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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
i feel so useless.
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:54:00 PM
Blogging in school fal wor..
first time ever,
I am blogging in school.
wanted to try a few wed back when i am doing proj in sch..
but i cannot get in.
haha. so today can get in le.
shall make a short blog.
Oh ya. today is the first day that I see Jingmei in school sia...
after so long. finally see her le.
girl take care ya.
Had lecture for the past 2 hours.
We are going to change lecturer le.
yap yap. So sian lo.
new lecturer = new teaching methods
sian sian.
While got to complete alot of stuff this few days.
Accounting proj and some readings to be done.
But will I finish on time?
that's another thing le ba...
haha....
Tonight gotta eat my bf cooking...
hee...curry rice wor..
so xin fu!
Shall blog the photo if i rem..
hee..
first time ever,
I am blogging in school.
wanted to try a few wed back when i am doing proj in sch..
but i cannot get in.
haha. so today can get in le.
shall make a short blog.
Oh ya. today is the first day that I see Jingmei in school sia...
after so long. finally see her le.
girl take care ya.
Had lecture for the past 2 hours.
We are going to change lecturer le.
yap yap. So sian lo.
new lecturer = new teaching methods
sian sian.
While got to complete alot of stuff this few days.
Accounting proj and some readings to be done.
But will I finish on time?
that's another thing le ba...
haha....
Tonight gotta eat my bf cooking...
hee...curry rice wor..
so xin fu!
Shall blog the photo if i rem..
hee..
L . A . W . C . A . J
2:37:00 PM
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Why do people always say not enough time,
yet so many things to do?
In fact is me la. haha.
I find the reason why le.
Imagine if one day if someone allow to give u one more day if you ask for,
do you think that you will complete all ur tasks given that one day.
guess that is why deadline come about ba.
Though everyday I say that there are so many things to do,
and i cannot finish at all,
come to think abt it,
is it that many things to do?
or it is jus that the way u prior it is different?
You may think that "aiya, watch tv for a while, later then study la"
haha. at least for me I will ba.
Coz in your mind,
there is not many things to do at all.
Take for example now,
I got to complete my acc tutorial, company law readings, tax readings, tax tut, work abit, prepare for acc quiz, 2 acc project.
There are so many things.
But am I discipline enough to do everything.
In fact, I think that some of them can be finish in no time.
But why, WHY WHY! muz I drag.
coz we think that we still got time.
Opps. I don know what i toking liao.
haha.
Well, what I want to say to myself is.
Juz reduce some time online,
reduce sometime watching tv.
and all the things can be done.
haha.
Can I?
ASk me when you got time ba!
yet so many things to do?
In fact is me la. haha.
I find the reason why le.
Imagine if one day if someone allow to give u one more day if you ask for,
do you think that you will complete all ur tasks given that one day.
guess that is why deadline come about ba.
Though everyday I say that there are so many things to do,
and i cannot finish at all,
come to think abt it,
is it that many things to do?
or it is jus that the way u prior it is different?
You may think that "aiya, watch tv for a while, later then study la"
haha. at least for me I will ba.
Coz in your mind,
there is not many things to do at all.
Take for example now,
I got to complete my acc tutorial, company law readings, tax readings, tax tut, work abit, prepare for acc quiz, 2 acc project.
There are so many things.
But am I discipline enough to do everything.
In fact, I think that some of them can be finish in no time.
But why, WHY WHY! muz I drag.
coz we think that we still got time.
Opps. I don know what i toking liao.
haha.
Well, what I want to say to myself is.
Juz reduce some time online,
reduce sometime watching tv.
and all the things can be done.
haha.
Can I?
ASk me when you got time ba!
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:02:00 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Mmm. can you imagine that we are having a break soon.
Come to think abt it.
we have just started school barely a month?
Am I right?
And yet we are going to have our break in 2 weeks time.
Times files.
For don know wad.
I have been working with PA for abt 3 to 4 months le.
that's really fast man.
You see ppl come and ppl go.
Haiz. sometimes, I just don know wad is all this for man.
Have been watching tv and studying abit for the past few days.
It is time to wake up.
truely wake up on everything I do.
No point thinking of consequences if you have not even start to do it.
You need to have a problem before you can solve it.
Actually it is quite true.
Do you agree?
If there is no problem,
there is no business.
If there is no problem,
you will not think of studying hard.
Because you think that you always can do it.
Well, I have a lot of problems.
My problem is thinking of consqences without fixing or starting to fix it at all.
Shall throw away that mentality and start moving on already.
Correct??
Come to think abt it.
we have just started school barely a month?
Am I right?
And yet we are going to have our break in 2 weeks time.
Times files.
For don know wad.
