moody, no one would dare to
be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation
and frank character, some find
you hard to be around.
Your Love
You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex
no matter how much you
like him/her. Your partner also has similar
character so your love affairs
often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all.
Your sincerity
makes you very attractive.
------------------------------------
Is your birthday day 22 of the month?
Your Life
You have the boss character, but not a leader.
Most people look up to you
for your capability and confidence although they
find you quite stubborn.
You should listen more to others. You are a unique
and charming individual.
Your Love
You hardly take the moderate track. You either
love or hate someone. Whom
you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them
betray you, you won't
let them get away without having hard time.
--------------------------------------
Is your birthday day 24 of the month?
Your Life
You are very optimistic and that's why you always
enjoy life.You are gifted
in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust
you.You'll be the first
they come to when they are in need of someone to
speak their heart out.
Your Love
Sometimes you fall in love just because you want
to be in love, not that you
really like that person. You always be seen as a
sweet couple but you can't
really get over your love ones from past. Your
partner is usually crazy
about you because you are remarkably charming
and romantic.
--------------------------------
Is your birthday day 31 of the month?
Your Life
Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad
this minute and happy in the
next. People might find it difficult to follow your
emotion and understand you.
You tend to take things seriously.
Your Love
You take your time to study a person before falling
in love. Once you decide
that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from
making progress, even
your partner.
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:55:00 AM
Monday, May 09, 2005
okay...here i am again..
doing nth here again..
actually i got alot of things to do..
but juz that nth seems to keep me moving..
haiz..y like that..
guess i still want to play ba..
even if the things for me to do is to play..
i also got the "give me a break..let me laze ard" feeling...
let's see..what things i got..
Mmm...
jigsaw puzzle( not even half way done),
preparing for my GE assisgment,
reading comics(many undone),
tidying up my room(not even my notes r put in place),
shopping(no money no talk),
cutting my hair(lazy to go out),
watching tv(headache leh),
cut down my weight(cannot resist food)
what am I doing??
haa~ nobody knows..
all i wan is to laze ard..
my brain is so giddy..
slp too much i guess..
haa~
doing nth here again..
actually i got alot of things to do..
but juz that nth seems to keep me moving..
haiz..y like that..
guess i still want to play ba..
even if the things for me to do is to play..
i also got the "give me a break..let me laze ard" feeling...
let's see..what things i got..
Mmm...
jigsaw puzzle( not even half way done),
preparing for my GE assisgment,
reading comics(many undone),
tidying up my room(not even my notes r put in place),
shopping(no money no talk),
cutting my hair(lazy to go out),
watching tv(headache leh),
cut down my weight(cannot resist food)
what am I doing??
haa~ nobody knows..
all i wan is to laze ard..
my brain is so giddy..
slp too much i guess..
haa~
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:50:00 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
i am super duper bored~
been blogging photos, chatting etc..
but it the "sian-ness" can't be chase away..
sian~
been blogging photos, chatting etc..
but it the "sian-ness" can't be chase away..
sian~
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:38:00 PM
AB103 class photo..sledom have the chance to take class photo nowadays...ha~!
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:35:00 PM
my AA101 grpmates..really have a great time with them..even spend my "first nite" out with them leh..cheers guys~!
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:34:00 PM
HaPpY 20th BiRtHdAY SabRiNa~!
Hope you enjoy ya day okay~!
May your wishes come true....
Also Here I wish all the mothers
& mothers to be..
Happy Mothers' Day~!
You guys have done alot!
Jia You~!
Had our mothers' day dinner yesterday at the coffeeshop yesterday..
don see coffeeshop leh..
also cost my brother almost $100 leh..
including the drinks & food..
waited for almost 1 n 1/2 hr den can eat..
the food is nice though..
no wonder so many ppl yesterday..
they muz be making pile man!
went back home to watch paris lovers espisode 17-18,
super sad..i don dare to watch..
don ask me y..
if the plot is sad, heart aching scary..
what i will do is switch to other channels..
most of the time i will do that..
it is unbearable you know..
the male lead actor cried yesterday,
quoted:
"No matter how difficult times I have in the company,
I still can handle it n solve the problem immediately.
