Welcome
Beautiful dreamer, wake unto me,
Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee;
Sounds of the rude world heard in the day,
Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away
Entries
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
another new experience for me.
meeting with your counterparts from other countries.
Mmm. actually they are our partners ba.
trainers. haa. u won know wad I am talking abt I guess.
anyway, it is nice to talk to her from Australia.
We talked for 2 hrs!
pretty long sia. haa.
sharing with us some of the feedbacks for the programs.
improvements that we can do.
her experiences in the countries that she have visited.
Esp India and China.
Really would like to go India one day.
it sound great. except for the part on traffic.
Abit scary. Should be quite blessed that we are in Singapore.
where traffic is good. hee.
Talking about her children and family.
Somehow, I feel fortunate that I am in Singapore.
coz everything seems great.
more public holidays etc.
but the ppl are abit. haiz. shall not talk abt it.
makes it so bad. bleh.
Communication is really a skill that everyone need to learn.
communicating with ppl via email and talking over the phone.
facing them to talk.
Email really kills me.
Can you imagine I send emails all over the world.
Doh. Abit scary though.
coz you have to think alot when you write an email.
you might be rude anytime you know.
haa. I really learn alot here.
and of course is pampered by them too.
hee~
Anyway, I will be leaving this project to another new lady.
if everything wents on well.
haa. hope everything is cool.
and I might be doing sth new again.
wohoo~ finish this one den say ba.
think I don have time to think abt new things now.
coz the current one is not complete yet.
back to my piling work.
don know wad time I gotta slp today liao.
haa~ coz too late then start ma.
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:50:00 PM
Been really out of the world recently.
ok only for a few days.
and I think that I haven been talking to my friends.
I miss them.
But I am sorry that I cannot join them too.
cause of work.
Cannot believe that I am working till this hour.
this job, really a new experience.
to communicate with ppl all over the world,
APac, LA, China, HK blah blah.
and their timing are all so different from ours.
to list a few:
New York is 12 hours behind us.
Phil is the same as us.
HK is one hour ahead of us?
Korea is one hour ahead of us.
Malaysia same la. haa~
still got where? cannot think at all now.
abit slping mode liao.
Doing something for your own project is really fulfilling.
but I hope I don crash it.
not that I do not have confident in myself.
but sometimes, ppl juz have to admit that we are slow sometimes.
and I think that I am kinda slow in learning.
to think that I have only join this proj for only 4 days,
and I have to come out with a operating manual.
it is not that hard.
yet not that easy either.
have said I wan to complete it by today.
but I din manage to do it.
coz I practically cannot think anymore.
now then I realise I must slp early and I cannot wake up early.
haa~ how lousy I am.
need slp more than anyone else.
tml gotta work again and wake up at 7.10am.
luckily that my brother is fetching me.
if not I will be a dead meat by tml.
haa~ anyway tml not many ppl are in the office.
coz everyone are busy with their own work.
with meetings and trainings to go round and round.
we are moving fast.
really fast. I have only be with the company for only 5 months.
I think so? I am not sure.
I like the ppl there.
I like the environment.
I like the way how I am being teach on things.
I like everything.
so what did I don like?
I guess is myself.
when you are unable to meet your own expectations.
not others expectations.
you just feel that you have failed in this position.
well. crapping, I know.
too tired to think.
nite ppl~
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:04:00 AM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
Pretty sad abt yesterday nite.
ok. due to work.
which some will say "you are so bo liao"
guess maybe I just look at it in other ways ba.
today wake up after hubby called me.
haa~ usually is I wake him up de lo.
actually I wake up le.
but jus don wan to wake up nia.
too tired liao.
but in the end wake up and online awhile.
din touch work at all today.
coz i want a break.
shall do it tml ba.
guess having a break will help make things more visible.
coz u can think without looking at all.
more easy lo. in a way.
went shopping with hubby @ raffles place today.
yap. you see har. he don know how to see formal clothes lo.
in the end, call ada up and ask her to company me.
haa~ so we go buy Don's Pie again.
to eat. hee~ my lunch leh.
den meet up with ada,
walk and walk and nth nice leh.
in the end of cause got buy things la.
Go G2000 buy suit.
cannot imagine if I were to be an accountant for life.
I have to wear suits for life.
siao bo. very sian lo.
furthermore so ex and got to dry clean.
ma fan! Bought only one set.
and I think it is pretty common lo.
coz practically everyone buy suits from G2000.
but neh mind lo. bo bian also.