I have been working with PA for abt 3 to 4 months le.
that's really fast man.
You see ppl come and ppl go.
Haiz. sometimes, I just don know wad is all this for man.
Have been watching tv and studying abit for the past few days.
It is time to wake up.
truely wake up on everything I do.
No point thinking of consequences if you have not even start to do it.
You need to have a problem before you can solve it.
Actually it is quite true.
Do you agree?
If there is no problem,
there is no business.
If there is no problem,
you will not think of studying hard.
Because you think that you always can do it.
Well, I have a lot of problems.
My problem is thinking of consqences without fixing or starting to fix it at all.
Shall throw away that mentality and start moving on already.
Correct??
L . A . W . C . A . J
4:59:00 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
Happy Birthday ADaLene!
hope you like our pressie for you!
I think is so nice lo.
I don have leh.
so sad. haha.
Yes. Today sad leh.
Apparently I only got 1 mark for my TAX quiz.
Yes 1 out of 10.
How lousy can it be.
and there are ppl still unhappy with their marks.
Spare a thought for me.
While shall not brought over it ba.
Afterall,i brought it upon myself.
tml's presentation will be done by me and Gary.
Hope everything is alright tml.
Jia you jia you!!
Cannot give up!!
hope you like our pressie for you!
I think is so nice lo.
I don have leh.
so sad. haha.
Yes. Today sad leh.
Apparently I only got 1 mark for my TAX quiz.
Yes 1 out of 10.
How lousy can it be.
and there are ppl still unhappy with their marks.
Spare a thought for me.
While shall not brought over it ba.
Afterall,i brought it upon myself.
tml's presentation will be done by me and Gary.
Hope everything is alright tml.
Jia you jia you!!
Cannot give up!!
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:43:00 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
I'm freaking out sia!
Today AB214 tutorial,
the tutor said that we got TWO assignment due THURSDAY.
Yes! it is this thur wor.
Presentation plus written assignment.
Doh. We are not aware on it lo.
sometimes really think that we are in communication class.
but apparently there is no communication at all.
doh.
Then, of course we negotiate with her lo.
Manage to push it to next Monday.
DOes it help?
So now is one presentation due thur,
one written assignment due Mon,
and one more presentation due on tue.
Freak out sia.
Tml got tax quiz. haven study at all lo.
Suddenly really see the things piling up like nobody business.
Then there we go with 2 accounting project.
and blah blah tutorials.
doh. got to go back to study soon. doh.
Today AB214 tutorial,
the tutor said that we got TWO assignment due THURSDAY.
Yes! it is this thur wor.
Presentation plus written assignment.
Doh. We are not aware on it lo.
sometimes really think that we are in communication class.
but apparently there is no communication at all.
doh.
Then, of course we negotiate with her lo.
Manage to push it to next Monday.
DOes it help?
So now is one presentation due thur,
one written assignment due Mon,
and one more presentation due on tue.
Freak out sia.
Tml got tax quiz. haven study at all lo.
Suddenly really see the things piling up like nobody business.
Then there we go with 2 accounting project.
and blah blah tutorials.
doh. got to go back to study soon. doh.
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:14:00 PM
Monday, August 22, 2005
Mmmm..it seems quite long that I last blog.
Correct? Haha.
Last weekend is supposedly to be a study weekend.
ended up doing nth.
haha. Met up with huishan and shi hua to buy shan's phone.
Spend very long to buy a phone leh.
But nvm coz we have fun.
crapping abt phone.
In the end, huishan ended up with a phone,
without MP3 and Camera!!!
well, though no function,
glad that she love it.
Sunday, went out with Adalene, Candice, Jing Mei, Ling hUi and ANgela,
to celebrate Ada birthday.
Yap Bought her a DVD and a supposed to be surprise present.
But I guess she guess tio le ba.
While she will be getting it soon.
Had fun and we said we going to have chalet or hotel stay.
Hope that happens wor.
COz always say le in the end nv happened.
Today went back to office.
I actually dragged there.
The fact that there is too many things to do make me headache.
Have been feeling headaches recently.
More n more often le.
shall sleep more.
Yes. The other one that make me so sad is.
"You have not value add to the company for the past one month.
You are indecisive.
Because of accounting background,
you tend to do the final step without thinking of the next steps."
Disappointed. Really. But wad to do.
That's life.
More things this coming week.
Presentation on next tuesday, have not prepared.
Tax quiz this coming wed, not studied.
Tutorial due, don know how to do.
I need encouragement.
*haha*
Correct? Haha.
Last weekend is supposedly to be a study weekend.
ended up doing nth.
haha. Met up with huishan and shi hua to buy shan's phone.
Spend very long to buy a phone leh.