But when it comes to her,
I really don know what should I do,
My heart is aching very badly"
tears starts to row down..
my god~! i never see him cry in the show except this..
I am so touched by what he said..
lucky this kind of plot can only be seen in dramas,
or else i wonder how this ppl really survive..
uncle become brother,
father become grandfather..
I will die man if i am there...
why does relationship always hurt ppl..
can't the producer come out with a show that have the following plot:
a guy met a ger n they become together,
what they have done in order to make each other happy,
some struggles on the feelings that they might feel for others,
n how they choose back n talk things out with each other..
n most importantly live happily ever after..
haha..i think nobody will wan to watch this kind of show though...
haa~
the weather has been BAD today!
Rain Rain Rain..
haha..but the GP13 lesson says that..
since you cannot change the weather,
you can change ur attitude to suit the weather..
afterall rainy days are not that bad..
it is windy yeah..
Have been rotting at home for the day,
watch tv, eat and surf internet..
actually nth much to surf also..
any intro of nice websites that can keep me there for the whole day?
was browsing thru friendster juz now..
saw alot of my friends recent photos..
alot of feelings overwhelmed me..
married photos, babies photos, class gatherings..
realised that i am actually super friendless..
I never had a real class outings with my classmates or CCA mates..
really because i am not that close with ppl meh?
well, maybe i am afterall not that close with ppl too..
lucky i got a few grps of friends who are there for me..
*smilez*
Hope you enjoy ya day okay~!
May your wishes come true....
Also Here I wish all the mothers
& mothers to be..
Happy Mothers' Day~!
You guys have done alot!
Jia You~!
Had our mothers' day dinner yesterday at the coffeeshop yesterday..
don see coffeeshop leh..
also cost my brother almost $100 leh..
including the drinks & food..
waited for almost 1 n 1/2 hr den can eat..
the food is nice though..
no wonder so many ppl yesterday..
they muz be making pile man!
went back home to watch paris lovers espisode 17-18,
super sad..i don dare to watch..
don ask me y..
if the plot is sad, heart aching scary..
what i will do is switch to other channels..
most of the time i will do that..
it is unbearable you know..
the male lead actor cried yesterday,
quoted:
"No matter how difficult times I have in the company,
I still can handle it n solve the problem immediately.
But when it comes to her,
I really don know what should I do,
My heart is aching very badly"
tears starts to row down..
my god~! i never see him cry in the show except this..
I am so touched by what he said..
lucky this kind of plot can only be seen in dramas,
or else i wonder how this ppl really survive..
uncle become brother,
father become grandfather..
I will die man if i am there...
why does relationship always hurt ppl..
can't the producer come out with a show that have the following plot:
a guy met a ger n they become together,
what they have done in order to make each other happy,
some struggles on the feelings that they might feel for others,
n how they choose back n talk things out with each other..
n most importantly live happily ever after..
haha..i think nobody will wan to watch this kind of show though...
haa~
the weather has been BAD today!
Rain Rain Rain..
haha..but the GP13 lesson says that..
since you cannot change the weather,
you can change ur attitude to suit the weather..
afterall rainy days are not that bad..
it is windy yeah..
Have been rotting at home for the day,
watch tv, eat and surf internet..
actually nth much to surf also..
any intro of nice websites that can keep me there for the whole day?
was browsing thru friendster juz now..
saw alot of my friends recent photos..
alot of feelings overwhelmed me..
married photos, babies photos, class gatherings..
realised that i am actually super friendless..
I never had a real class outings with my classmates or CCA mates..
really because i am not that close with ppl meh?
well, maybe i am afterall not that close with ppl too..
lucky i got a few grps of friends who are there for me..
*smilez*
L . A . W . C . A . J
3:56:00 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
taken by the auto timing cam..y din the cam tell me to lower my chin n open my eyes big big...bleh..
