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Thursday, November 30, 2006
Looking things on the other perspective
Maybe this will helps to look at things in a better view,
learn from other perspectives.
so you will not feel so stress afterall.
and then, you will learn to let go.
This is wad i have learned after the interview.
ok. i won get into tt company for sure.
but i learnt sth.
so happy today.
but then i got alot of blisters. haha.
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:14:00 PM
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
One after another
Yes. exam is over.
by rite shld be happy de.
but then the exam is really crap!
i practically don know how to do all the questions,
even if it is open booked.
can see how bad it is?
i really think this is going to be my first mod in NTU to da bao.
Suan le. everything is over le.
tml is gotta be a busy day.
first with the PWC interview,
coming up with my 2 meetings with my boss and colleague.
yea. tml gotta start work le.
hope everything is smooth man.
gotta start researching on,
where is PWC????????
haha. plus wad is IT audit,
blah blah. prepare questions to ask for my projects.
yes. and need to read loreal game.
cannot wait to meet up with them!
think it will be fun working with them. heee...
them = u know who u are!!! haha.
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:36:00 PM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Stressed...
8 days of preparation.
but i don feel prepared at all.
there are simply alot of things i don know.
omg. i am damn stressed.
i am afraid of repeating this mod.
which i hope i won repeat.
cause i cannot afford to.
shit i don wan to stay in NTU for another semester.
I feel lost....
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:09:00 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006
Cough Cough
Flu is really a killer for me.
coz i will feel like sleeping.
esp when it comes with headache.
have been sleeping this few days.
realised tt i have been neglecting the impt part of AA206.
Let's hope tt the paper is going to be easy k.
Hubby also fall sick too.
diaoz. my family too. everyone is down with flu.
when this happen,
you tend to have a more difficult time in recovering. doh.
countdown to freedom?
2 more days to AA206 exam.
Upcoming prog:
1) Interviews
2) Work Work Work
3) Loreal competition
Oh well, yeah.
looks like there is no break for me again.
Why am I always doing so many things.
haha. "fan jian"
L . A . W . C . A . J
7:40:00 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Again!?!
Damn, I fall sick again.
I don know wad happened.
flu, sore thoart, fever, headache all come.
Seriously I have not been sick for the past 1 year leh.
but recently it is going crazy.
like tt i totally cannot study.
all i wan to do is to sleep.
have been sleeping the whole day yesterday.
today? I bet the same too.
cannot feel the recovery road.
I ate med le. so don ask me to see the doc.
Helpless......
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:15:00 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
Moving ahead! But not fast enough...
Ok. On my way to completing the revision,
but i think i am too slow.
don think i can complete on time.
i am getting old.
concentration span is getting shorter and shorter le.
Got into KPMG interview also.
wish me luck man.
anyway now the main prob,
will be wad to wear?
so headache man.
hate to think wad to wear.
sian. ok. back to awhile of game, minesweeper.
Opps forget to mention sth!
hongseng, gary and me join the loreal game!
wish me luck man!
how i wish to get a free trip with expenses all covered.
fat hope! haha. I know i am dreaming k.
L . A . W . C . A . J
3:02:00 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Fortunate?! Lucky?!
Ok. I am fortunate to get 2 interviews so far.
One from EY and PWC.
and din get in DT.
I din expect any interviews coz of the "anyhow" attitude.
I am still lost of where to head.
those who knows me well,
shld know wad i am saying ba.
So I am happy tt I get some of the interviews.
but doubt will get in lo.
diaoz. haha. I really mus say,
they will get ppl of good results first ba.
PWC ask for all transcripts to be brought along lo.
anyway, just try my best ba.
KPMG results not out yet.
Next, I tell Marcus tt I am going to complete,
6 chapters of AA206.
guess how many I did,
diaoz. only 3 lo! there are so many more to study.
and I am stuck at the chapter of financial analysis.
as usual, i hated financial figures,
really starts to wonder,
do i really like numbers as much as I do last time,
when i get to study double maths. oh well.
maybe other type of modules can crap ba. haha!