But nvm coz we have fun.
crapping abt phone.
In the end, huishan ended up with a phone,
without MP3 and Camera!!!
well, though no function,
glad that she love it.
Sunday, went out with Adalene, Candice, Jing Mei, Ling hUi and ANgela,
to celebrate Ada birthday.
Yap Bought her a DVD and a supposed to be surprise present.
But I guess she guess tio le ba.
While she will be getting it soon.
Had fun and we said we going to have chalet or hotel stay.
Hope that happens wor.
COz always say le in the end nv happened.
Today went back to office.
I actually dragged there.
The fact that there is too many things to do make me headache.
Have been feeling headaches recently.
More n more often le.
shall sleep more.
Yes. The other one that make me so sad is.
"You have not value add to the company for the past one month.
You are indecisive.
Because of accounting background,
you tend to do the final step without thinking of the next steps."
Disappointed. Really. But wad to do.
That's life.
More things this coming week.
Presentation on next tuesday, have not prepared.
Tax quiz this coming wed, not studied.
Tutorial due, don know how to do.
I need encouragement.
*haha*
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:35:00 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
who will win?
No matter who.
I guess it is the viewers choice rite?
*haha*
For those who did not win,
I believe you are already a star in ur fans' heart.
So no hard feelings please.
Apparently, it is supposed to be a fun thing.
But yet, there are still negative stuff.
Is that for news?
I hope yes. and they are not for real.
MMmmm.. Why am I writing this?
Haha. guess I read too much of the news le ba.
Yap yap. seems that I have been hogging less on my computer le.
Time is spend on TV instead.
A few good shows up. esp in SCV.
Talking abt SCV!
They are asking for $2.10 for the analog box.
Haiz. One of their tactics to get ppl sub to the digital box.
Should I?
Shall wait and see ba.
*haha*
No matter who.
I guess it is the viewers choice rite?
*haha*
For those who did not win,
I believe you are already a star in ur fans' heart.
So no hard feelings please.
Apparently, it is supposed to be a fun thing.
But yet, there are still negative stuff.
Is that for news?
I hope yes. and they are not for real.
MMmmm.. Why am I writing this?
Haha. guess I read too much of the news le ba.
Yap yap. seems that I have been hogging less on my computer le.
Time is spend on TV instead.
A few good shows up. esp in SCV.
Talking abt SCV!
They are asking for $2.10 for the analog box.
Haiz. One of their tactics to get ppl sub to the digital box.
Should I?
Shall wait and see ba.
*haha*
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:20:00 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Been feeling tired recently.
Everything is piling up like nobody business.
Not enough sleep I guess.
The days passed so fast.
So fast today is gotta end soon.
While don know what to blog.
haha. Nothing much happened this few days.
Just feeling restless.
*haha*
all I know is that I got to study and study.
Oh ya. toking abt study led me to think of work.
I don know what he actually wan.
You say you want it to be slow and steady.
saying that I might be going too fast.
Now you say that you wan me to keep up with work.
What do you want?
I hate guessing games.
But I do not have a choice but to play guessing game ba.
That's life.
Everything is piling up like nobody business.
Not enough sleep I guess.
The days passed so fast.
So fast today is gotta end soon.
While don know what to blog.
haha. Nothing much happened this few days.
Just feeling restless.
*haha*
all I know is that I got to study and study.
Oh ya. toking abt study led me to think of work.
I don know what he actually wan.
You say you want it to be slow and steady.
saying that I might be going too fast.
Now you say that you wan me to keep up with work.
What do you want?
I hate guessing games.
But I do not have a choice but to play guessing game ba.
That's life.
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:12:00 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Hoho. I am so excited.
Haha. Actually that is the feeling of yesterday.
Ok. I was given a chance to call the applicants for our company!
And so far I have called 4 if I never remember wrongly.
Haha. Feeling?
Very Happy sia. Coz I get to know how to interview people,
and of course I got rejected too.
Due to the location is too far for some.
Oh ya. And I saw alot of resumes and their job experiences.
Saw one who is very pro de.
Her resume is in PDF form and she graduate from communication!
So pro lo. And I guess she is quite fun ba after chatting her.
Also, first impression really counts.
Resume really did leave impression on how the person is wor.
So I guess I got to write better resume le wor.
*haha*
Went hubby house today to have my hubby's home cooked breakfast cum lunch.
So nice~ thanks hubby.
It has been so long that I have stepped into his house.
Had a fun day, chatting and yes, study at his house.
What did I did? *haha*
You bet. I only manage to finish my company law tutorial only!!
still got so many things to do lo!
The tax..yesterday tutorial is practically hell.
coz i don understand a thing.