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:01:00 AM
my smile so stiff..haha..but like this photo..but y is the board there!! haha...
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:59:00 AM
we are too early for kbox~! so photos taking time..haha..
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:57:00 AM
our grp photos~! haha.. after so long..from left: shi hua, me, huishan, xinyan and qiqi..
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:55:00 AM
Mmm..haven post anything for sometime le..
actually not that long though..
hahaha...
got quite alot to say though...
went out with shi hua, qiqi, xinyan n huishan yesterday to kbox,
we were ill treated again!
somehow recently where ever i go,
ppl don wan to serve us!
gosh..but the whole trip was fun..
sing, play, laugh..
it has been a long time that we last went out ya..
hope we can have another one before school starts..
haa...
At the same time, yesterday was also the last time that we see our late president,
Mr Wee Kim Wee...
Though i don really know you,
but knowing what u have done for the people,
esp on the case of changing the person sentence to death to imprisonment..
I believe you prior the intention of the offender before the real murder that occur..
We will always remember you!
Okay, remember I say I went back to school for my GE,
haha..Personal Mastery of managing change...
God~! I cannot believe it..
Don know it is slack or entertaining to me..
at least for the past 2 lessons I have been listening to what the prof was lecturing,
basically the whole 3 hours session,
he did not really talk much,
coz 1 hr is chop for MOVIE!
"The Truman Show"
and another 1 hr was for breaks plus discussions n presentations..
I must say I learn alot from the 2 sessions that I attended,
though there is still 1 assignment and 1 exam,
I don have the thinking of it at all,
I feel relax and really want to understand more abt myself..
not that i don know myself,
juz that those frameworks that i learn(not many that i learn la..haha)
i am able to fit them in with my problem..
maybe after the whole course i am able to make a stop to it?
haha...i hope so..
afterall everything that we feel n do come from our feelings..
we add value judgement to a situation,
w/o weighting the pros n cons,
even if we do...
we tend to be influence by peers n others that we seek opinions..
but i think it is a challenge that everyone faced ba~!
we got to SELF-REGULATE ourself ~!
Haha..I promised Huishan I will be talking abt the movie that I watched,
"The Truman Show"
Oh my god~! the show hit me really hard..
make me think of many many many things,
the plot, the actors, the directors and so many others..
they are amazing..
Basically the whole story is toking abt this guy called Truman,
the director has adopted him and make his life a show,
a 24hr unleased show abt him,
all the ppl ard him is ploted for him,
the person he get married, his friends and things like that..
they make him scare of water so he is unable to leave the plot(aka the place)
until one day someone who is not the planned cast came,
and told him everything is fake..
then he feels something is wrong..
he decided to trick them n leave this place...
During the journey, he was attacked by storm and waves,
created by the director..amazing hor..he can control weather..
he is so determined that none of them hurt him,
so he set sail to leave the island until he hit a wall,
and this is what was the last sentence of the whole show....
Quoted from the movie,
"I am the creator of your show(which is the life u are staying now),
I have give you the comfort of everything,
whatever you want,
You have get it without any problem..
do you still want to leave this wonderful place?"
"Good Morning , Good Afternoon and Good Nite,
Good BYE"
Don know if i rem it correctly or not,
but this is aga what the lines that the actors have used ba..
I think i din say it wonderfully that u all understand me la..
go rent the show..
it is a nice show..after that rite..
i guess everyone will be pondering abt things that we have been doing..
n stuff like that...haha...
at first i also don know what it is toking abt..
till the end of the show,
have quite alot of feelings n thinking in my mind,
that i am shocked abt..
abt determination n stuff like that..
haa..den on my journey back with huishan,
i keep pestering her abt it..
haha...sorry~!
Read an article this morning,
abt Wal-Mart unreasonable wages..
they are paying their staff $9.83 per hr,
whereas other company has at least $12 per hr,
ppl are complaining that they underpay their workers
though they earned big bucks..
Yeah~! at first i totally agree with the article,
how can they ill-treat their workers,
afterall motivation level might fall if the minimal is not satisfied,
then their efficiency drop too...
