Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me,
Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee;
Sounds of the rude world heard in the day,
Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away
Sunday, December 09, 2007
The only thing that is constant is: Change. People change. Have you change?
L . A . W . C . A . J 5:42:00 PM
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Met up with Linghui and JingMei just now. i.e. Friday Nite. Dinner and talking alot abt life, marriage blah blah. All of a sudden I realised that I have lost touch with alot of my friends. I guess work has taken quite abit of my time these days.
Why do I say lost touch! Cause I have yet met up with alot of them. Xinyan, shihua and qiqi! whom I was initially meeting next week, has to due to some reason delay it again. I am so sorry for the delay! and not forgetting dearest shan, luckily she is free later on..so we can meet up! :)
My secondary school friends... AdA, Candice and Angela! I haven see them for ages... ok la..ada not too long ago though. Today at least got meet the other two..hehe..
Uni de...don wan to say.. our hope to meet at least twice per month, has become once a month.. and now don know wad liaoz. guess audit has make everyone don dare to set any times.
Actually it is not that we work late. the fact that our timing is super irregular. sometimes we wait for snr's instruction. sometimes we got things to do. we really don know whether we can meet up or not. oh well, that's the trade off ba. flexible till don know how to schedule own appt.
This really reflects something. the work environment can change someone very drastically. from working attitude to many many things. it really boils down to the environment that you are in.
I missed my friends! when can we meet up soon? and of course my hubby too.
L . A . W . C . A . J 1:40:00 AM
Monday, December 03, 2007
Don want to put the dates all on the same day. hahaha! so shall make it a backdated entry den. Guess it has been ages since i wrote sth to myself. Shall write what I have I did over the past 3 weeks.
Basically, have started on my first REAL job. where all audit comes... and all the workings, work to be done, deadlines... blah blah blah come. Well, I have yet worked till super duper late. My late meaning like 3 to 4 am in the morning. But of course, everyday you got to reach home at the time of 10pm or 1am? By the time, you settle down... I guess it is time for bed le..
I hate the feeling of rushing for deadlines... of course you will feel a sense of satisfaction once you completed the work. Still, when the snr/manager come back with "review pt" it kinda saddens me... I always tot i kinda explained wad i wanted to explain. But sometimes it turn out to be no, I did not explain well.. or I have missed out a few portion of work to be done. and seriously if i am the one who reviewed the file. maybe I will feel anger too ba...keke... haiz...maybe i am taking it too personal le. Anyway YES I AM lA! I know I shouldn't. But we cannot denied that sometimes you are being judged by the work done. Anyway suan le. I guess I am still in the process of learning of how to document a good piece of work. and this is what I have to learn. Why force myself to learn faster than a normal person. I am not god anyway. I have to have faith in myself. Positive mind is very IMPORTANT!