Then shop at Espirit.
for super long.
till we forget time sia.
haa~ tried out alot of cardigan and saw watches and stuff.
pretty nice. but the money sign more nice.
in the end bought one cardigan and one shirt.
coz me more than 100 bucks.
but neh mind la.
I seldom shop. u know.
haa~
X'mas is coming le wor.
got to buy some gifts for friends and colleagues liao.
haa~ but don know wad to buy sia.
suggestions. or u guys tell me wad u wan la.
haiz~ got to prepare some work liao.
for monday and stuff.
so tml is watch tv plus work day.
maybe tv is more ba.
haa~ feel too stressed to think abt work.
another thing is that.
couldn't join Shihua they all to sing.
anyway they will enjoy themselves de rite.
haa~ enjoys gers!
so sorry also din join u guys.
hee~ nite~ slp time.
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:42:00 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
Haiz. After exam le,
always tot that I can have a better life
by just shopping and working.
wait for the ultimate results to be out
and plan for the next time table.
However, now I am more stressed than ever.
Working seriously is not funny at all.
Independent is really damn important.
Apart from it, you must hold all the responsibility on ur shoulders.
I just started work for 3 days including today.
and i find it super stressful.
though it is fun trying to figure out something.
I find that I am doing it damn slowly as compared to others.
Am I expecting too much on myself?
Yes. It is undeniable.
But when others give u something to work on,
they have expectation on you too.
It is not invisible.
It is visible. giving me money to take cab home after a late night work.
giving me allowances to go buy clothes.
this seems so nice yet so scary.
at first I felt pampered.
now I think if i don do well,
I feel that I let them down.
Nobody to support is really scary.
because she is sick,
cannot possibly push her so much plus she got her own project on hand.
but really have to thanks her for doing so much for me.
having to stay for meetings etc.
Ok. Currently I am slacking in the office.
so tired. enough of whining.
back to work.
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:21:00 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Mmm. shall blog first before i offically go do my stuff.
today first day back in the office.
first, my colleague's husband was in the hospital.
so here, get well soon.
my colleague fly to Hong Kong take care of him le.
Next, basically today starting slack abit.
den is work work work.
doing my recruitment stuff.
planning resources etc.
Then come the next big thing.
hee. close a deal of US160K. li hai rite.
haa~ like that lo. then the new job.
will be going in my client's office tml.
have meeting @ 6.30pm.
but I will be there early lo.
to do some stuff.
den they wan me to plan my targets etc.
so I can meet my plans.
My target is to get whole of the whole thingy
by end of dec 31.
which is pretty fast.
den also have to help out in other projects too la.
so will be busy busy busy.
haa~
took photo. hee~ siao liao.

L . A . W . C . A . J
9:47:00 PM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
wahaha. finally finish exam le.
wohoo~ don know how to explain abt this paper.
at least this time round it is do-able lo.
yap. then have lunch with shao wei and his friends.
all from CHINESE HIGH.
Mmm. I shall not make any comments here.
haa~ anyway thanks for the ride.
tml starting work le.
pretty fast.
meeting client on thursday.
to do some work.
looks like it's gotta be tough.
Yes. then went to do sth to my hair.
sth stunning.
wahaha. I went to perm my hair.
Japanese perm. wahaha.
Apparently no colour lo.
coz parents don allow.
I find it ok la.
the stylist say should let it grow longer will be nicer.
but overall it is nice lo.
hee. provided i know how to style it lo.
jia let. abit worried abt styling sia.
haa. wait not nice will be like shit.
shall give me some comments.
hee~
my hubby say he not use to it. :(
my family say not nice. sobsob.


L . A . W . C . A . J
9:05:00 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
tml is the day le.
finally after 1 month of struggle of this.
it is gotta end soon.
one more to go and I am free from school work.
But I am embarking on a new job experience again.
preparing myself to take up this challenging work.
muz jia you lo.
muz make myself to try all new stuff lo.
haa~
headache liao.
shitty de leh.
nvm shall slp early.