Until I saw the part on if they increase wages,
they might need to increase price of their products
n this is the opposite of their mission,
to give their customers the lowest price of goods...
Wao..this make my stand abit shaky..
haha..
BUT BUT..
I still think that they need to strike a balance to the 2 things ba...
b/w wages n products price..
even though they claimed that they are paying above the proverty line,
for a family of 3 but not 4..
I think that afterall they got t0o raise abit ba..maybe $10..
haha..don see the increase of onli a few cents leh..
it affect the whole company by quite alot leh..
coz they got so many workers u know~!
haha..
actually not that long though..
hahaha...
got quite alot to say though...
went out with shi hua, qiqi, xinyan n huishan yesterday to kbox,
we were ill treated again!
somehow recently where ever i go,
ppl don wan to serve us!
gosh..but the whole trip was fun..
sing, play, laugh..
it has been a long time that we last went out ya..
hope we can have another one before school starts..
haa...
At the same time, yesterday was also the last time that we see our late president,
Mr Wee Kim Wee...
Though i don really know you,
but knowing what u have done for the people,
esp on the case of changing the person sentence to death to imprisonment..
I believe you prior the intention of the offender before the real murder that occur..
We will always remember you!
Okay, remember I say I went back to school for my GE,
haha..Personal Mastery of managing change...
God~! I cannot believe it..
Don know it is slack or entertaining to me..
at least for the past 2 lessons I have been listening to what the prof was lecturing,
basically the whole 3 hours session,
he did not really talk much,
coz 1 hr is chop for MOVIE!
"The Truman Show"
and another 1 hr was for breaks plus discussions n presentations..
I must say I learn alot from the 2 sessions that I attended,
though there is still 1 assignment and 1 exam,
I don have the thinking of it at all,
I feel relax and really want to understand more abt myself..
not that i don know myself,
juz that those frameworks that i learn(not many that i learn la..haha)
i am able to fit them in with my problem..
maybe after the whole course i am able to make a stop to it?
haha...i hope so..
afterall everything that we feel n do come from our feelings..
we add value judgement to a situation,
w/o weighting the pros n cons,
even if we do...
we tend to be influence by peers n others that we seek opinions..
but i think it is a challenge that everyone faced ba~!
we got to SELF-REGULATE ourself ~!
Haha..I promised Huishan I will be talking abt the movie that I watched,
"The Truman Show"
Oh my god~! the show hit me really hard..
make me think of many many many things,
the plot, the actors, the directors and so many others..
they are amazing..
Basically the whole story is toking abt this guy called Truman,
the director has adopted him and make his life a show,
a 24hr unleased show abt him,
all the ppl ard him is ploted for him,
the person he get married, his friends and things like that..
they make him scare of water so he is unable to leave the plot(aka the place)
until one day someone who is not the planned cast came,
and told him everything is fake..
then he feels something is wrong..
he decided to trick them n leave this place...
During the journey, he was attacked by storm and waves,
created by the director..amazing hor..he can control weather..
he is so determined that none of them hurt him,
so he set sail to leave the island until he hit a wall,
and this is what was the last sentence of the whole show....
Quoted from the movie,
"I am the creator of your show(which is the life u are staying now),
I have give you the comfort of everything,
whatever you want,
You have get it without any problem..
do you still want to leave this wonderful place?"
"Good Morning , Good Afternoon and Good Nite,
Good BYE"
Don know if i rem it correctly or not,
but this is aga what the lines that the actors have used ba..
I think i din say it wonderfully that u all understand me la..
go rent the show..
it is a nice show..after that rite..
i guess everyone will be pondering abt things that we have been doing..
n stuff like that...haha...
at first i also don know what it is toking abt..
till the end of the show,
have quite alot of feelings n thinking in my mind,
that i am shocked abt..
abt determination n stuff like that..
haa..den on my journey back with huishan,
i keep pestering her abt it..
haha...sorry~!