Hope i can finish all the things on time.
but i simply cannot sit still. haiz.
last paper le. don wan it to buang as last 2 papers.
I spoke to shan yesterday!
Happy Birthday dear! Hope she enjoyed it in Norway.
We spoke for half an hr!
And she will be back earlier than expected.
coz the tutor tell them the wrong exam date.
so she will be back soon!
So glad she is back. so long nv see her le.
Had spag yesterday. Hubby cooked de.
hee. then i take his bed. so he cannot have nap tt day.
Was with him the whole day. bleh.
Lazy to post the photo of the spag.
but then he actually cut the ham into heart shape.
so cute. heee. thanks dear.
back to studying le.
I really hope today can clear at least 5 chapters?
but i only clear 1.5 chapters of yesterday.
haiz. doubt can finish le.
who can help!~!
L . A . W . C . A . J
2:30:00 PM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
u may be disappointed if u fail, but doomed if u don even try
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:06:00 PM
One after another....
I was abt to tell everyone sth interesting.
ok not tt interesting.
but to me it is la.
JJ is having his concert in taiwan le!
finally. after a long wait taiwan is able to see JJ concert le.
and best of all,
the concert guests are all big shots la!
Jolin, ah du, angela and lin yu zhong lo!!
i wan to go watch leh. i wan i wan...
can anyone sponsor me to taiwan again on 29/12/2006.
omg really wan to watch lo.
and he said tt this time the performances is totally different from SG de.
diaoz. make me wanna go there man.
one day also can lo.
another concert tt i wan to watch is RAIN.
but it is damn expensive.
maybe i shld go join alot of contest and see can win tickets or not.
Ok. after the AA205 paper.
which i don know how to describe how i have done.
there comes the AA206 coursework grade.
at first sight, it was not as bad as I tot.
but after u look at the average grade of the entire grp.
meaning all the classes.
u wil feel super duper demoralised.
coz the average is 90%.
tell me how hard is it to actually get B for this mod.
i can predict is damn hard.
with such average score.
and goodness, i already lost out in the coursework le.
den wad's more.
I guess this sem is not going to be good for me....
demoralised x100....
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:31:00 PM
Worried?! Nth can be done...
Oh well,
already over so there is nth I can do to salvage the whole situation.
i have really no idea how well i have done.
or shld i say how badly i have done.
haiz. jus hope that everything will be fine.
the grades are not so nan kan.
since nth can be done.
so jus be it.
and let everything pass.
for tml is another day.
have a good holidays for those who have finished their exams.
and jia you for those tt have papers after today.
one more to go,
AA206. haven touched a thing.
gotta work hard for it.
hope it is not jus said said nia. haha.
L . A . W . C . A . J
2:20:00 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
Hubby's back~~
Haha. hubby is back yesterday nite.
waited for his call and we chatted till 4am in the morning!
and guess wad we were chatting abt.
diaoz. haha. he talked abt his thailand trip,
then i talked abt wad happened during these 3 days.
basically talking abt the tv shows i have watched etc.
and yes.
the main bulk of the conversation is on the topic of...
"government"!
diaoz. haha. coz we are talking abt the blog tt i read,
rem the link i give previously.
as usual we have different opinion towards this topic.
and had quite a long conversation on this.
quite bo liao i muz say.
coz hor...it is 4am in the morning leh! haha.
But then, from there i also know alot abt GK la.
he is really a GK master. haha.
He said he din spend alot in Thailand lo!
changed 400 bucks of SGD,
in the end he spend only 150SGD nia!
so little lo. i think coz he don really like the way they sell things ba.
coz the ppl started charge a high price,
then u got to push the price down urself.
so he thinks tt the ppl are out to con ppl de.
haha. and he visit quite a number of red light district.
not to go la. but to see see.
and he was hug by a girl!
haha. said kana "xin qing fan".
diaoz. haha. so funny.