Imagine that it is actually closed book make me want to cry.
cause we got to remember laws!
I got to finish this tax thingy and my account master budget by this weekend.
or else I cannot take exam in 2 weeks time,
and at the same time,
cannot meet up the gers to compare ans.
Wait so pai sey in the end they are the one doing the projects.
I am so bad!!
Study Study.
Yes. at the same time got to work and continue searching for potential candidates.
Anyone interested? *hehe*
Haha. Actually that is the feeling of yesterday.
Ok. I was given a chance to call the applicants for our company!
And so far I have called 4 if I never remember wrongly.
Haha. Feeling?
Very Happy sia. Coz I get to know how to interview people,
and of course I got rejected too.
Due to the location is too far for some.
Oh ya. And I saw alot of resumes and their job experiences.
Saw one who is very pro de.
Her resume is in PDF form and she graduate from communication!
So pro lo. And I guess she is quite fun ba after chatting her.
Also, first impression really counts.
Resume really did leave impression on how the person is wor.
So I guess I got to write better resume le wor.
*haha*
Went hubby house today to have my hubby's home cooked breakfast cum lunch.
So nice~ thanks hubby.
It has been so long that I have stepped into his house.
Had a fun day, chatting and yes, study at his house.
What did I did? *haha*
You bet. I only manage to finish my company law tutorial only!!
still got so many things to do lo!
The tax..yesterday tutorial is practically hell.
coz i don understand a thing.
Imagine that it is actually closed book make me want to cry.
cause we got to remember laws!
I got to finish this tax thingy and my account master budget by this weekend.
or else I cannot take exam in 2 weeks time,
and at the same time,
cannot meet up the gers to compare ans.
Wait so pai sey in the end they are the one doing the projects.
I am so bad!!
Study Study.
Yes. at the same time got to work and continue searching for potential candidates.
Anyone interested? *hehe*
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:11:00 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
Don know wad to blog.
Feel that this blog is a big whole of whining session.
haha. I guess you guys muz be sick of it.
But apparently that is how I feel leh.
cannot help it.
I guess because the mood this few days are not that good ba.
Okay, I shall start with my taxation.
I don know how to tackle the question at all.
I don really understand what he is asking!
goodness! and I am having a quiz say 2 weeks later?
doh. How to cope. I am lagging like hell lor.
for taxation.
AB214. Today got back my pre written test.
Haha. so lousy. GUess I am the worst ba.
but suan le.
THere is room for improvement ba.
On my journey home,
receive a call from my boss!!!
He say that we got the project,
which means that I got to recruit more ppl.
I don know how sia.
now come to think abt it.
executing a task seem difficult.
School and reality is really different man.
Oh ya. I tot of a business plan.
But don know whether it is realistic or not.
haha. hehe. shall keep it a secret first.
that is something always in my mind this few days.
distracting man!
Feel that this blog is a big whole of whining session.
haha. I guess you guys muz be sick of it.
But apparently that is how I feel leh.
cannot help it.
I guess because the mood this few days are not that good ba.
Okay, I shall start with my taxation.
I don know how to tackle the question at all.
I don really understand what he is asking!
goodness! and I am having a quiz say 2 weeks later?
doh. How to cope. I am lagging like hell lor.
for taxation.
AB214. Today got back my pre written test.
Haha. so lousy. GUess I am the worst ba.
but suan le.
THere is room for improvement ba.
On my journey home,
receive a call from my boss!!!
He say that we got the project,
which means that I got to recruit more ppl.
I don know how sia.
now come to think abt it.
executing a task seem difficult.
School and reality is really different man.
Oh ya. I tot of a business plan.
But don know whether it is realistic or not.
haha. hehe. shall keep it a secret first.
that is something always in my mind this few days.
distracting man!
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:57:00 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
.......magnificent.......
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:00:00 PM
Blurred...
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:00:00 PM
This is one of the "gao chao"
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:00:00 PM
nice nice..
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:59:00 PM
nice nice...
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:59:00 PM
shooting stars..
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:59:00 PM
u know wad! they are actually making the fireworks into numbers. but too bad cannot see...
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:58:00 PM
nice nice!! my fav..can see the colours...
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:57:00 PM
wao..this one not clear enough..wasted...sob..
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:57:00 PM
falling money!! haha...
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:56:00 PM
Haha...look like half an orange plus one shooting star...doh..
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:55:00 PM
Yap..the more I see this guy..I think he not bad looking..haha...
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:54:00 PM
I watched this live!! but hor..cannot take the pics from far...so take from the screen lo..
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:54:00 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Was reading friends blog for the past 15 mins.
can see how many friends I have huh.
*haha*
Mmm.. apparently saw alot of them having mood swings.
like me!