Read an article this morning,
abt Wal-Mart unreasonable wages..
they are paying their staff $9.83 per hr,
whereas other company has at least $12 per hr,
ppl are complaining that they underpay their workers
though they earned big bucks..
Yeah~! at first i totally agree with the article,
how can they ill-treat their workers,
afterall motivation level might fall if the minimal is not satisfied,
then their efficiency drop too...
Until I saw the part on if they increase wages,
they might need to increase price of their products
n this is the opposite of their mission,
to give their customers the lowest price of goods...
Wao..this make my stand abit shaky..
haha..
BUT BUT..
I still think that they need to strike a balance to the 2 things ba...
b/w wages n products price..
even though they claimed that they are paying above the proverty line,
for a family of 3 but not 4..
I think that afterall they got t0o raise abit ba..maybe $10..
haha..don see the increase of onli a few cents leh..
it affect the whole company by quite alot leh..
coz they got so many workers u know~!
haha..
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:06:00 AM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
I am sho bored!!
who can help me man!
this blog is going to be a boring one..
let's see...
Topic No 1
Been clearing my JC notes..
haha..u muz be saying..
what! JC notes..i bet everyone has cleared that long time ago..
too lazy la..den today nth to do..
shi hua say she clearing her notes..
so i also think it's time to throw away some b4 it collected dust..
in fact they are already collecting dust..ha~
looking thru the papers got so much memory...
cannot imagine i have been doing so many test papers last time..
one paper after another..
wao..where is my motivation now?
my brain has been asking me..
i don know..
Maybe Mr Ganesh is rite..
(i went back to sch yesterday with shi hua to eat! haha! as usual u know!)
YJcians need ppl to push very hard..
n when there is nobody there to push u..
u might be slacking..
i guess it applies to me..haa..
come to think abt it..
i think i should change a new me to face the coming semester..
like what shi hua say...
to change ourself from in n out for the "new year",
haha..but where should i start from?
ppl any suggestions to give me?
Topic No 2
I am going to sch in 3 hrs time...
haha..siao rite..
i think i juz started holidays but..
need to go back for GE..extra lesson..
though it is abit sian..
but but but...
at least there is sth for me to do..
i know i am sot de..
haha..but i really cannot stand stoning at home anymore..
hope that my GE which is personal mastery of managing change..
i hope i get it correct..
is fun n don bored me to death..
but still got hui shan to company me..
haha..at least not so bad..
frankly taking GE alone really can be real boring..
nobody to talk to..
nobody to whine to..
last sem this is my feelings wor..
lucky sometimes qiqi come n company me..
sorry qiqi~! got u to a router lessons...haha...
okay..i juz say i wan to change my thinking to a positive one..
haha..learning to be optimistic ya~!
even if the GE is boring,
at least i clear 3AUs(provided i pass)..
den next sem won be so stress rite..
Topic No 3
juz now chat with ada...
she she...she at first say wan to come my house one!
in the end go tian tian mi mi...bleh
haha..
den she call me lor..
chat chat awhile say got a job for her..
see if she wanna take or not..
to be exact is an attachment..
haiz..talking abt job..
i haven got myself a job yet..
I want job! goodness...
haha..
i am sure nobody ever want a job so desparately rite..
but i think hor..
if really cannot find..
den suan le..
after my special sem den find one ba..
bo bian lor..
Topic No 4
when i went back sch..
Mr Ganesh say i put on weight le!!
i wan to jian fei liao..
trying my best to go on diet now..
but apparently it is not working..
but i believe i can do it!!!!!
haa..maybe that is one way of changing myself to face the "new year"
Topic No 5
Mmm..the topic stuff seems to be getting shorter n shorter..
haha..bo bian..
nth to talk abt liao...
Okay..tml going out with shi hua,qiqi,xin yan n hui shan to kbox..
haha...meeting them at 1030 at city hall...
early hor..think they planning k lunch ba..
coz me n hui shan got to go sch at 630..
so they cannot take the student one..
sorry gers for the inconvience!
I will further update on this tml..
hahaa....