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:17:00 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
haiz~ I lost my keychain.
well not exactly lost la.
one of the "ball" is gone.
so cannot use le.
pretty upset.
though it is a free gift that I got from my colleague.
it's sorta like a farewell gift to me.
from starhub.
coz it is only meant for perm staff,
so my colleague give hers to me.
pretty upset abt it.
but suan le ba.
already lost le.
maybe go and find another one similar.
coz the keychain is very good lah.
today study with Tiff,
doh. alot of things like I write abit no use leh.
later then see how.
got to improve on it.
jia you jia you!
hee~
L . A . W . C . A . J
8:46:00 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
wohoo~there is always surprise when I went back to work.
today wake up early in the morning to go back,
for training. was like dragging myself there.
but when I am back there,
it is familiar yet not so familiar.
haha~ In a work environment,
things move pretty fast and change fast too.
People come and go.
and of course new faces.
Can you imagine my company got so many nationalities.
Singaporean(of course), China(usual),
Korean( I was shock, she is so pretty!),
and Thailand ( Mmm. not in sg though).
feel like a happy family.
but of course you don know how to talk to them.
don know wad to talk abt in fact.
haa. sometimes la.
Yap. spoke to my boss in the morning.
told him that some of the stuff that I planned to do for the recruitment,
before I offically start my work again.
then I asked him what he want me to do la.
coz no news abt it ma.
then he said that he is intending to let me do new stuff.
NEW STUFF! oh my god.
happy yet worry.
he asked me if I got the confidence in taking up the position or not.
coz this time round,
I have to face my client and at the same time go to their office and work.
then have to think of solutions for them.
that's my job la.
to think of solutions.
headpower. haaa~ I got confidence meh? I wanted to try!
My company have go into another stage le.
with the core business stablise,
he is going to diversify.
and 2 ways that he want to diversify,
will sort of involve me.
because that is what I have been doing for the past months.
related la. something to do with human resources and training.
excited. yet abit worried, that I can do it or not.
Today my boss complimented me.
he said that by looking at the achievement that I have made for the past 3 months.
He think I have done well.
but he also say sth.
"At different stage, we look at different aspects to judge the person"
in a way, I din do it very well also la.
haa. but I am happy le.
I wanted to take up the position.
a new experience for me.
the confidence level of me now is:
haa. I also don know.
but he say he already calculated risk liao.
so I am in the safe position,
cause of some reasons la.
haa. am I getting to excited?
But on the other hand,
I want to have a foundation of what I am doing now.
the recruitment thingy.
to be more stablise then move on.
shall send him an email later.
Oh ya another thing.
I think is not I want to change my image.
is I am being told to change my image.
My dressing, my hair, my face, my specs.
so many things. sobsob.
think I am really gotta spend big bucks on all this le wor.
lucky formal clothes are needed for PA and future work.
if not die liao.
oh ya, I was told I am fat.
fat~~~~ Haiz. I need to go diet liaoz.
exam exam exam.
still there yet.
haven clear yet.
shit shit. bleh.
My hubby will only be back tml.
put another of his photo. *hee*

L . A . W . C . A . J
2:26:00 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
I wan to kill myself.
really wanted to.
i don think I can finish my company law.
I don want to be like that.
There is no mood at all.
not even a single bit of it.
Everyone says that u got one week to study!
but no lo.
coz there is no mood at all.
seeing everyone finishing their papers ahead of us,
is a.....sobsob.....
I feel bloody bad for slacking for the past few days.
but I cannot help it.
There is no mood at all lo.
Fear is here liao.
really is fear.
I miss my hubby badly.
he is only gone for say less than 10 hours.
and I missed him.
his pamper and his 10pm routine call.
I wan to whine.
Really want to whine.
and I got to bear with it for another TWO days!
I am going mad. really mad.
oh ya. today's went to celebrate huishan's bday.
feel terribly sorry.
coz i am like restless.
but i hope she enjoy it.
and she jus sms and said the bag is juz wad she want!
coz can put her file.
so glad it helps.
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:20:00 PM
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Haha. slack slack.
My time table is full for the week man.
doh. today meet up with huishan to eat lunch.
then go her house study abit.
play game alot.
haa. find that ada's introduce de website super nice.
u guys can try too ya.
here the webby:
Haiz. din hit my target for studying.
have stop for the day.
think abt it, no pt continuing when I don feel like it.
coz it will be a waste of time.
coz i cannot concentrate at all.
haa. anyway will try harder tml.
wahaha.
tml meeting the girls to celebrate huishan's bday.
hee. meeting at northpoint lo.
to eat fei cui.
think later going back soon ba.
coz everyone got exam coming up.
and mine is on tuesday!
haha. slack again.
then sat have to go back to work.
that's it liao.
think i already in holiday mood le.
wonder when should i resume my work man.
hubby is going genting tml.
sobsob. won be able to see him and talk to him for 3 days.
i will miss him sia.
he send me some of his photos.
haa. shall upload it.
coz it is damn cute. heee.

