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Monday, October 31, 2005
went huishan's house today. for revision. haha. did I study anything? yes. for onli one question. li hai rite..doh. one question which i think onli will be awarded 10 marks, provided there is no careless mistakes. shit la. I think this time, really is buang liao. no mood at all lo. shall not think so negative. study study.
Oh ya, talking abt huishan! haha. thanks for the food man. it is nice wor. her family very de welcoming. hai wo bu hao yi si. heeee...
L . A . W . C . A . J 9:36:00 PM
Sunday, October 30, 2005
*not there yet*
I am not there yet. I don know how to pass this mod. really don know. 3 days away, and yet the things i know are barely surface. even if the teacher say study this is enough, nth get into my stupid brain. NOTHING.
L . A . W . C . A . J 9:59:00 AM
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Have slack so much this 2 days. haha. company ling hui to her interview yesterday. Well, she is there for 1 whole hour man. and she tell me that the boss abit not good. doh. well, let's see wad is the outcome ba. since she got to help the boss to do some stuff first. don know if we are cheated or not.
Ya, then come home and slack thru out. watch the last 2 espisodes of Full House with hubby. so~ sweet neh.
Today, went swimming with hubby for 3.5 hours. goodness. ever first time for so long man. now i am black! haha. so not nice. but hubby say it is better than last time. like a sick person like that. and we even met our friends there lo. so qiao sia. think our next fav pastime will be swimming soon. anyway enjoy it. now abit shag liao. but got to study sia. my wireless network exam in 4 days time. haven start!! goodness. don wan to buang it.
L . A . W . C . A . J 4:18:00 PM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Dear Diary,
today is the last day of school. ended pretty fast. really cannot believe it that I am having my exam next wed. goodness. haven study at all lo. for GE la i mean. doh.
ended the day with AB214 feedback. generally wad she say is my language. that's all. yap. Waited for almost 1.5 hrs juz to get 10min feedback. Nevermind, I must say I have indeed learn sth from module. really alot. and yes. damn it. gotta get lousy grade for this. coz of language. muz really go read more liao. haha. if i got time. *hehe*
Time really flies. to think I have already been in NTU for 1.5 years. so fast. and yes. of course, get to know my buddies. same class thru out. Like who leh... Mmmm. Tiffany - the gal who is very stressed. haha. Hong Seng - this guy want to cheat my money for AC213. wahaha. Gary - the guy who wan me to take cab alone. *bleh*
Gary is going china for a semester. sobsob. hope he enjoy it ya. GUess I will miss this buddy for his sweets and act cute. heee. haha. take care ya! For the two others, hope we can be in the same class next sem. provided i din da bao any mods. scare leh. haha. Jia you guys.
At first tot I got alot to say abt this sem. but now when writing abit blank leh. while now. jia you to all those who is mugging ya. Good luck for ur exams.
Tml going to accompany Ling Hui to interview. hope she will get it ya. Jia you ger. sot de. tml i see her le lo. haha. doh.
L . A . W . C . A . J 9:46:00 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Mmm. currently still in school. waiting for qiqi to end her lesson, then we can go home together. haha. so long since we go home tog? think the last time is to cele shi hua bday.
Yap. attend the very last lesson of Wireless Network. Haiz. see the lecturer really make me so guilty. to imagine that the exam in next wed. one week from now, yet I have not start anything at all. doh. and i din go for his lessons for 3 times? feel so bad. think he is also demoralise lo.
Ok. Just saw this super cute website that my brother send to me. http://sg.wholivesnearyou.com/ check this out. so cute lo. haha. ok. apparently alot ppl already inside. sorry for being slow. *bleh* *haha*
L . A . W . C . A . J 2:14:00 PM
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Mmm. got back my Company assignment. guess it is again the worst grade of the class ba. not fail of course. coz the teacher say that she give this question to pass us. thanks lo. well guess there will be moderation ba. and yes, my grades will be going worst. apparently, this sem all my grades sux. haiz.
