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Sunday, May 28, 2006
Bangkok Trip~! the only company photo that we had.
L . A . W . C . A . J 1:15:00 PM
Short Term Memory
Short term memory aka STM. sometimes, it is good to forget things. coz you won be trouble by things happening around you.
So my learning pt for the next 2 months are:- 1) To write positively 2) To work as hard as possible 3) To give my mind a break esp on those things tt are not necessary to be remember 4) Again, to remember all the things that are needed esp during work time
Had spent my weekend staying at home, working and working. becoz of those work, my whole body is aching very much. guess I really muz take care of my own body. cannot possibly ask ppl to care abt me, when I don care abt myself.
I guess my plan on shopping have to be put on hold, I see so many ppl going out! I wil go out, once I got my time freed out. for the time being, to build up my energy for my work tml again.
L . A . W . C . A . J 1:06:00 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
It's Friday!
Had a wonderful dinner with Yujia and peeps. haha. so long din see them liaoz. guess we really need to meet up often esp when everyone starts to work. if not, really think we might lost touched ba. everyone lost touch once nobody takes the first step to contact each other ba.
Yap. My boss din talk to me at all. guess he don know wad to say ba. I am really prepared for him to kill me. hahaha. but I have made up my mind le. I am going to work extra hard to "compensate" wad I have done.
and yes. I need to hand in some work by tml nite. diaoz. I wanted to go shopping with my boy de. but then, everything seems so unpredictable. guess I have to work over the nite to get the report out by today. if not, tml will be gone for me.
Great Singapore Sale! I want to shop. so funny to say tt. coz i seldom shop. but nah. who cares. I jus want to relax. but first, finish my work first.
Great weekend ahead~!
L . A . W . C . A . J 10:04:00 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Guess this is really a place to vent anger for me. I shall not always do this to my blog.
Well, I am really screwed. damn it. I always commit mistakes that I will be dead in a few mins. Nth can be done now. but to say sorry and wait for my Manager to slove the problem for me. to cover my ass in another words. took the blame and protect me. I guess I always give ppl problem instead of helping them. of no good but trouble.
But I also know that I cannot further think this way. I really really muz learn from the mistakes. and think before i act. check and check. nv stop checking. even though it means more time wasted. it is very troublesome. I muz have a habit to check and check. and once feel sth is wrong. raise a flag. coz there is always ppl out there to help. to make a mistake internally is always better than externally esp to our client.
the mistake that I have made. I forget to include AUS9K in a quotation. and the company lost the amount of AUS9K. it is alot of money. haiz. hope everything will be fine soon.
L . A . W . C . A . J 10:28:00 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Mmm. Going to be sunday soon. the weekend jus passed like that. so fast man.
Attended my 2nd aunt 50th wedding anniversary. I muz say that was super long. though I don feel like going, then again, cause of respect and nagging. I attended it. and on my way there, I really think that 50th is really long. I guess not many ppl can stay together so long ba. esp u nv know who is going to pass away first. choy~ also nowadays nobody get married so early. so 50th really difficult ba.
the dinner was super nice. though it is at a void deck. the food is damn nice, you don get to eat them in big hotels at the rate we are paying. ok. we din pay anything. coz they say they don wan anything. the food is like. super big portion. and like nobody eat? the shark fin is so big that we can even see wad we are eating. not like those kind tt we see only water? haha. plus, lobster etc etc. so nice....
Yeah, there goes my sat. now going to be sunday. wad should i do then? I also don know. somehow there seems to be nv ending work, and nth to play with. i wanna watch movie!
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:34:00 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
so many things to blog
Mmm. First day of the week. should be nth much. but seems different to me leh. haha.
Shall start with Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi. Have been watching the show over the weekend. of coz got go out lo. OMG. The show very very nice. I also don know how come I want to watch. jus suddenly feel wan to watch sth. but the bad part is. the show haven end yet. now I have to wait once a week. omg, I want to watch man....
Today, my NTU tutor called. she say she want to meet up asap. coz she needs to go overseas liaoz. diaoz lo. tot i can delay my elog. but but but. I mus write it soon. and I don know how to write. aiyo. so she will be meeting me on 23rd May lo. so fast sia. best part is she ask me abt the same name for the coordinator. goodness. hahahaha. I tell her the truth la. say coz I have been working there for a long time liaoz. heee. lucky nth happened sia. now is really muz think how to write my log le.