Topic No 6
Today is Yee Ting's 20th birthday~!!!
Happy birthday ger(if u get to see this..haha..)
hope u enjoy ya day..
though i know u have school today too..
nevertheless..u sure will enjoy this special day de...
hee...
can ppl tag...so i can chat...
i reply very fast de wor..
haha..
who can help me man!
this blog is going to be a boring one..
let's see...
Topic No 1
Been clearing my JC notes..
haha..u muz be saying..
what! JC notes..i bet everyone has cleared that long time ago..
too lazy la..den today nth to do..
shi hua say she clearing her notes..
so i also think it's time to throw away some b4 it collected dust..
in fact they are already collecting dust..ha~
looking thru the papers got so much memory...
cannot imagine i have been doing so many test papers last time..
one paper after another..
wao..where is my motivation now?
my brain has been asking me..
i don know..
Maybe Mr Ganesh is rite..
(i went back to sch yesterday with shi hua to eat! haha! as usual u know!)
YJcians need ppl to push very hard..
n when there is nobody there to push u..
u might be slacking..
i guess it applies to me..haa..
come to think abt it..
i think i should change a new me to face the coming semester..
like what shi hua say...
to change ourself from in n out for the "new year",
haha..but where should i start from?
ppl any suggestions to give me?
Topic No 2
I am going to sch in 3 hrs time...
haha..siao rite..
i think i juz started holidays but..
need to go back for GE..extra lesson..
though it is abit sian..
but but but...
at least there is sth for me to do..
i know i am sot de..
haha..but i really cannot stand stoning at home anymore..
hope that my GE which is personal mastery of managing change..
i hope i get it correct..
is fun n don bored me to death..
but still got hui shan to company me..
haha..at least not so bad..
frankly taking GE alone really can be real boring..
nobody to talk to..
nobody to whine to..
last sem this is my feelings wor..
lucky sometimes qiqi come n company me..
sorry qiqi~! got u to a router lessons...haha...
okay..i juz say i wan to change my thinking to a positive one..
haha..learning to be optimistic ya~!
even if the GE is boring,
at least i clear 3AUs(provided i pass)..
den next sem won be so stress rite..
Topic No 3
juz now chat with ada...
she she...she at first say wan to come my house one!
in the end go tian tian mi mi...bleh
haha..
den she call me lor..
chat chat awhile say got a job for her..
see if she wanna take or not..
to be exact is an attachment..
haiz..talking abt job..
i haven got myself a job yet..
I want job! goodness...
haha..
i am sure nobody ever want a job so desparately rite..
but i think hor..
if really cannot find..
den suan le..
after my special sem den find one ba..
bo bian lor..
Topic No 4
when i went back sch..
Mr Ganesh say i put on weight le!!
i wan to jian fei liao..
trying my best to go on diet now..
but apparently it is not working..
but i believe i can do it!!!!!
haa..maybe that is one way of changing myself to face the "new year"
Topic No 5
Mmm..the topic stuff seems to be getting shorter n shorter..
haha..bo bian..
nth to talk abt liao...
Okay..tml going out with shi hua,qiqi,xin yan n hui shan to kbox..
haha...meeting them at 1030 at city hall...
early hor..think they planning k lunch ba..
coz me n hui shan got to go sch at 630..
so they cannot take the student one..
sorry gers for the inconvience!
I will further update on this tml..
hahaa....
Topic No 6
Today is Yee Ting's 20th birthday~!!!
Happy birthday ger(if u get to see this..haha..)
hope u enjoy ya day..
though i know u have school today too..
nevertheless..u sure will enjoy this special day de...
hee...
can ppl tag...so i can chat...
i reply very fast de wor..
haha..
L . A . W . C . A . J
2:51:00 PM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Mmmm..today should be alot to say ba..
First of all,
I don know how to change the blogskin!
the pics juz don wan to come out!
really cannot do anything abt it..
so sick..
