Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me,
Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee;
Sounds of the rude world heard in the day,
Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away
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Monday, June 30, 2008
First must thanks those who has sms me and msn me. I am ok le. I guess I just want a ranting place. and not disturb anybody. of course sure got disturb a few de ba.
Anyway life has got back to normal for me. I hope. Starting to feel abit sian to go work. with everyday on follow up jobs. it can be rather boring lo. but still we got to go on. :(
Next week is full week blank! hoping there is no surprises and i can happily enjoy before i go for training for 3 days, and here come my 2 weeks leave! I am so looking forward to it man.... Going Hong Kong on 22 Jul to 28Jul. hahahah...
Recently, I guess my health hasn't been good. no worries. no big problem. just the usual one. stomach not digesting i guess. and bruises everywhere! cause i fall when i learn cycling that day. well good experience.
Not long ago, I have just joined the company. But who knows... on the 4 of July... I have been there for a year... and how long will I be there? I don know...keke...
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:56:00 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
I am still feeling emotional. Tears still drop when the tots come. Still life goes on. Work has to be done. Lessons have to be attended.
Tml is going to be a long day. with INVENTORY classes which is going to last for the whole day. no going home early tml. After which I need to go back office. and clear some work. Sometimes maybe u are just fated to be in the office more often than others, yet we are holding the same pay? while that's life.
Still feeling detached now... trying to be a more happier me... but where are u? the one who always cheer me up? that's life.... u win some and u lose some. somehow i am having a lose lose situation...
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:35:00 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
I am truly hurt. U can said that I am over sensitive. U can said that I am selfish. Yes. I admit.
I just hate it when you are part of my life. Yet u nv take me into consideration in any of your plan. Even if you did they are just tots, no actions at all. The phrase: Actions speaks louder than words is a phrase that are effective. NOT ONLY WORDS.
I am tired of quarrellings this again and again. blame it that I am petty. blame it that I still take that bloody TW trip as comparison. You cannot stop me from thinking of that. No matter it has been over or wad, it is still recent, and it affects all the planning.
the only things I can said is, I am truly hurt by the words said. TRULY HURT..........
tears just flow. I don know how to speak at all.... I got no courage that I can hang on anymore.........
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:00:00 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
OMG! I am updating the almost dead blog! Cause apparently there is nothing for me to do in the office now. The files are with the manager for review, Other followup actions to be done…but client is on leave. How lucky am I man. I may sound like a workaholic. But I am seriously not. I don like to work late nights, I also like to go home early. I don work extra when I know the deadline is not tml etc. Now I got nth to do at all. Yawn. Another 1hr plus to go home now!
Some updates of my not very interesting life. First of all, I am celebrating my nephew one month bday on the coming 22nd June. Darius, my nephew name, has brought the family joy and laughter. Of course not to forget some argument like what should be his Chinese name. But that is not his fault lo…is the father and grandfather issue. Haha.
My hubby just came back from his 12 days Taiwan trip without me. So sad hor, cause I am not involved at all. Bleh! We are hoping to go HK in July this year. Hopefully this is coming true.
July is coming! I believe everyone is waiting for the bonus to be banked in. Though they say this year is not going to be a lot, Still it is our fruit after a year. Super looking forward to it.
Oh yea, work is as usual. Nothing much. On training next week. And it is another 2 weeks of blank in retain aka planner. So I guess I am going to be in the office lobo-ing for another 2 weeks before I go on my 2.5 weeks of leave.