So ppl! Cheer Up. things will get better de!
Guess it is the stress piling up ba.
with tutorials and activities round the clock.
Suddenly don feel like studying at all.
And I really did not.
Was suppose to do some catching up for my taxation today.
In the end.
*haha* you should know wad happened.
Have to do well sia. If not I die man.
Wait repeat mod, I will go kill myself.
Yap. As a form of escape, I escape to the Yishun Heartland carnival near my house.
It was so crowded.
And I cannot take the Fun Pack.
I am so sad lor. the pack this year look quite cute.
though I know I bring it out at all.
I still interested what is inside lo.
Haiz. Maybe can ask shihua what is inside.
Cause she went to NDP!!!
This year I got totally no idea that the tickets are out for grab lo.
when I know. the ballot is over.
Doh. Haiz. Nevermind.
Singapore will have her birthday every year!
So I will be able to see it again!
Once again! Happy Birthday Singapore!
can see how many friends I have huh.
*haha*
Mmm.. apparently saw alot of them having mood swings.
like me!
So ppl! Cheer Up. things will get better de!
Guess it is the stress piling up ba.
with tutorials and activities round the clock.
Suddenly don feel like studying at all.
And I really did not.
Was suppose to do some catching up for my taxation today.
In the end.
*haha* you should know wad happened.
Have to do well sia. If not I die man.
Wait repeat mod, I will go kill myself.
Yap. As a form of escape, I escape to the Yishun Heartland carnival near my house.
It was so crowded.
And I cannot take the Fun Pack.
I am so sad lor. the pack this year look quite cute.
though I know I bring it out at all.
I still interested what is inside lo.
Haiz. Maybe can ask shihua what is inside.
Cause she went to NDP!!!
This year I got totally no idea that the tickets are out for grab lo.
when I know. the ballot is over.
Doh. Haiz. Nevermind.
Singapore will have her birthday every year!
So I will be able to see it again!
Once again! Happy Birthday Singapore!
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:47:00 PM
Happy Birthday Singapore!
You are 40 years old this year.
You have brought shelter and home to me.
And I wish you prosper and gain many "children" in future.
Just reach home from the national day celebration @ Marina.
There are so many people there man.
okay. it is a last min activities.
I was still in the office when hubby called and asked if I want to go or not.
since nth much so I went lor.
saw quite a few singers like
K1, F.I.R, 183 Club, Tanya Chua, Rui En etc.
Singing and dancing.
Yap. it really make the whole event very high.
I guess the most High part is the 11 mins fireworks @ 12am ba.
It was so long since I ever watched fireworks ba.
Guess it was last year national day.
that is why people treat it so preciously.
apparently there is so many people there.
watching it. everyone was like "wao" !
Shall post some of the pics that hubby took just now.
Then finally my brother fetch us home from city hall.
Saw my best friend blog.
mentioned abt sth that she had feel very "upset" abt.
don know wad is it abt,
but she mentioned that she is alright le.
so glad that her bf was with him during that time.
since she did not tell anyone else.
hope she is alright ba.
when you are ready to tell.
I believe you will.
Or maybe I am not the one who you might want to confront to.
There is no need for me to prompt further though.
*haha*
Guess I am alright le.
I hope I am.
With the fact that no further emotional tag on situations,
i guess it will make one feel better ba.
well, stay happy and cherish those who are ard us.
that is why one live for.
Oh ya. My tag board.
After so long of problems. it is finally up.
but nobody tag.
I know not many read.
but those who read.
can tag!!!! so sad leh..
nth to look forward for my blog.
*sob*haha*
Thought of the day:
"Admit that you are wrong when you have make a mistake or make someone upset. Sometimes, the word "sorry" do helps."
You are 40 years old this year.
You have brought shelter and home to me.
And I wish you prosper and gain many "children" in future.
Just reach home from the national day celebration @ Marina.
There are so many people there man.
okay. it is a last min activities.
I was still in the office when hubby called and asked if I want to go or not.
since nth much so I went lor.
saw quite a few singers like
K1, F.I.R, 183 Club, Tanya Chua, Rui En etc.
Singing and dancing.
Yap. it really make the whole event very high.
I guess the most High part is the 11 mins fireworks @ 12am ba.
It was so long since I ever watched fireworks ba.
Guess it was last year national day.
that is why people treat it so preciously.
apparently there is so many people there.
watching it. everyone was like "wao" !
Shall post some of the pics that hubby took just now.
Then finally my brother fetch us home from city hall.
Saw my best friend blog.
mentioned abt sth that she had feel very "upset" abt.
don know wad is it abt,
but she mentioned that she is alright le.
so glad that her bf was with him during that time.
since she did not tell anyone else.
hope she is alright ba.
when you are ready to tell.