OKay...meet shi hua at jurong east to go agency today..
she got a job interview tml le..
so fast..
n i got none..due to my GE schedule..
expected it..
but still sad coz no income leh..
den go cck to pay shihua's guitar fees
den eat long john..
low budget bo bian u know..haha..
at ard 2pm, we board the train to our final destination, Orchard Road!
Head straight to Far East to buy present..
sabrina and suna present..
at one go, 2cm shop..think we spend less than 1/2 n hour there..
purchase done!
Walk walk n crap crap..
here we are at heeren shop..
I saw so many nice clothes..
tempted to buy..
but no money..y i don have a job!!!
Go cine after that..
saw qiqi there..cannot make it..
never expect to see her there...
den we meet sabrina at 6pm..
go swensen n have dinner..
gave her a birthday surprise(hope she is surprise though!)
talk, walk n crap again..
walk to PS coz sabrina got to meet her bf there...
during the journey we talk abt life..
we got to live life to the fullest..haha..
Since we pass by the place(forget wad it is call..president's home??)
decided to go in,
to show our last respect to Mr Wee Kim Wee..
Though i never know him for long,
from my mum..he is a nice nice nice President..
Meet Andy(Sab's BF)..
buy Mr Neo birthday present..
hope he like it man..
den off we go our next final destination...
haha..
home........wao super tired today...
but i guess i have fun..
yeah! think that's all for today..
fine i am like crapping again..
haha..
nite peepz..
First of all,
I don know how to change the blogskin!
the pics juz don wan to come out!
really cannot do anything abt it..
so sick..
OKay...meet shi hua at jurong east to go agency today..
she got a job interview tml le..
so fast..
n i got none..due to my GE schedule..
expected it..
but still sad coz no income leh..
den go cck to pay shihua's guitar fees
den eat long john..
low budget bo bian u know..haha..
at ard 2pm, we board the train to our final destination, Orchard Road!
Head straight to Far East to buy present..
sabrina and suna present..
at one go, 2cm shop..think we spend less than 1/2 n hour there..
purchase done!
Walk walk n crap crap..
here we are at heeren shop..
I saw so many nice clothes..
tempted to buy..
but no money..y i don have a job!!!
Go cine after that..
saw qiqi there..cannot make it..
never expect to see her there...
den we meet sabrina at 6pm..
go swensen n have dinner..
gave her a birthday surprise(hope she is surprise though!)
talk, walk n crap again..
walk to PS coz sabrina got to meet her bf there...
during the journey we talk abt life..
we got to live life to the fullest..haha..
Since we pass by the place(forget wad it is call..president's home??)
decided to go in,
to show our last respect to Mr Wee Kim Wee..
Though i never know him for long,
from my mum..he is a nice nice nice President..
Meet Andy(Sab's BF)..
buy Mr Neo birthday present..
hope he like it man..
den off we go our next final destination...
haha..
home........wao super tired today...
but i guess i have fun..
yeah! think that's all for today..
fine i am like crapping again..
haha..
nite peepz..
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:14:00 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
Mmm..haven post for 1 day..
haha..
don know wad to post actually..
been idling everyday..
playing game, watching tv and chatting on phone..
but life is practically onli like this..
i seriously think so..
there is nth to do..
haha..
When exam period hope it quickly ended,
when it ended i don know wad to do..
hey guys~!
what have u all been doing?
for those who is not having exam le..
haha..
haiz..tired..
what should i do?
any suggestions?
haha..
don know wad to post actually..
been idling everyday..
playing game, watching tv and chatting on phone..
but life is practically onli like this..
i seriously think so..
there is nth to do..
haha..
When exam period hope it quickly ended,
when it ended i don know wad to do..
hey guys~!
what have u all been doing?
for those who is not having exam le..
haha..
haiz..tired..
what should i do?
any suggestions?
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:30:00 PM
Dear Hubby,
Happy 40th month anniversary~!
Hehee...so long le..
Hope we'll be as lovely as ever!
Haha..
Happy 40th month anniversary~!
Hehee...so long le..
Hope we'll be as lovely as ever!
Haha..
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:27:00 PM