Oh well, last day of preparation,
but he is back.
the mood is gone again.
mus study...haven finish studying at all!!!!!!
anyway jus finish another youtube show, Hana-Kimi [花樣少年少女]
think it is quite nice if u read the comics already.
coz it is exactly the same storyline.
if you are interested,
muz watched sia.
i think hor. i abit siao siao liaoz.
every day got show to watch leh. haha.
from youtube lo. from one serial to another.
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:16:00 AM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Resist to study?!
When u resist to study,
what will u do?!
Number 1 on the list,
excessive blogging. haha.
*limin muz know it well. hee.
Realised tt i have been blogging almost like twice a day.
haha. guess it is not a good sign.
I really wan to sit down and study.
and i did for half an hr,
then realised tt i used most of the time thinking wad to write.
this really shows how unprepared I am in my work.
not demoralised.
but thinking of how to work sth out from this shit.
then, the right side of my brain is hurting so much so tt i cannot do anything.
don know wad happened.........
Nah. Number 2 on the list is watch YOUTUBE.
haha. have been watching.
ok always watching youtube. not say exam period tt got de.
jus tt it is abit excessive. opps.
I am a bad student who don study hor. diaoz.
Hack. Hubby is coming back today.
actually only 3 days hor. haha.
the impact is not as much.
maybe coz of studying ba.
but then i really hope tt after i listen to his voice,
my headache is gone. haha.
as if he is a god like tt. dOH. haha.
Yesterday watch channel 46 from SCV.
it is abt investigation of some stuff.
apparently this girl wanted to investigate her sister in law to be,
coz she thinks tt she got an affair outside.
in the end hor. actually everything is she plotted de.
coz she is worried tt nobody wil care abt her anymore.
omg~! so sad. but then she quite bad,
do this thing. coz the guy involved rite,
is actually the guy who loves her lo.
haiz. loves is really blind.
he really do tt for her lo. oh well.
that is love ba.
enough of crapping.
back to the lousy notes tt i have prepared for my open book exam.
haiz. i really hope they are of some use.
*praying hard*
L . A . W . C . A . J
4:49:00 PM
Headache...
Oh well, I don know why,
after the 311 paper,
my headache is getting from bad to worst.
i don know how come leh.
muz be i was too excited and cannot sleep tt day.
den result me in insufficient sleep from then?
i don know..
i jus feel tt my head is exploding man.
feeling abit sick. diaoz.
AA205 revision is not completed yet.
alot of things i don know lo.
i think this is a mod tt still need to be studied.
jus tt where u wan to start from.
realised tt there is alot of things i don understand and know abt.
stressed....
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:06:00 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
No Comments
Mmm. Got to know this webbie from Marcus.
I think it is rather interesting.
and realised how people can spend time reading online.
ok. for me is watch youtube and blah blah.
haha. then now,
i think i have more things to do online apart from all these.
think it really give me an insight of how ppl think abt singapore,
be it, the education system, government etc.
though i sure have comments abt it too.
don think shld discuss here.
don wan to see those comments on my blog. haha.
coz i think all are personal comments and feelings.
so maybe a discussion with friends will do ba.
no need the whole world to know.
no need such publicity sia. haha.
oh well, i am crapping.
If you have time do visits this few webbies.
then we can discuss together how u feel man!
http://leeeeeeeee.blogspot.com/2006/11/growing-up-in-singapore.html
Guess it is time to start abit of AA205,
haven start since yesterday paper.
and i cannot afford to buang this module.
coz the chance of buanging is like 50%.
oh well, jia you everyone for this paper.
it will be over soon.
coz the weekends is going to end soon.
and the exam day is rite in front of u.
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:15:00 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
First paper...first day without hubby...
