Mood of the day:
Happy, Sad, Anxious, Blessed & Anxiousworking can be tiring if u look at it that way,
but when u see the $$ goes into ur pocket,
u will feel that ur effort is paid off,
u feel satisfied w ur performance
& also happy to see $$..
My boss have confirmed that I have passed my probation,
YEAH!
I will be getting my first pay next monday too..
coz we are paid weekly,
boss scare we don have enough cash on hand..
so nice of him sia..
anyway it is a small amt..
attended the lesson today,
emotions juz flow when I start toking abt my grandma,
I guess everyone was shocked when they saw me cried,
don know y after so long,
I am still unable to control my feelings for my grandma,
I miss her so much..
really agree with wad the prof say abt the grief cycle,
first you will denial abt the happening,
second you start to blame others/yourself on it,
third you start to bargin abt it,
fourth you then start to feel sad abt it,
finally you come to acceptance on the situation..
I guess I will be facing it tml..
Which brings me to worry abt my results tml..
wao..i think I have improve,
coz I haven been thinking abt it till recently,
& it is natural to feel anxious now lor..
haa~ wish me luck though I know nth can change it anymore,
shall starts to read & read so as to make myself tired,
then can slp more n well for preparation of tml..
haa~
My hubby bought me four leaves
when he fetched me home today..
so touched..
how did he knows that I wan to eat sth..
But I tell myself to regulate de,
in the end still end..
now cannot slp coz of it..
haa~ u know the 4hrs thingy that u need to follow..
haa..
Here I wish all who are taking results in the coming days,
all the best!
No matter wad the results are,
I believe we have to move on..
haa~ actually saying to myself :P