Stress is piling up liao. really piling up. can u imagine urself don know how to do past year exams questions when ur exam is coming. ok. the teacher say that don do PYP. coz they are of no use. coz the focus will be different. but how different can one papers be rite. well, continue demoralizing. not only one mod. I guess almost all the mods I got no confident. basically crap my way thru this sem. now when the real thing come. that's it liao. haiz. have to pick myself up. *Stress*
Blog. A topic very hot now wor. Don know how to comment abt this topic leh. keep type and delete man. hack la. build my own problems onli. *bleh*
L . A . W . C . A . J 7:55:00 PM
Monday, October 24, 2005
Wohoo. Full House never fail to make me laugh. haha. Okay. Me abit mad. Watch the show again with my hubby today. From espisode 1 to espisode 5. hee. No lo. He watched then I studied abit wor. haha. Super nice. The three bears! *wahahaha* goodness lo.
Though abit sad that the Full house DVD is cheaper, as compared to the time I buy the VCD. I think I nv regret ba. haha. At least it is the full version lo. My sister say that the SCV cut alot leh. haha. But think they cut those not impt de ba. I don know coz I never watch.
Finally completed the AB214 post written test. The last assignment for this mod. Hopefully won bao. If not I will die man. doh. Mmm. shall not let this affect me. haha. Still cannot forget the laugh scenes of full house man.
That day we were saying lo. at first the director wanted Jin Cheng Wu to take the role lo. instead of Rain. Wao if it is him rite, I think visually very shuang lo. but hor. don think he can act like that. coz he is too cool liao. won laugh de ba. haha. *Mad girl* *doh*
L . A . W . C . A . J 6:28:00 PM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
I break my own promise! I promised myself I have to study. but but but. I went out with Jing Mei and Ling Hui. To AMK to buy comics. doh. haha. but it was fun la. Then we go ling hui house to watch Da chang Jin, they watch la. I read comics. haha. Comics comics. nice nice. Mmm. recently find that the story line of these comics hor. pretty much the same. "Can u company me for this period, then I will leave u alone" doh. is that what you think gers wan to hear after declaring that she like you. haha. nevertheless, the story are nice.
Yap yap. Then I bring home 16 books from Ling Hui house. Full House comics. haha. siao de. finish shows liao still read comics. but they got say la, that comics are more detailed and nice as compared to shows. we shall see lo. afterall, i think they are diff thingy. even the name of the house, have different meaning lo. haha.
Have been reading bleach comics. wao. super nice. I think I siao liao lo. should be reading textbook, Instead I read comics. haha. but i still got study abit lo. *hehe*
Anyway I enjoyed today. thanks girls.
L . A . W . C . A . J 9:08:00 PM
Friday, October 21, 2005
bleh. Don know wad to say. Quote for the day, "Don't let one's comment affect you" while got to study real real real hard. coz i don know a thing. mug mug. before that, let me slack first. haha. doh.
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L . A . W . C . A . J 12:30:00 AM
Thursday, October 20, 2005
For the past days, I have woke up from shock. Yesterday, with a nightmare Today with a large bang on the wall. Don know wad happened sia. then follow by my stomach pain. doh. think really got to take care of my health. but I have been sleeping very long wor. *haha*
Anyway today wake up. suddenly shock plus shock. exam is coming and revision have not start. Got to start liao. but when is it? with tutorials still on & and so many questions on my mind, I really don know how to concentrate and study man. *hack la* got to start means start liao.
Yesterday watching *bleach* again. hee. Finish till espisode 50 le wor. so li hai rite. Yes yes. got to study. still got 3 more to go leh. let me finish den I will start le. Now I don know which to start first sia. Wanted to put company law to the end, but hor. scare by that time no time liao. Got to see how. So many things. My accounting 2~!!! *haiz* Jia you for those who are mugging. For those who are playing, please pray for us!*haha*
L . A . W . C . A . J 8:01:00 AM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Finally completed the presentation for today. Basically, I stumbled. Haiz. As usual, did a very bad starting, I said" Good Morning" when it is supposed to be "afternoon". Aiya. Hack liao. Finish le and there is nth I can do le. One down. And one more to go! tml tax quiz. haven study yet. hee. Shall do it after I finish Bleach. So naughty. Hee.
L . A . W . C . A . J 7:18:00 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
me and xinyan! Starbucks rox. see the drink?? hee. nice nice.
L . A . W . C . A . J 8:49:00 PM
me and shihua, the bday girl! (tml la..hee)
L . A . W . C . A . J 8:49:00 PM
qiqi and me~!
