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Sunday, April 30, 2006
Moody
have been rather moody today. don know y. jus feel tired and sick. guess it is becoz of the tot of i have to start work le ba. have not really got a chance to play my heart out. and i have to start work le. tml! this time is to take over my colleague work when she is away, though i have doing this proj for sometime. i don have the confidence to take the whole proj back. 3 mths meant alot of changes. alot more responsibility. esp when during that time the job is jus starting off. so it is not as bad. i know i should not be afraid. coz i know she wil support me. but then again, i wan to do a good job. so she can rest. well, guess building of confidence is an impt factor for me ba.
yesterday was fun at mind cafe with linghui, jingmei, my sis, angela and hubby. though the games are very draggy and mind straining. haha. it is indeed fun. we ended at abt 7 plus and went to shop ard then head home le.
and yes! we have booked our tickets for taiwan! 25July to 1Aug. so I will be celebrating my 21th bday there in taiwan! so excited. then again, the planning is really scary. don know where to go! hahahaha. indeed planning is also fun la. bleh.
Many things to look forward for this so called holidays cum attachment period. Sabrina's bday party. Yewei's bday party. YuJia's bday party. Limin's bday party. My own bday party?? haha. though I am not having one. but at least having some eating session with my buddies ba.
meet up session with many ppl. huishan, shihua, qiqi and xinyan. we haven meet up for so long though we are in the same sch! Ada,linghui,jingmei, angela and candice. they are as busy. but still muz meet up man. my 202 mates. though we will meet very soon, i still miss you guys. Amazing race team. missed you guys so much! hope to see you guys soon. and many many more. those wanna meet up call me k.
I cannot denied. I am also excited abt my attachment. coz i will be under a different person. different challenge is waiting for me. but the drive is not up yet. and there is a 2000 word report to be written.
Taiwan's trip with wendy, sebas and my bf. heee. great to have their companian. heee.
and lastly there is the release of results. diaoz.
L . A . W . C . A . J 10:54:00 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
Before 9pm, this entry is actually about how I was cheated to attend a MLM talk. After 9pm, I realised something worst than that, which is I totally screwed up my 2 IT paper.
Reasons for the big screwed are due to 1) I did not read the instruction properly, so I do not know at all that the question 2 is link with the case study. ===> In the end, I attempt the question with my stupid answer, which is bloody wrong.
2) The same question, but different part, by right even if you din read the case study you know what you need to wrong. and because i read the question WRONGLY, I ans the question wrongly.
The fact that I actually know wad is coming out, and when I feel that how come I din use those pts, I feel uncomfortable, but I cannot find where to put them in. coz i read the question WRONGLY. How stupid can I get. I am damn pissed with myself for reading it wrongly. Real wrong that really pissed it off. Yes. so wad did I do very well in my project. I don think it will at all help in my grades. for the mistakes I make cost me more than 30marks!!!!!
Well, I am ok liaoz. jus wan to write this down to remind myself. read the question properly!!!! and read instructions before doing!!! Time management is impt..... Hell me.
Now that study is over, work start. yeah. no mood at all. coz i abit sian. haiz. shitty feeling surrounded me. and nobody can meet me up over the weekend. Screwed!!!!
L . A . W . C . A . J 2:02:00 AM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
It is going to end soon!!!
Tmr! I have been waiting for tmr to come. pls come faster. though i muz said i am not fully prepared for the paper, i jus wan to get it over and done with it. cannot tahan the pain liaoz. though i have been watching drama thru out. hahaha. but once the exam end, it also marked an end to my drama shows liaoz. I muz get prepared for the battle of internship.
I want to write an email to my boss, but i seriously damn lazy man. hahahaha. but i really don wan to end my drama shows leh. then again, it was so qiao that, GOONG which is the first show of the exam period, think by this friday, full subtitled will be up. and it really marked the end of my exam.
Well, exciting month of april, I must said. Now is cannot wait for it to finish. goodness jus finish it soon!!!
L . A . W . C . A . J 9:52:00 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
No Mood at All!!!
I have no mood to study at all. haiz. think slack too much liaoz. so don know wad to do man. haiz. i wanted to pick up a set of notes to read. but it jus put me off.
Guess maybe there are too much excitement coming the way liaoz. with JJ concert on 24 June plus my taiwan trip with wendy they all. makes me so excited. can't wait for that to happen!! What thing can motivate me to study!!
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:01:00 AM
Monday, April 24, 2006
My current addiction : One litre of Tears
Highly Recommended show!! Pls watch if u Have time! Here are the videos. for ur preview!
P.S: I go JJ tickets le. so excited!!
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:41:00 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Only Human
In the shore across the sadness It's said that a smile is there And when we arrive there What will wait us there? It's not for running away It's to chase the dream Should have gone to a trip On that far summer day If only I can see tomorrow Then I will not breathe a sigh Like a boat sailing against the stream Now, you must go forward
If the rain clouds disappear Shall the wet road shine Only the darkness will tell me The strong strong light Strongly , Go forward!
