Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me,
Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee;
Sounds of the rude world heard in the day,
Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away
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Sunday, October 28, 2007
Balance
Had a few gatherings past 2 weeks. Met up with Ada to shop and laze ard. Met up with Marcus for dinner for his super belated birthday treat. opps. Sorry~ hope you had fun. Met up with Carolyn to have dinner last Friday. Met up with first 3 months girls. to celebrate Shihua's belated bday. Met up with hubby of course on Friday. and met up with Yuija, shao, sebas and wenshun this morning. rather than saying yesterday rite? haha. for supper and not to forget I think I am pretty guai to actually stay at home. Miss Caiyun meet up coz she got sth on. yap. Had a good chat with everyone!
Really glad that we meet up, coz it makes you feel relax. and it makes you know that you are not alone in this business line. everyone is going thru the same thing together. So we help each other to stay in this line. to hear all the sorrows and of course laughters. And all the memories we shared, recapping what are the things that we had. during first 3 months, in uni. Talk abt how we want the future to be etc etc.. Not to forget all the MSNs, with how's life as a start and we can chat all abt high and low. This is wad are friends for! I really cherish it.
After typing for so long. Balance is very important. I very unwillingly had a "noface" quarrel with my dad. coz I din see him at all. just heard his nagging towards my mum and sis. simply because my mother let me out yesterday. and my dad got no one to nag to. so my sis tio shot by this non-of-her-business story. I have yet talk to him or see him at all. coz he is drinking le? yeah HE IS DRINKING EARLY IN THE MORNING. I understand his reason that if we can, try to sleep early every night. coz it is the best way of resting ourselves. afterall at night it is meant for sleeping?
To a certain extent I do agree. But hey wait. Not everyone is able to accommodate other's timings. everyone has different commitments in life. Studies, Family, Friends, BGR, work and being alone... there are many roles we take in life. and there is always a trade off in between we do. I choose to work in a "super xiong" company, means that I trade off my other things. Not that this is a business transaction. but you know wad i mean by trading off? just like weighing the pros and cons. I want to meet up coz i cherish my friends. I choose to come home early, coz i want my parents to see me at home. not that I got alot of things to talk to them. P.S. I seldom or towards never talk to them apart from greetings. I just want them to know that I am well. So does that means that I nv care abt myself?
I guess NO. I did give time to myself. esp when I am home. though everyone is home, sometimes I watch dramas alone on PC. oh yeah, just finish The Witch Yu Xi, Nice show. finish it in 2 days. keke. I give myself time to think when I go walked home from station. Whenever I am alone, I think and I feel that that is giving time to myself. I tried to do whatever that is best for people ard me. but he simply think that I have yet have time to rest.
Everyone's time is 24 hours. There is always a balance to make. I guess maybe I still have yet find the balance. Maybe I am wrong in what I am typing.
Tml on new job. New team, new environment, new challenges and not to forget all the expected OTs that others were saying abt this job. Still I am looking forward for the challenges ahead. and I hope to all who read this entry. In life, there are many different challenges created for us. Face the challenges. We might not get the best results/what we want it to be. But at least we face it. and learn from it. There are simply many things we cannot control in life. they are just out of our control. So don't start to blame/think on our own decisions. I believe all decisions make are the best decisions, it may not be the best after sometime. but at that particular point of time it is the BEST. and no regrets on it. for we cannot turn time ard. Still we can always hang on to each other. we can cry,laugh and scold (keke) together (and I mean it). From there, we will learn sth together. I know it is simply easy to say than doing that. but at least we try. . .
L . A . W . C . A . J 12:44:00 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Sick of myself
I am sick of myself. to the extend that I started to hate how I react to things. Say it PMS or wadever. I just find that the recent mood swings pissed me off. In fact, I think it pisses others off too! I don know why and how I can actually react this way. I seriously wonder why. I don know how am I going to handle this UNNECESSARY stuff at all. Be it stress or just wanting some attention. I am just sick of it. and I hate myself for being like that. Hate myself for making ppl ard me unhappy. ARGH! Guess I will go back to my room. and be alone ever and ever.
L . A . W . C . A . J 11:15:00 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Something worth laughing at~!
Ok. Some may know it liaoz. But still I think not all know it ba. so I decided to write it down for fun. hehehehe~!
Can you tell me something that is similar to the 3 songs below. 1. Baba Black Sheep 2. Twinkle Twinkle Little Star 3. ABC
You are right! They have the same tune. keke. maybe some may know it long time ago. but i just realised it not too long. hehehe! worth some laugh. can you imagine all along we have been singing the same thing. hahahaha!
L . A . W . C . A . J 12:19:00 AM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Out with Kelly!
Guess it is pretty difficult to meet your friends unless both end make some effort in meeting up? agree with me? so how do you choose who u want to meet up with? don say you did not choose, coz i don believe in that. hahahaha!
Anyway met up with Kelly on Tuesday for dinner. she just come back from Japan. and got me some token. thanks girl.
We met at IMM. since the previous time she come all the way to Raffles Place. haha. Must be fair ma. Had a good chat with her. and we promise to meet up soon. most importantly to keep in contact. since peak is coming soon. shall try to meet up with ppl before peak actually starts. but then I am pretty broke leh. bah!
L . A . W . C . A . J 12:21:00 AM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Team-building Session
We had a big difficulty organizing this event. I should not say it turn out well. But at least it happened. and we just have to learn to face it. to face the circumstances, to face wad it is going to happen. to face all the negative remarks etc. I think I din manage it well. for at first I still dread to go there. But well, after all we still got to face it together. Glad that it is all over liaoz. and we finally completed the task given to us! cheers!
L . A . W . C . A . J 12:40:00 AM
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Clubbing
Welcome day falls on 5 Oct 2007. I cannot imagine to see so many ppl there! Zouk was packed with all our ppl that day. and all are pretty high. I guess they really love dancing and drinking ba. somemore is free flow of drinks.
It was also my first time clubbing. Apart from the day where we had our amazing race closing ceremony that day. din really club that day, since we are the organiser rather than ppl who can enjoyed it.
Din drink a lot that day. sufficient to make me feel a bit giddy. but after awhile it is ok liaoz. hehe.
Cannot imagine I actually dance that day. First time in my life dancing. or rather in public ba. on and off it is a good experience. another good way to get to know ppl. and also to relax ourselves.