L . A . W . C . A . J
11:25:00 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
went back to YJ today.
pretty pissed by what I heard and saw.
haiz. not the students of course.
it is one person that make me feel damn disgusted.
shall not mentioned the name here.
wait I kana sue. haa.
while I guess those who know me know who I am referring.
Somehow, I regretted wad I have did
and have not did on this person
when I am in the school.
If I did not stop them and allow them to do it~
I guess this person won be there so happy.
the fact that this person get wadever,
this person shall thanks my class for doing so much for this guy.
however, this has cause a lot of problem in school.
many teachers are not in the school anymore,
because of this person.
While of course, our class is not the main thing la.
that is only part of it only.
The making of a teacher.
what qualities shall one have in order to be a good teacher?
EQ, teaching skills and most importantly.
the passion! not other things.
the passion to teach and want to let the future generation benefit.
but i don see that anymore.
what happened?
it become alot more like office politics.
no longer a place to learn.
no longer a place for ppl to stay on.
while shall stop here. if not I will be pissed for the whole day.
Today is the release of JC 1 promo results.
haa. wonder what exactly happened when we get our results.
the worries of not getting promoted to year 2.
now come to think of it.
does it really matter to do well in the promo exams
and then we can take the final A levels results.
does that mean that once we passed the promo,
we are ready to take A levels.
i don think so anymore.
somehow, i think it all depends on the person.
if he/she really want to score,
with the teachers and PYP.
I believe they can do it de.
shall some got to repeat.
and there is no intention for this person to be advanced.
reason being she got a F grade,
with others passing with Cs and B4 in GP lo.
B4 in GP is nv in my book at all.
can think how lousy my grades are for GP ba.
well all the best to my juniors ba.
just work for it for which we are born in Singapore.
no mood to study at all.
I have the exam over feeling liao.
shit lo. cannot have the feeling at all.
coz i might buang my company law next tue.
shall hang in there and study.
L . A . W . C . A . J
2:55:00 PM
Monday, November 14, 2005
ok. it is $1995. so ex for a pen hor. but i saw got others more ex. like 5K lo. haa. when then got many to buy. haa.

L . A . W . C . A . J
10:35:00 PM
make a guess? how much is this pen? limited edition delta wor..

L . A . W . C . A . J
10:34:00 PM
u see the fish like letting us to shot it sia. haa.

L . A . W . C . A . J
10:33:00 PM
hee. guess where is it? it is at paragon! ourside singapore airlines. the fish cute sia.

L . A . W . C . A . J
10:33:00 PM
TOday's Paper~~!!
goodness. it is full of careless mistakes.
haa. suan le.
and of course got a few din know how to do.
and best of all.
not enough time lo!
shitty sia. din complete the paper.
diaoz. anyway over le.
no pt thinking abt it. ok. yes i did think abt it la.
Mmm. feeling abit better le.
at least the stomach not pain liao.
for a while. haa.
of course la.
i miss all the good food lo.
went to eat ding tai feng with hubby for lunch.
eat noodles. coz cannot eat fried rice.
yaya. den went walk walk walk.
haa. practically walk finish le.
den we were at paragon ma.
paragon is really a place for rich ppl.
the stuff are so EXpensive.
saw so many watches and stuff which is more than 5 digits.
doh. den hubby said.
who will want to buy those kind of things.
and the verto phone.
haa. of course got ppl will buy la.
den walk heeren and cine and alot la.
haa. saw so many clothes.
decided to change image.
to abit naughty de.
but hor, my boy said very difficult leh.
coz i too guai liao.
but i insisted to change.
haa. start from my hair, then specs den clothes ba.
shall see how ba.
today buy alot of things.
all hubby's sponsor.
hee. thanks hubby.
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:09:00 PM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
I am starting to get worried.
haa. apparently tax...don know how to say.
while nth that I can do liao.
wad i can do is to go the exam hall and give my best shot.
and i am getting worried abt my stupid stomach.
it is still hurting after eating the med.
the med the doc say he give me sth more strong liao.
but apparently there is no use leh.
diaoz. just hope my tummy get better.
thanks to those who are concern.