L . A . W . C . A . J 1:00:00 PM
Whatever things you do, irregardless if they are of benefit to you now, it will benefit you somehow in one way or another. Do not think that you are wasting time on some unnecessary things. for the things you do or you watch, will be inspiring and will help you in one or another.
Do not think that studies are the most impt. and forget abt other things. for which you will nv know what you are going to do next time.
You will only know what is the best for you. what is the most suitable for you. when you have attempted at least once in your life. and know whether it is good for you. So please do not think that you are wasting your time on some not impt things.
Life is precious, for which you nv know when you are going to be gone. try whatever things that you wanted to. for that you nv know if it will benefit you. Move on without regrets.
Quoted: "If I were a flower, then now I will be a bud I shall treasure the beginning of my youth without any regrets"
L . A . W . C . A . J 12:44:00 PM
Yeah! I have finished another Kdrama. Think I siao liaoz. Almost every week complete one drama. haha. coz i wanted to wait for goong ma. in order not to keep thinking abt it, the best thing is to get another drama to watch. Mm. this time round, I watched Delightful Girl, CH. haha. coz i don know how to spell her name la. so make it short form lo. Pretty nice show. but towards the end, it starts to get abit draggy. especially when there are a few parts for time to end nicely. well anyway it ended pretty nice. of coz is happy ending la.
Then I went out to watch the Channel U show. xian jian. omg. Although I din followed the show at all. I only watched 1 esp. I cried today coz the story is simply too sad. haiz. how can life be so terrible to someone who wanted to tie the other party up. well that the story goes ba. somehow i see this kind of plot everywhere, no matter K drama, C Drama or J Drama. When you loved someone, you leave him/her, for the thought that they will live better without you. well in actual fact, do they really move on without you? hope this won happened in real life ba.
Now that I have watched the K drama that I wanted to watch. I shall watch wad my hubby recommend me to watch le. A litre of tear. J Drama. It happened to be a very sad show. from wad my hubby said and wad the forum said. people rate this show 10/10. based on a true story. The female actor recd the best new comer becoz of this show. this muz be a nice show ba. even my hubby say it is so inspiring that he keep thinking abt it. well, i guess it muz be a nice show ba.
Keep talking abt shows sia. wad abt your exam! haha. I nv forget abt it ok. I have been studying too. though not as hard as last time. though not as often as wad it is supposed to be. I muz said I am studying lo.
Oh ya. Thailand trip. I must say that It is wonderful. to be the youngest in the conference. actually nth to be proud of la. haha. Basically I think it is an eye opener for me. somehow i guess everyone will pass thru this stage, jus that I am experienced it earlier, and in different angle. Being one who is able to see how the event was organized, assisting the organizer. being one who is joining the event as a partner. helps to promote my own company. You just need to really know how to network ard sometimes. or you wil be left there alone. doing nth. I must said. I took a big step out. To try my best to talk to people whom I don know. you jus see too much and realised that there are way too many things for you to learn. It is true that, Learning is Never Ending no matter how old are you.
L . A . W . C . A . J 12:11:00 AM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
Back!
How come my entry is not up yesterday. now have to retype. lucky din say alot yesterday. anyway jus reach home. heee. yap. will update u guys on my trip if u are interested. hahaha. soon ba. got to study neh. as if i will like that. anyway. the purpose of this blog is!!!
JJ concert is confirmed!!! anybody wanna go with me. it is on 24th june 2006 Sat. tickets at $68, $88, $108 and $128. I really wan to go.....
L . A . W . C . A . J 10:53:00 AM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Haiz.
No more korean show for now. for the girl who upload it, decided to private all of them. coz there are ppl who pte msg her. want her to upload them but in fact is not her fault la. coz she is not the subber ma. lucky i completed my girl yesterday. if Not i think i will cry like hell lo. haha. well time to wake up and start studying le wor.
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:57:00 AM
MAD!
I thiNk I am really mad. I cannot believe it but I have completed another Korean Drama. Oh my god. I nv tot it is damn nice. but the fact that forum compare this show with Goong and Full Hse, let me have the urge to watch the show. and goodness sake, i completed it in 2 days. which is like so fast! I think i muz be mad. thinking that i left my studies hanging there, ok i did study today with sabrina. and I am flying. coz i still have to wait GOong. so I watch this show. the show name is "My Girl" it is a nice show! I cannot believe it but i muz say it is on par with Goong and Full Hse. and I really cannot decide which is the best. goodness. I am siao liaoz. Very nice show. Highly recommended. shall put in extra effort tml to study plus to pack bag for thailand liaoz! take care guys!
L . A . W . C . A . J 2:37:00 AM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Nightmare
Above heading is quoted by Hong Seng. hahahaha. Well indeed, the paper is a nightmare. practically don know wad they are saying at all lo. stupid de. and while doing. I am yawning. whahahhaha. guess I am expecting it to be like that ba. well forget it. over le.
Preparation mood for AA202 before i fly thailand. before that watch goong first. nice show. haiz. but only got till 19. so sad 4 more epi need to wait. how long will it take to upload. fast~ hahahah.
This sem are all unexpected papers. siao sia. haiz.