While thinking of my dinner how to settle. i saw my you yuan ren!!! goodness. I really cannot believe it man. like tt also can see him lo. we really got the "yuan" sia. haha. actually i forget abt it le. but he remind me. " how come so suay still can see you sia" diaoz. see me so bad meh. while so glad that he company me to have dinner. thanks johnny. :)
L . A . W . C . A . J 10:02:00 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Quick Update
Before I left for a lunch with the girls. here is the quick update. was out with shao and zhiming to shop for guys business wear. I muz say it is damn difficult to buy guys clothes. they are ex and nth interesting. Interesting ones are being said to be "not office wear". but they are at the office wear section!!!! but really it is a kind of knowledge. alot of things i don know leh. esp abt guys pants. don know wad they mean at all.
Oh ya. went to the lee hwa shop. haha. the new series is nice. but ex too.
then met up with my JC mates. to ye wei's party. Yewei Happy Birthday!!! :) seriously I cannot imagine tt the class is getting closer. but it was nice. for the fact tt we used to be not close at all. I muz said. they have turned into "GENTLEMEN" hahahahaha...
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:34:00 AM
Friday, May 12, 2006
End of first week of internship. yeap. learnt quite a bit. even if i am not new there. funny hor. feel like an management trainee instead. but nice yet stressful.
given a 5 days job. i have to do 4 tasks for the month. plus ad-hoc stuffs. that's alot. plus none of them relates to accounting? makes me think is it correct to do interns there. coz everyone is learning audit etc etc. but me leh. haiz. actually i learn alot. from databases management, how where a * you put will affect your result. from HR, how even if you have resources even when they are not trained, nth come out from it. how impt is training. from accounting, wad is the difference of contract of services and contract from services. wah and alot more.
There is alot of tax incentive that the govt give sia. see till my eyes blur. and not all applies to my company. seriously, i don know wad i am doing. coz the priorty that they give me is exactly the opposite of my internship. so spare time is to clear my own internship stuff. yea. somehow when you choose sth, you have to forgo sth. that's life. you cannot get the best of the world.
L . A . W . C . A . J 12:37:00 AM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Internship Day 1
Although I have been in the company for almost 1 year, today is like the first day of internship to me. coz I am doing new things. But of coz I know the people there, which makes things easier for me.
While alot of things to do, no lunch. diaoz. Not accounting. but almost the same. auditing for the company's operation instead of accounts. communication on how to attack ppl. aiyo. attack attack. I muz learn how to handle politics sia. diaoz.
Accept it. Not all the things you do will be presented to the client. my work is throw into the rubbish bin. coz the client want another thing liaoz.
don know how to write my log book. haha. still haven call the NTU staff yet. hahahahahah....lazy and busy to do that. heee. time to slp. tml is another busy day.
L . A . W . C . A . J 12:06:00 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
STARS
Pretty funny, received a mail from STARS. so fast! They say they are preparing to do a pilot test. to get the course students to register our modules early. eh. I think it is abit too early? I don know. haha. Just abit stun that they are actually think abt it now.
Maybe it is the General Election. hahaha.. tml is the day of Election le. So fast. Ppl has been talking abt it. Though I am not involved and nv listen to the rallies. I muz say I got to know alot of things. abt how ppl feel for our country. Great to hear that. :>
Finally pass the 4 days. which is a real pain to me. But I grow. Really grow. This time is a hard one.
Now PA is coming. I must said I am not doing Accounting at all. OR am I doing it? I also don know. Will be doing reporting of analysis. database checking. sound like audit? haha. SME grants. Recruitment of coz. So nice. So many things to do. diaoz. Don know is happy or sad. I want to grow stronger!!!!
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:13:00 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Not a good communicator
How to be a good communicator? today i learnt something new. You must sound confident, write confidently. When it is not your fault. voice it out in a polite manner, to bring across your pt. it is not your fault since you are unable to control it.
Do things muz let everyone aware. don hide at one corner. coz ppl tot u are not working at all. esp when there are many many ppl involve. call no matter they are strangers or wad. jus call. it is not a gotta hurt.
Communicate! Communicate! I really don know. I declared I am not a good communicator. But I muz be one good comunicator by end of this year! Time will tell. Confident and how u handle PR. PR is needed everywhere, no matter which job you work.
A line needs to be drawn between work and friendship. Sorry is not the word anymore.
L . A . W . C . A . J 8:56:00 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Tired
First day of work. many craps came out. alot of work to be done. and there seems nv ending. feel so bad to my colleague, who is supposed to be on leave. yet have to pick up my call jus to tell me. what I can think if I am alone. Being too dependent on one, will give trouble to urself. another 3 more days to go. and I hope I am out of this. glad it is only 3 days not 3 mths. will be located in Raffles for Thur and Fri. makes me moody. again. nvm lifes goes on with troubles all ard. :) optimistic!