I believe you will.
Or maybe I am not the one who you might want to confront to.
There is no need for me to prompt further though.
*haha*
Guess I am alright le.
I hope I am.
With the fact that no further emotional tag on situations,
i guess it will make one feel better ba.
well, stay happy and cherish those who are ard us.
that is why one live for.
Oh ya. My tag board.
After so long of problems. it is finally up.
but nobody tag.
I know not many read.
but those who read.
can tag!!!! so sad leh..
nth to look forward for my blog.
*sob*haha*
Thought of the day:
"Admit that you are wrong when you have make a mistake or make someone upset. Sometimes, the word "sorry" do helps."
L . A . W . C . A . J
2:20:00 AM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Not been doing anything at all today.
looking at sms.
studying abit.
but most of the time,
I slept.
guess I am really too tired ba.
I slept for say 5 to 6 hours more compare to usual time.
I'm so bored!
anyone ask care to ask me out to have a chat and fun.
*haha* bhb...
guess everyone are too busy ba.
looking at sms.
studying abit.
but most of the time,
I slept.
guess I am really too tired ba.
I slept for say 5 to 6 hours more compare to usual time.
I'm so bored!
anyone ask care to ask me out to have a chat and fun.
*haha* bhb...
guess everyone are too busy ba.
L . A . W . C . A . J
5:25:00 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
what should I say?
I am okay after all this thinking for the past few days.
but it come back.
I am so disappointed.
terribly.
today is a hectic day for me.
so hectic sia. 7 hrs straight of school is siao.
i can say that i drift off awhile here n there.
then go home alone sia.
both qiqi and huishan is already at home!
so bad...hee...
but thanks huishan. for companying me to talk on my way home.
she called and accompany thru the journey man...
so touched. thanks.
was so hungry. only ate 4 bread the whole day.
in the end come home and eat immediately.
i don know wad I am writing.
for the reason that I am not feeling good at all.
I am okay after all this thinking for the past few days.
but it come back.
I am so disappointed.
terribly.
today is a hectic day for me.
so hectic sia. 7 hrs straight of school is siao.
i can say that i drift off awhile here n there.
then go home alone sia.
both qiqi and huishan is already at home!
so bad...hee...
but thanks huishan. for companying me to talk on my way home.
she called and accompany thru the journey man...
so touched. thanks.
was so hungry. only ate 4 bread the whole day.
in the end come home and eat immediately.
i don know wad I am writing.
for the reason that I am not feeling good at all.
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:38:00 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Feel so bad!
today is "feel so bad" day!
First I was supposed to meet qiqi and huishan to go home de.
in the end, my dad called and check if I want a ride home.
So sorry gers! I should have waited.
so sorry.
Next, I am so bad!
I told myself not to eat tidbits.
In the end, i still do!
Goodness you! where is ur determination??
Haiz.
Then I promised myself not come online,
and I have to read and prepare myself for tml.
But here I am again!!!!!
What are you doing man!!!
Shall start to control myself.
and to delay my gratification not instant gratification anymore!!
what happened to those I have learnt in GP13..
I muz re read them again...
*hoho*
today is "feel so bad" day!
First I was supposed to meet qiqi and huishan to go home de.
in the end, my dad called and check if I want a ride home.
So sorry gers! I should have waited.
so sorry.
Next, I am so bad!
I told myself not to eat tidbits.
In the end, i still do!
Goodness you! where is ur determination??
Haiz.
Then I promised myself not come online,
and I have to read and prepare myself for tml.
But here I am again!!!!!
What are you doing man!!!
Shall start to control myself.
and to delay my gratification not instant gratification anymore!!
what happened to those I have learnt in GP13..
I muz re read them again...
*hoho*
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:55:00 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
Guess what? I received my pay check for my data entry job.
They are paying actually $8 per hour!
Not $7 per hours.
Aiyo. should have work more hours lor.
haha. But data entry is really BORING.
Today I nearly fall during my presentation!
Haha. so funny. too nervous le.
and my slides are too much for 3 mins.
I cannot finish what I want to say,
even though I have been speaking like rocking gun.
and i was the time keeper for today.
So nervous lor. When I put my hands up,
they actually speak super fast.
Feel so bad. cause we are only given 3 mins sharp.
Yet we are still release late.
Doh. haha. and most importantly,
not everyone wear formal.
Feel so stupid wearing so formal from 8.30am to 5pm.
Goodness. and i sat at the stairs during lecture,
coz not enough seats.
haiz. how suay can I be.
Tml i am attending the AA305A lecture.
cannot believe that the lecturer is so messy.
His notes and the way he place his stuff is in a total mess.