L . A . W . C . A . J 7:36:00 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
More demoralised by Hong Seng
He scored A for his AA202 report among all of us!!!!!! why he always score so high!!!! Haiz. So sad..
Limin is another one. she study one day and she knows everything. haiz. I must really say i got study leh. but i still don know wad they talking abt. haiz. how bad can life be.
L . A . W . C . A . J 5:14:00 PM
Demoralised by Hong Seng
After an intensive discussion with ah seng and limin, i concluded I am going to buang to my AA201. Haiz. they are so pro lo! They are able to ans all the questions. Haiz. so sad.
If they din get anything above B, then I think I will go die. sob sob. with such a mood, how to study later on. I am so sad. Haiz. god pls help!!!!
L . A . W . C . A . J 5:00:00 PM
I Deserved it
When I stepped out of the exam hall, the tutor ask, you did not attend my lesson at all rite? omg. he spotted me. maybe because there is little ppl in the class ba. that's y he know it.
I think I am going to break the tradition of ppl failing this module. Basically, because i did not attend the lesson. I based on the past year papers to prepare for my exam. How do I prepare the exams? I really prepare. but i should say it is a wrong way of preparation.
Because the PYP has 5 questions and we can choose 4 out of it. I presume that we are alloed to choose questions. but it turn out to be all need to be ans. first shock.
Second shock is that, from all the PYP, you can see the similar questions asked. really is similar questions. but not the same questions. I mean the types. but this time round, the ans is not found at all from the notes.
Third Shock. I totally forget abt checking online to see if the notes are similar to previous sem or not. for the fact that I have the assumptions that they are all the same. coz the first few lects are the same. I totally missed out a topic completely. and yes, it is out. I got stunned. don know how to do at all.
Ok enough of the crap. I did not do well at all. I guess i will fail ba. but i cannot blame. coz i din study well enough. plus i have been watching tv thru out yesterday. I cheated myself for saying that I will work hard for this minor. which was said last sem. for the fact that, i tot i can cheat my way thru every sem. i guess i am wrong. because of this mistake. I am persistant to take the same mod again, to get a minor in it. and i mean it now.
TML paper is another killer.....
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:44:00 AM
Monday, April 10, 2006
Not there yet. I don Know y I do not have the mood to study at all. haiz. make me so sick of it. I know i am not there yet. not prepared for the exam. not prepared for everything. but I jus do not wan to look at the stuff at all. why is this happening to me. it is so unlike me. maybe it's time for me to really think think think. Haiz. it is making me so frustrated.
L . A . W . C . A . J 8:52:00 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
Running thoughts
Wah. It's already April. Yap. today is finally the last day of sch. which means that there is no more reports for the next 1 mth or so. Jus submitted the last report today. and get back another report today. the grades are ok. more excited to get the other one which is on Monday. but nobody will be going to sch lo. diaoz. and the next report will be an individual work. PA report liaoz.
Anyway, alot of tots today. a few days back, had a chat with someone and we were talking abt business transaction. Quoted from him, "everyday u are doing a business transaction with everyone, including ur pals, friends and even ur parents, it is jus that they give u different things back in return." well pretty true. but then, I stil think that there are some that are not like that. i believe that when there is no intentions to get anything from others, then it is not a business transaction. but then again, do u really have no intentions when u talk to someone?
linking to the above topic, service oriented. are you one who are service oriented? Jus happened to think abt it, coz hor, if you are one who are service oriented, Will u always be one, irregardless who is the person u are serving. Will there be a change in attitude, if you know that the person u are serving is actually ur friends? Will there be professionalism in it?
Haha. juz thinking of crapping some thoughts after some conversation. exam is coming. next wed! my first paper. e-commerce!!! hahahaha. let's see wad is going to happen ba. my tickets to thailand is booked. no changes anymore. and there will be another person joining me and my colleague. great! :)
L . A . W . C . A . J 4:36:00 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Don Know wad to blog. anyway, a few more days. exam is coming. so fast man. hope everything is fine. 1 more presentation, plus 1 more reports. but seems like i hack liaoz. haha. jia you ppl.
L . A . W . C . A . J 5:38:00 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Had a wonderful day yesterday with my buddies. haha. coz we celebrated ling hui's 21st bday! It is jus a simple dinner. after that only left me, candice and ling hui to the Mind Cafe. Wonderful. coz it has been such a long time since we actually meet up. gosh. everyone is so busy esp when they are all working already. great to have time with me. thanks girls.:)
Mm. Mind cafe. a place where u play board games etc. very nice place. think it is worth recommending to alot of ppl. a place where it is not very expensive, and it allows u to play ur heart out. Highly recommended place.
exam is round the corner. 1 or 2 more weeks? haha. yet complete any readings. oh my gosh. when can this be ending man. and the best part is, i found a new game!!! which is damn nice. hope i will get sick of it soon. so i won waste my time on it. hahahah.
oh ya. sth worth saying, we did it!! AA202 mates. really love u guys. u should know wad i am referring to. heee.
Shall not say anything that is damn unhappy. jus leave it ba. sometimes it is better to leave things unsaid. jia you ba ppl!