I guess I will be fine in no time ba.
provided that the med works.
haa.
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:45:00 PM
I tot today I will be freaking angry,
when all my aunts come and pray.
today is my grandma chinese date "ji ri".
in the end,
I was awake by the pain in my stomach.
wad happened sia?
went to the doc juz now.
apparently i don know wad the doc mean.
haha. the doc say.
maybe due to irregular eating.
which i don think so la.
coz i eat so much. doh.
den maybe due to eat wrong things.
anyway my stomach is the weakest part in my body lo.
When i go see doc.
always is due to that part de.
den hor! the doc say wan to take jab or not!
diaoz. Ok. Actually I am prepared to take la.
but hor. hee. too long nv take liao.
so I say it's ok.
as long as the med can last me for today to study,
and prepare for tml paper den should be ok ba.
so in the end,
I din take the jab at all.
hee. BUT~
I cannot eat alot of things.
today my house cook curry chicken lo.
but cannot eat at all.
have to "jie kou".
to let my stomach don feel irritated.
Come to think abt it.
my grandma passed away for 3 - 4 years?
I am also not sure.
Till now, I still don wish to bring this up.
coz it will bring tears to my eyes.
it has been so long already.
when one is gone,
ppl then think abt her.
that's always the case.
now all my aunts are talking abt her.
The last moment of her is still fresh in my mind.
While sometimes you will just regret of not treating good enough,
when she is still around.
Afterall, she dotes me the most.
Oh ya. today is MY HUBBY's 21th birthday.
Happy Birthday hubby.
he is now out with his buddies to eat buffet.
so sad. I cannot tag along.
Feel so bad coz every time his bday I always got exam.
haiz. but think abt it,
if today is not for my grandma's day,
I will still go ba.
hack the exam. haa.
but now also cannot go.
coz cannot eat the dim sum at all.
too oily liao.
doh. haiz. so sad.
anyway enjoy ya~
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:46:00 AM
Saturday, November 12, 2005
Wah. The pain is getting unbearable.
it is no longer going to toilet type.
it is pain.
everywhere. since at night.
went to buy some med.
the wad indigestion, anti wind and anti-acid thingy.
eat liao better awhile.
den now more painful.
goodness.
the website no use de.
wanted to check what is the cause of it.
but nth informative come out.
who says that website are good?
haha.
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:12:00 PM
Friday, November 11, 2005
Doh. slacking is the word of the day.
went hubby's house to cook dumpling soup again.
haha. ya la. I only know how to cook that for him lo.
heee. Then slack lo. read abit of stuff only.
I am really looking forward to the end of this exam sia.
basically everytime an exam is coming,
jus got to find the mood of it.
even if it is 4 days away from the previous exam!
think i already have this slacking mood liao.
jia let man.
haha.
anyway, I already have some plans for this holidays.
apart from Amazing Race and my work.
think gotta do sth to myself.
haha. shall ask ppl for some comments.
cannot forever stay like that.
ppl don get sian,
think I also sian liao. heee..
Oh ya. the mouldy bread that I ate on Monday.
think the effect come liao.
apparently I have been rushing the toilet for say 4 times?
not alot. but damn painful.
but think carefully,
how can the stomach pain start after 3 to 4 days?
Mmm. maybe is the dumpling soup?
wahaha. doh. doubt my own food sia.
haha.
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:13:00 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
*Many first time*
Today alot of first time happened.
haha. let's see....
This is the first time after so many years,
I cannot sleep before exam.
but i sleep not that late also la.
abt 12 plus.
think because it is accounting 2 ba.
in the end I very hungry sia.
Next, I picked up an ez-link card today on the way to school.
I haven been so "heng" to pick up things for so long.
but i think it is not a good sign either.
coz u are at the middle,
thinking to return or not.
Mmm. While it is an adult card so I cannot pass it to the school la.
no pt either. no contact no nth.
wad should I do? return to the MRT station?
*Still thinking*
Then this is the first time in my life!!
I remember the time for exam wrongly!
I always tot it is 9am lo.
in the end it is 9.30am.
i wake up damn early sia.
to find that the time is super early lo.
waste my beauty sleep.
During the exam,
first time ever, cursing the tutor who set this paper.
the paper is super hard lo.