Now I don even know which to print.
and where are the self readings.
Dot. maybe i was not in the first lesson that y ba.
got to see how does it go before deciding to take or not.
Many tell me to take. since I cannot 2 GEs also.
Might as well spend my time on this so I would be so stress next sem,
coz got 3 AA subjects.
while everything depends now.
basically I am still not prepare with school work.
Attended the first tutorial today.
Feel that I am in complete lost even though I did my tutorial.
Realize that I am not paying my attention and spending some fruitful time in my studies and while doing my tutorials.
Maybe it is due to this few days ba.
But I guess life have to move on.
I feel relaxed at the end of the day.
Partly due to I have fun playing the time keeper.
Was laughing and playing with them.
really feel so much better.
or i din?
I don know.
Received an email from my boss.
I really DON KNOW WHAT HE WANTS!
when i send him stuff,
he either says I have been waiting for you to direct me to this,
or he will says maybe you should do this and that.
doh. If he is waiting, can't he tell me straight.
So i don do extra work and he don need to read stuff that is irrelevant.
Haiz. guess there is some communciation problem ba.
basically he is too busy to talk to me ya.
ANd yes, I sent him a super duper long email to point out my views.
hope he don get offended.
haha. but i got no choice you know.
when there is no face to face talk.
you got to write long email to let him know.
Thoughts of the day:
Give everyone a chance to communicate even if you think that it is not necessary at all.
They are paying actually $8 per hour!
Not $7 per hours.
Aiyo. should have work more hours lor.
haha. But data entry is really BORING.
Today I nearly fall during my presentation!
Haha. so funny. too nervous le.
and my slides are too much for 3 mins.
I cannot finish what I want to say,
even though I have been speaking like rocking gun.
and i was the time keeper for today.
So nervous lor. When I put my hands up,
they actually speak super fast.
Feel so bad. cause we are only given 3 mins sharp.
Yet we are still release late.
Doh. haha. and most importantly,
not everyone wear formal.
Feel so stupid wearing so formal from 8.30am to 5pm.
Goodness. and i sat at the stairs during lecture,
coz not enough seats.
haiz. how suay can I be.
Tml i am attending the AA305A lecture.
cannot believe that the lecturer is so messy.
His notes and the way he place his stuff is in a total mess.
Now I don even know which to print.
and where are the self readings.
Dot. maybe i was not in the first lesson that y ba.
got to see how does it go before deciding to take or not.
Many tell me to take. since I cannot 2 GEs also.
Might as well spend my time on this so I would be so stress next sem,
coz got 3 AA subjects.
while everything depends now.
basically I am still not prepare with school work.
Attended the first tutorial today.
Feel that I am in complete lost even though I did my tutorial.
Realize that I am not paying my attention and spending some fruitful time in my studies and while doing my tutorials.
Maybe it is due to this few days ba.
But I guess life have to move on.
I feel relaxed at the end of the day.
Partly due to I have fun playing the time keeper.
Was laughing and playing with them.
really feel so much better.
or i din?
I don know.
Received an email from my boss.
I really DON KNOW WHAT HE WANTS!
when i send him stuff,
he either says I have been waiting for you to direct me to this,
or he will says maybe you should do this and that.
doh. If he is waiting, can't he tell me straight.
So i don do extra work and he don need to read stuff that is irrelevant.
Haiz. guess there is some communciation problem ba.
basically he is too busy to talk to me ya.
ANd yes, I sent him a super duper long email to point out my views.
hope he don get offended.
haha. but i got no choice you know.
when there is no face to face talk.
you got to write long email to let him know.
Thoughts of the day:
Give everyone a chance to communicate even if you think that it is not necessary at all.
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:50:00 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
Is water always calm? No they ain't.
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:59:00 PM
Nice? can you believe it? i saw graduates taking photo there..haa
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:59:00 PM
one of the works that I saw...it is very nice..artistic...
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:58:00 PM
guess wad is this? this is sharkfin and crab soup..do u really think got sharkfin? I also don know..
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:57:00 PM
sashimi...nice..but i din take alot..xinyan's fav..
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:57:00 PM
soba..cold noodles..qiqi's fav..:)
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:56:00 PM
Tepanyaki..serious don really like..coz eat le very ni...haha
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:56:00 PM
I don know wad is this call..but it is damn nice..should be sth like craypot steam egg rice or unagi etc...haha..
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:55:00 PM
mussels and crab! they are cold de...
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:55:00 PM
Cha Siew ramen..
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:54:00 PM
Paper steamboat..nice sia...
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:53:00 PM
Mmm..eh..i don know how to spell leh..u should know rite...haha || hoho..paper steamboat..|| cha siew Ramen..nice nice wor..the soup nice sia..