L . A . W . C . A . J 8:48:00 PM
haha. can see the difference between my hair. the previous one so messy. this one no good either. SIMLE.
L . A . W . C . A . J 8:47:00 PM
It has been a long time since we are together! the table is so messy. heee.
L . A . W . C . A . J 8:46:00 PM
Saw something abt friendship on sabrina's blog. Mmm. totally agree wad she say man, abt how we should look at friendship. well, sometimes we really don know who is the right one. let's juz hope that we can find the 30 good friends, and 6 who can talk abt inner feelings de ba.
Pretty nervous abt tml's presentation. I guess it is due to some factors. Cause everyone is reminding me abt the 25%. hope everything will be just fine. Just let it be ba. sometimes we cannot force things out of their way de.
To you. Respect is from heart. I agree. However, sometimes the way you position yourself, don allow ppl to see that you are showing respect to the others. Maybe I am being too fussy abt it. But I do hope that you know what makes me this way. I cannot help it but feel that way.
L . A . W . C . A . J 7:59:00 PM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Juz finish TFKC. a touching show. I quite like the ending. at least there is no bad guy afterall. thanks Sab for passing me the vcd late at nite yesterday!
While watching the VCD, waited for my presentation replied from tutor. got a terrible bad reply. with all those mistakes and generalization. I don know. maybe I misinterpret it. but I juz feel terrible now. super terrible. I don know what to say. A simple email does hurt. and this is the second time. being misunderstood? Maybe I bring it upon myself. Maybe that is how people look at me. Maybe I always wrong abt myself.
I am not good in words. and also interpreting them. so pls spare me this. spare me with words that is easy to understand. but not sth that I see and I need to decipher. coz I will always think the other way.
L . A . W . C . A . J 1:38:00 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2005
I am really bad at words. I really don know how to put my thoughts in words. but all the thing I do. I have to do it. Can you please wake up? and do something for yourself? *shitty mood*
L . A . W . C . A . J 7:05:00 PM
feel terribly shitty now. i hate it when i tried my best in reading them, and yet I don get wad I wan. Perhaps the ans are correct, but i jus don think they are. maybe they are wrong in the first place. is my ability of understanding accounting getting worst and worst. i feel so demoralize now. damn shitty.
L . A . W . C . A . J 2:56:00 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Mmm. Don know wad to blog wor. think cause there is too much things to do le. don want to really talk abt it. coz have not been doing them too. well, things are juz fine, juz that I am abit lag with work, alot of catch up got to do. feeling "it" is piling up. gotta learn how to balance it. if not, I will be trying to escape from it. which is not a good thing. coz I will eventually done sth bad.
L . A . W . C . A . J 7:16:00 AM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
So sad lo. tried changing blogskin, but bu chen gong. doh. think i really stupid lo. suan le.
haha. today is so fun lo. had our 2nd recee today. practically is feng diao de. we went so many places, and some places really amused me. esp the store in china town, the store got so many scary things. really good if we were to go for party sia. can buy and dress ourself up.
ya. we went to the Don's pie shop. Very nice shop. we actually met Don, the boss. a friendly uncle(he don allow us to call him uncle) haha. his chicken pie is damn nice, cheese cake also. ya, we tried both items and it is free!! of course very pai sey not to buy anything, so me and daoxing share to buy cheese cake. $10.50 sia. but it is nice la. den also coz we want to eat lo. :p
Eat eat eat. Went maxwell market to have curry rice. not bad lo. tried some porridge. nice nice. wao. now den i know there are so many places in singapore that I never went before. went beach road, arab street etc. ANd the most important thing is! we walk all the way from Raffles to Chinatown. can imagine how small is Singapore lo. bleh. haha. had a great day. now no mood to study at all.
watch the TFKC. Oh my god. who can lend me sia. I wan to clear it asap sia.
L . A . W . C . A . J 8:00:00 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
ok. slack today. watch da chang jin juz now. Min Zheng Hao is so nice. he is willing to forsake everything for her. how can a man in korea do that? i think he is one in a million ba. he really touch my heart. the part where the chief lady cui fall. really feel so sad too. i guess sometimes it is abt the family reputation ba.
haha. yap. shall plan to do sth rite. but later got frog become prince..haha direct translation. hee. so bad. got to study hard. it is say 26 days more to exam. my god!!! 26 days...shit. should not have go count.