Oh. I shall talk abt wad did i do for today before exam.
ok as usual, i din really sleep yesterday.
think too nervous le.
exam ma..too long nv had exams liao.
please exclude quizes coz they are MCQ.
and I hate MCQ. bleh.
Wake up almost one hour once.
and i finally decided to wake up at 5.45am today.
guess wad did i do?
haha. I switched on the computer and watch youtube.
bleh. a taiwan drama.
the people are real good.
coz it was shown yesterday nite at 9pm.
and they uploaded it like at 2am in the morning.
so committed man. really muz thanks them.
an hr later. i realised i need to go school le,
and for that paper...haha...
I think i siao one lo.
sheng jin bing x2 today.
Oh well, the paper as usual,
first question i sian liao.
who will expect a question lo.
plus! give case is really for memorising purpose lo.
coz u nv memorised those main pts,
to think that they give u case and u cannot bring in ur notes,
wad is the pt.
you will not finish the paper!
I din finished my paper as usual.
even towards the end of the paper,
i think i don know wad i am writing le.
coz not enough time, you jus write wadever in ur mind,
keep repeating all the pts again and again.
then there u go,
"please put down your pens". DOH~!
so the conclusion is.
i hate exams. but at least it is not MCQ.
coz i sux in that. more jia let actually.
Now back to the main topic.
haha. which is the second part.
hubby left me le. sobsob.
ok. 3 days nia. coz jus now junguang tell me,
his girl leaving for 5 days for taiwan.
think tt is even worst ba. haha.
oh well, jus now got sms him lo.
den he replied say,
"jus finish a plate of fried rice after waiting for 2 hrs. condemn shop"
SMS so expensive lo.
he replied this kind of sms.
nv say he missed me. bleh. nv say anything. sob.
oh well, this 3 days. is life without hubby.
anybody can entertain me?
i found one? not someone but...
the BOOKS. AA205!!!!!
i don know how to study this module at all. bleh....
L . A . W . C . A . J
2:28:00 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Nervous?! Excited?! Crap!?
First paper is tml!
OmG~ haha. sheng jin bing.
feeling bery tired now.
think i going to sleep after talking my hubby.
hope tml paper is easy.
so everyone can pass. yeah~
jia you everyone.
I suddenly realised sth.
all my papers are 2.5 hrs.
diaoz. I din realised till jus now when i check for my seats no.
this is so sudden. last time used to be 3 hrs de lo.
now is within 2.5hrs determined our fate of passing or failing.
oh well, that is life.
give u case but cannot bring in.
might as well don give lo. wu liao.
enough of my craps.
Yes. I found sth special jus now.
not very special la. jus say nia. haha.
My seats no for my 2 core mod, AA205 and AB311
is the same. NUMBER 21!
in the same hall somemore. aiyo.
hope it give me luck man.
and i am 21 this year.
den my AA206 paper is NUMBER 31!
my bdate. haha. luck luck!
I need ok. don give me this no.
den all luck is gone. haha.
crap crap crap.
Good luck everyone!~!
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:46:00 PM
Soon it will be over?!
The first paper is tml le.
very fast hor.
when last few days we have been saying so long.
but actually once the first paper starts,
the end is within 2 weeks.
yes, 2 weeks again.
tt is a long wait.
but then again, it is going to be fast.
i find tt i am quite contradicting leh.
coz i wan it to be fast.
but then when u realised u haven finish preparation.
tt is when u panic. haa.
serve "ME" right.
haaa.
YES. si hongseng,
don think use hS nobody know who u are...
hahaa~~~!! those who know,
KNOW abt your "siZe" lo!
bleh. i shall not declosed any further man.
haha. wait u kill me....hahaa....
Jus come back from Northpt,
company hubby to buy stuff for his THAILAND trip tml.
sobsob. in the end i buy pressie for my sis.
and spend another hell lot.
haiz. i think I am in the retail therapy mood lo.
diaoz. and things are not for myself. bleh.