Mmm...i don know how to spell...haha..but u should know wad is it rite..
Mmm...i don know how to spell...haha..but u should know wad is it rite..
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:53:00 PM
Shall do some testing..
doh...going to upload my photos now..
Enjoy the food.
doh...going to upload my photos now..
Enjoy the food.
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:51:00 PM
Alright, this entry is going to be harsh.
Simply to me, it is harsh.
I was being pushed around.
No matter where I am.
Irregardless school, work or friends.
Why do I think this way?
Cause I was only being remembered only when people need me.
If there is nth else,
I was forgotten.
I am place deep in the ocean.
Yes,you might be thinking,
"Stop thinking it this way!
There are some people who just don know how to express themselves."
Do you think that I don wan to believe it,
I always wanted to.
But the fact is that,
that is the impression that got.
"Sorry. I forgot. Sorry this and that."
Seems that sorry is such a simple word to use hor.
But the word I was thought that the word "sorry",
when being said come with sincerity.
So far. I take all with that.
But I guess I have to think twice.
I am trying to get myself out of this impression.
I am trying to tell myself maybe they got reasons.
I guess maybe it was me who stick my feet into their situation,
and trying to help.
Maybe I am just too nosy.
That's why I am only remembered when needed.
---End of story---
Simply to me, it is harsh.
I was being pushed around.
No matter where I am.
Irregardless school, work or friends.
Why do I think this way?
Cause I was only being remembered only when people need me.
If there is nth else,
I was forgotten.
I am place deep in the ocean.
Yes,you might be thinking,
"Stop thinking it this way!
There are some people who just don know how to express themselves."
Do you think that I don wan to believe it,
I always wanted to.
But the fact is that,
that is the impression that got.
"Sorry. I forgot. Sorry this and that."
Seems that sorry is such a simple word to use hor.
But the word I was thought that the word "sorry",
when being said come with sincerity.
So far. I take all with that.
But I guess I have to think twice.
I am trying to get myself out of this impression.
I am trying to tell myself maybe they got reasons.
I guess maybe it was me who stick my feet into their situation,
and trying to help.
Maybe I am just too nosy.
That's why I am only remembered when needed.
---End of story---
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:22:00 PM
HaPpY BirThDaY JinG Mei!
Hope you enjoy today.
Thanks to those who have send me sms yesterday to wish me Happy Birthday.
Appreciate that.
Thanks hubby who accompany me yesterday even if I am troubled with some stuffs.
Thanks Rick who had called and sang me the birthday song twice.
Thanks Weixiang who had called me too. to say Happy Birthday again.
I am so touched that you have remember my birthday.
and have make my day happier.
Thanks Caiyun for helping me to get the Espirit bag at 50% discount.
So happy sia.
Thanks Xinyan,shihua,qiqi and huishan for the present.
Apparently that is the only present I got this year.
Pathetic rite.
While I don hope for presents,
What I want are other things. Something more emotional.
And thoughtful.
But I din get it from them.
Maybe there are high expectations, that's y I fall so heavily.
That I don know how to pick myself up at all.
My mood has not been good since Friday.
To be frank, I have been crying.
Yesterday actually posted up something bad on the blog.
But i decided to take it out.
Just don wan to be reminded again and again.
But I still cannot forget. Really cannot forget.
Time to let it go.
Really. Just forget about it and I guess I will feel much more better when times come by.
I hope I do.
Is there anybody around to support me?
To be frank, I don know.
Hope you enjoy today.
Thanks to those who have send me sms yesterday to wish me Happy Birthday.
Appreciate that.
Thanks hubby who accompany me yesterday even if I am troubled with some stuffs.
Thanks Rick who had called and sang me the birthday song twice.
Thanks Weixiang who had called me too. to say Happy Birthday again.
I am so touched that you have remember my birthday.
and have make my day happier.
Thanks Caiyun for helping me to get the Espirit bag at 50% discount.
So happy sia.
Thanks Xinyan,shihua,qiqi and huishan for the present.
Apparently that is the only present I got this year.
Pathetic rite.
While I don hope for presents,
What I want are other things. Something more emotional.
And thoughtful.
But I din get it from them.
Maybe there are high expectations, that's y I fall so heavily.
That I don know how to pick myself up at all.
My mood has not been good since Friday.
To be frank, I have been crying.
Yesterday actually posted up something bad on the blog.
But i decided to take it out.
Just don wan to be reminded again and again.
But I still cannot forget. Really cannot forget.
Time to let it go.
Really. Just forget about it and I guess I will feel much more better when times come by.
I hope I do.
Is there anybody around to support me?
To be frank, I don know.
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:00:00 PM