Can you imagine a paper with 8 PAGES of words.
all in paragraph somemore.
waste time reading them lo.
and the questions required alot of thinking.
alot alot alot.
then half way, I did wrongly.
Real wrong sia. and I am only at question 2.
so shitty.
the feelings.wao. cannot describe sia.
the heart is pumping very strongly.
and my stomach is asking for food. *haha*
coz din eat breakfast.
very worried that I cannot have time to complete the paper.
yes. in the end, I din complete the paper.
haiz. think even if I complete is wrong ba.
the last question which is 30 marks.
totally no idea wad it is asking lo.
this time i really got study leh.
but...what is the outcome.
shall go back to my first time.
this is the first time,
after a paper, how i wish nobody tok abt it.
coz there is nth to talk lo.
basically don know how to do.
first time that I hope that moderation pls.
Pls allow this moderation to come.
and everyone will survive.
Oh ya, forget.
the first time, I say so many good luck to my friends.
now come to think of it.
I do have many friends.
*hehe* *bhb*
As usual, no point thinking about it anymore.
two more papers to go.
and I have 2 weeks to crawl.
and yes. this semester ended.
Look forward but not backwards.
move on~
L . A . W . C . A . J
3:32:00 PM
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
wao. damn pissed lo.
the computer is getting sot liao.
for the past few days,
the MSN keep giving me problems lo.
keep signing me in and out.
even if I am in.
nobody can see me lo.
diaoz. qi si le.
then the website.
my personalize website and links that I have once i on my fox.
now it's all gone lo.
i don know y lo.
haiz. like it is hinting something.
shit de leh.
don know is because i upgrade the msn to version 7.5.
that is the only thing i did for the past few days leh.
haiz.
then hongseng say that,
even the computer wan me to study lo.
don wan me to come online.
diaoz. haha.
ok. tml exam. haven been studying today.
waste time msn and stuff.
but still got read abit la.
don say i really don study wor.
haha. Mmm.
good luck everyone for tml paper~
jia you jia you~!
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:58:00 PM
double attack
I ate 3 hot dog bread yesterday.
den my mother tell me that it is "fa mei"
turn mouldy.
doh~
now my stomach is damn pain.
haiz.
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:09:00 AM
Monday, November 07, 2005
eh. abit bo liao now.
watch tv and surf net.
was looking at my NTU mail.
saw the campus buzz email.
I guess usually ppl will juz delete away ba.
but today nth to do ma.
not nth la. but not in the mood la.
den saw that 3 of the star idols are from NTU.
wahaha. so many sia.
The 3 of them, some of them caught my attention b4 i know them la.
so not bad not bad.
muz jia you lo.
but so funny lo.
exam period still got time join lo.
somemore from SCI and engine de.
so many modules to take.
talented ppl, shall not stop them going for their dream ba.
diaoz. so sianz.
oh ya. juz now the show.
watch abt ppl doing plastic surgery.
y do ppl wan to do that.
we muz really learn how to appreciate ourselves more.
no matter wad.
it is a gift from our parents.
doh. don know wad I am saying.
A day alone at home are so boring.
you juz don know wan to do wad.
you got nobody to talk to.
no one to complain to.
practically only u and the four walls.
but at times,
u juz enjoy being left alone.
doing ur own things.
wad a contradicting person! hA~
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:05:00 PM
No mood for anything today.
don know why.
the books juz don look as appealing as before.
not that I have complete the tuts and stuff.
I haven complete everything yet.
diaoz. where is the mood.
I want to talk to anyone.
but apparently there is no one to talk to me.
everyone muz be studying real hard.
shall not disturb them at all.
wad should I do now?
*irritated* PMS? haha. siaoz.
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:47:00 AM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
MMm. Pimples are attacking me!
like nobody's biz.
sobsob. My face. haha. siao de.
Watch the love @ harvard juz now.
not bad lo. but starting really abit slow.
and i think the girls really look the same.
make me so blur.
maybe coz i keep switching channels ba.
watch other channels ma.
heee.
Oh ya. so happy.
I finally beat my sister's highest score.
haha. so happy sia.
after so long.
ok abit childish la.
heee.
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:17:00 PM
So disappointed with myself for not attending the hits awards,
JJ sings so many songs wor.
anyway I am still happy for him that he won so many awards man.
Mmm. saw the news that he will be going Japan music industry wor.
good luck ya~! haha.