L . A . W . C . A . J 6:33:00 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
today accounting presentation was basically hell lo. coz I don know how to crap. doh. haha. den basically i think the teacher is also crapping. coz he also don know how to ans our questions. anyway everything is over le.
attended the AB214 class. nobody did her hw lo. so bad. den in the end we do some last min work, and we bring the thing over man. phew! den she give us a sample of the question for final presentation. then she say that one cannot. coz it is NOT PERSUASIVE at all. doh. she say the catch of it is the persuasive part. where the course coordinator did not highlight. hopefully nobody fall into her trap sia. or else is die de. the content is 50% sia!
Now that the presentation is 2 weeks later, I really got to think of wad to present sia. got a few in mind. but don know which one is good enough. diaoz. got to think hard.
I don understand why the accounting tutor wan the proj to be printed lo. really don understand. becoz need to print. den i got to learn how to print. coz alot to print. then alot of trial and error need to be done. coz of this. I wasted so many papers. then I killed so many trees. I am so sorry that i have to do it.
L . A . W . C . A . J 8:57:00 PM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
shitty lo. have been doing that stupid AA102 presentation for...bloody long sia. and seriously speaking I don know how to get those ans. cause it is all from other tutorial grp. AA101 is really different from AA102. damn different, plus it is difficult to understand. making me so blur and luan. Tml presentation hopefully can smoothly pass thru. it is a 2 hour presentation lo. haiz. I doubt we can leave early also. coz sure got alot of ppl say this say that de. coz it is practically too confusing.
Cannot stuck with that forever lo. got to study for other things. but no mood leh. today got the Channel U yummy yummy. don know nice or not leh. juz now watch huang zi bian qing wa. haha. super funny. ok, i know i shouldn't be watching tv. I was getting "ling gan" on that AB214 presentation ma. hahaha. Crap. bleh.
L . A . W . C . A . J 9:02:00 PM
Had a wonderful dinner with my family yesterday. brother drove us to tian wai tian, for the fish steamboat. hee. nice wor. Din know there is such a place to eat stuff. should ask u guys to go along next time. but it is damn far without a car. this makes me feel that how impt is a car. esp when u wan to somewhere very wu lu. wao. but buying a car super ex leh. not as if I got alot of money to spend like that lo. den don have driving license somemore. I cannot take it one. one who don know routes shall nv try driving. haha. somemore I will be very distracted.
L . A . W . C . A . J 7:21:00 AM
Monday, October 03, 2005
A Brand New Week has just started. there are so many things awaiting for me to complete. after slacking for the past 2 days, it is time to pick up my studies, work and amazing race.
got to start studying and revising for my exam. have not start any though. so got to start hard. oh ya, at the same time, prepare for presentations for Tax, AB214 and many many more. also, prepare for quiz and hand in projects. doh. so many things to do. cannot slack le wor.
for work, got to come out with some solutions on the current situations. jia let. if forever stuck like that, I will nv improve myself. prepare a calendar for the schools, prepare the source for the month of Dec. anymore?? I hope not.
for Amazing Race, the budget is hell. haha. coz the deficit increasing like nobody biz. doh. Hopefully today meeting is the last one. but I know it won be de. haiz. so got to juggle well man for this and studies.
To all my friends, you guys got to take care of yourself k. don over work and fall sick. yap yap. got to jia you le.
L . A . W . C . A . J 7:58:00 AM
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Starting to feel the stress coming up. realize that I have been concentrating too much on my stuff, instead of my family and friends. while maybe that is wad I feel onli. I don know. stress especially come up when you don know how to do tutorials. and things are moving rather fast. when u have exceed people expectation, they expect you to do more. is that correct?
I am at my peak already. and I have fall sick. goodness, not a good time to fall sick. bleh. well forget abt it. it is time to really dive myself to study. but not work and amazing race. deadline need to be set in order to prevent myself from drifting away. I have set it liao. to complete all my stuff apart from studies by end of next week. I hope I can make it.
Now. really have to say sorry for whom that I have not been caring abt. yap. and I hope ppl care abt me too.