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:46:00 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Hubby's 22nd Birthday!
Celebrated twice with hubby.
one on last wed with his buddies,
another one with me only!
on the actual day.
feel pretty bad.
coz his 21st bday hor. i din really do much.
neither did i do alot on his 22nd too.
haiz. Maybe i am only the one who ask for more,
and i don know how to give. so sorry...
Anyway had a great time with his buddies at waraku,
the food as usual is good,
highly recommended to those and i think it is affordable.
hubby and his friends actually ate alot lo.
actually I also la. haha.
we also went another place to have our jap dian xin.
but but but! their soft ice-cream machine is not working.
so we cannot eat their zao pia. Damn sad.
Den we wanted to go NYNY,
in the end the que damn long.
haiz. sad. so tt it lo.
we tried some don know wad...haaa...
and all the photos are food.
no our pictures...diaoz....
food is more impt than ppl man. doh.
and best of all,
i saw johnny again!
aiyo....don know is really you yuan or wad lo.
always see him de...hahaa....
Actual day. went to watch movie at bishan!
saw zhou chong qing, he look even younger than me lo.
diaoz. don know how he bao young de.
watch "flushed away".
good for a laugh. but then i still think "Cars" is better.
haha. which reminds me,
very long nv meet dennis(from starhub not my boy. haha) and zhi hui le.
shall get them to go out soon man.
missed them too...
when exam is round the corner...
i think i do excessive blogging,
plus blog surfing man. diaoz.

L . A . W . C . A . J
1:52:00 PM
Rach's 21st Birthday
Mmm..a pity that 202 grp is not there. *sob*
if not can have grp photo le.
anyway i hope she enjoyed her bday party.
coz it is raining pretty heavily,
so she is pretty upset.
but then i think she had a great time yea.
Anyway i was with johnny,sherlynn and her friend.
haaa. get to know a lot of new friends too.
and i really think tt the world is round.
coz from tt party, u will see that,
hey this person is someone u know bf. haa.
everyone is related indirectly. haha.
Ok one more thing.
finally get to take photo with my 206 grp mate!
one of them! Jing Ling!
she has been a great mate man,
hope everything went smoothly for ur exams yea.
esp our 206! haha~
Photos photos.
I must said! I really don have eyes!
haa. coz totally cannot see my eyes de.
plus i don know how come i look so white.....
like a ghost to me. and the hair.
everything don seems rite tt day? Mmm..muz fan xin man..
i mean to myself...heee...
ok. that day the saddest thing tt i heard is from RACHEL!!!!
she said:
"wee ching, you look fat beside johnny."
*sob* johnny is too skinny lo.
not my fault ma.
damn sad tt i am fat beside a guy! diaoz.

L . A . W . C . A . J
1:33:00 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
Birthdays...1,2,3~!
Happy Birthday Hubby!
Had attended 2 birthday parties over the weekend.
ha~ So I din study much. diaoz.
Out of question anyway.
I enjoyed all the parties.
coz they are fun and i got to know new friends.
haha.
Currently preparing to go out with hubby.
coz today is his bday!
Happy 22nd Birthday hubby~
Shall blog more when all the pics are with me.
*I jus merged my blog with gmail. and it is giving me problems....
diaoz.
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:39:00 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
A pic by Ling Hui!
she drew tt for me.
heee. and for dennis. don look like him lo.
but nvm. still nice.
let see the comparison.
haaa. I don know if it is this one she tried to draw.
or is the other one.
but well. let's see ba.
ling hui tell me if i am correct or not. haaa.


L . A . W . C . A . J
10:25:00 PM
Unable to concentrate
Oh well.
I finished my presentation on Monday!
Yeah. and tt is my last day of school.
plus my AA206 report was submitted on Tuesday.
so no worries anymore.
so shld be studying rite.
beats me man.
Cannot concentrate at all.