Went hubby's house today.
he bought me BK breakfast,
should have go with him lo.
but he tell me to go straight to his house instead.
Saw my breakfast and he bought me lunch too.
Mmm. can you imagine I tried a $4 cup noodles.
haha. damn nice sia. of course it is from Japan.
always wanted to buy,
but it is damn ex lo. so din do it.
today hubby bought it for me. hee.
thanks hubby~
Yap Yap. supposed to study at his house.
I did la. abit onli.
coz we were chatting and see him play game.
went back at 7 plus to catch the hits awards.
apparently din watch at all lo.
coz i watch Channel 8 drama.
haha. quite nice. good for laughter.
then is TV all the way lo.
wanted to watch the love @ harvard de.
xinyan say starting not very nice.
so I also don know how.
in the end i choose to watch discovery and travel channels.
coz that one later got repeat ma.
wao the discovery show damn scary lo.
watched 2 la. one is abt mystery on why ppl always got bite at the same place.
the ppl wanted to catch the bad guy de, which is the shark.
but in the end after so many investigations,
they still cannot get anything out.
doh. so no answer to the mystery.
I was expecting a shark to be catched lo.
irritating~
then then. I switch to travel channel.
always tot that channel not very nice leh.
haha. qiqi they all gotta kill me for saying this.
but happened to see this show,
talking abt ghost in this past "political" places.
now the places are hotels etc de.
damn scary when they tell u abt their encounters.
u can feel the shivers lo.
somemore i watching alone.
damn scary sia. now abit don dare to slp sia.
"Do ghosts really exist in this world?"
nobody knows the answer.
~cold~
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:12:00 AM
Thursday, November 03, 2005
thanks hubby for today.
Been staying at hubby's house for the day.
then when he send me back,
he waited for me when i told him to go first,
when i took my dinner home from my dad.
coz he say my things too heavy le.
so sweet~
to think that I have been bugging him this days,
and that I know he is also very busy with his work.
he still keep me company today,
when he can choose to rest.
instead of cooking for me,
companying me the whole afternoon.
attending to my nasty requests.
once again,
thanks. *muack*
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:33:00 PM
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Ok. let me whine for the last time.
juz back home from the wireless network paper.
basically I think cannot make it liao.
think i won be able to pass the paper,
unless the tutor give me some "tong qing fen"
which i hope he will la.
the paper was not i expected.
most of the questions are those that I leave out.
yes. thanks to myself.
i tried doing most of them,
thru using the limited knowledge that I have.
only able to secure 30-40 plus marks.
though it is a GE paper,
which many says that only GE,
fail take another one la.
but hor. i wanted to minor.
if i fail this,
i wonder whether should i continue or not.
there are really alot to think abt.
But I should not do the thinking now.
Ok. enough of this.
As wad everyone say.
there is nth I can do now!!!
but to study for the upcoming exams.
study study study!!!!!!!
L . A . W . C . A . J
5:44:00 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
bleh. here i am again.
haha. today tv super nice.
not exactly.
juz now watch the e nan zai ji dian.
not bad leh.
too bad i nv catch the first espisode.
juz now saw RAIN new serials.
wao. like not bad wor.
he is no longer those shuai shuai de le.
now become very tui fei.
a boxer career. if i am not wrong la.
anyway it is well received in Korea wor.
i also wan to watch!!!!
haha. cmi.
should be studying now lo.
now currently discussing some tutorials questions with my classmate.
hopefully i know how to do by today.
if not..keke..
still got another pile yet to read thru.
don ask me how to complete it by today.
I have to lo. if not also bo bian.
tml got to wake up early to go school.
for taxation revision.
to think in the afternoon i got one paper.
doh. how to concentrate like that!!
wait to demoralize how.
to make it worst.
tml can know our 50% grades for AA102.
to know that I am very demoralize on this mod.
if tml is demoralizing.
den haiz. doh.
then become demoralize x2.
how to take afternoon paper!
doh. think too much.
L . A . W . C . A . J
6:29:00 PM
Profile
Name: Weizhen
Age: 21
School: NTU-NBS
Course: Accountancy
Birthday: 31 July 85
My Hubby, Jizhong
My Family
My Friends
Reading Comics
Nice Food
Music
Credits
Design by
wishix
Characters drawn and color by
wishix
Characters reference :
L = Linghui
W - Weizhen
J - Jingmei
Ad - Adalene
An - Angela
C - Candice