Yesterday go hubby's hse eat breakfast.
heee. He cooked la.
den I studied. See tt is so nice hor.
coz he clearing his leave lo.
everyday stay at home and slack only.
bleh. oh well din really study alot. abit only.
sian sian sian.
Den i recd so many missed calls!
din picked up any of it at all.
except for one. EY called.
say the position I applied is for dip students.
diaoz. so i got to choose the others.
I din managed to choose actually.
the lady choose den i say ok lo. hahaa. too lazy to think.
somemore i bet this rd i won be able to get any interviews.
so shld not have any job secured.
so hack la. haaa.
Later going out.
to celebrate hubby's bday at waraku with his friends.
damn they are going to be late de lo.
suan le. don wan to start a quarrel with him.
so i decide to go somewhere else first.
den meet them.
if not i will be pure waiting and waiting lo.
Oh yea. getting so moody.
my face getting from bad to worst!
haiz. wat is wrong man.
don know shld go do facial or not.
but sure very ex de lo.
Cannot concentrate to study leh.
diaoz diaoz. too much things in my mind le.
How how how!!!!
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:30:00 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
Happy goes lucky!
Shall blog sth happy?
haaa. somehow the past few entries are so sad.
guess I don have life is it.
everytime is sad entry de.
diaoz. wadever.
my greatest enjoyment is sure to be say derive from hubby.
he makes me laugh,
he makes me feel impt.
but sometimes he hack care me.
bleh. coz he wants to play game.
baddie baddie. haaa..
Sth happy again!
today is the last presentation of the semester!
yeah! and after this is hubby's bday.
den exam le. diaoz. fast.
not prepared. but still muz feel prepared!
oh well. happy happy. bleh.
L . A . W . C . A . J
9:46:00 AM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
SAD
I am not going US anymore.
SAD.....
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:55:00 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
Relieved
Oh well, results was out.
yeah. as expected it is not tt good.
suan le. take it easy.
at least the result is out.
no need to worry too much le.
went to the doc today.
he was damn funny lo.
worried tt it might affect my studies.
he decided to jus take a minor x ray.
and it shows alot of shit!
haaa. not alot la. jus tt it won come out.
so he was saying i have sensitive gut.
that's y don know wad.
actually i also don quite know wad happened.
jus says tt the thingy will contract when there is too much of tt.
haaa. feeling er xin rite..haaa..
so he give me med.
shall take it. if it is not effectively by the next follow up.
then further investigation shall continued.
the next follow up.
1 mth later. oh well. tt is pretty long.
at least he said tt it is not very serious.
so ppl, early detection is good!
imagine i really constipate for too long.
guess i have stone inside le.
but well, i still not sure if there is stone or not.
coz the x-ray report stats is not out yet.
the doc consultation is jus by looking at the thingy.
a report to be waited to see wad really is tt.
is it shit or stone.
till then we shall see.
if his med is effective, then i think is shit ba.
haaaaa.....
2 worrying things down.
now left one more presentation,
and one more report tt i have headache on.
plus 3 exams to go.
at least the worrying matters decrease.
feeling relieved.
L . A . W . C . A . J
5:29:00 PM
Demoralise
exam is coming.
but the mood of it is getting worst.
i am very demoralise with the work i have done.
seems like the effort put in,
is going to be drained.
though the results will only be out later at 1230pm,
i believe the chances of getting a B grade,
is 0%. coz of signalling effect.
Oh well.
today i learnt alot in the presentation today.
Till then we shall see how everything goes.
too many things is in my mind.
i cannot settle down at all.
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:10:00 AM
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School: NTU-NBS
Course: Accountancy
Birthday: 31 July 85
My Hubby, Jizhong
My Family
My Friends
Reading Comics
Nice Food
Music
Credits
Design by
wishix
Characters drawn and color by
wishix
Characters reference :
L = Linghui
W - Weizhen
J - Jingmei
Ad - Adalene
An - Angela
C - Candice