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Saturday, June 30, 2007
New Chapter of Life
I guess at this stage,
everyone is going into their new chapter of their life.
Primary School to Secondary School.
Secondary School to Junior College/Poly.
JC/Poly to University.
Poly/University to the Working Society.
Realized one thing,
there isn't many choices we can make in the cycle mentioned above.
Or maybe the schools that we decide is some kind of a choice?
Yes they are ba.
Somehow, when the decision to work in which sector,
which industry, which company etc comes.
I am really lost. Really indecisive.
I am someone who are indecisive on things.
or maybe I have decided just that I don want to face the fact?
Been pondering many things this few days.
The decision to leave PA. (maybe I am right. hehe.)
The decision to take up a job in KPMG. (where everyone tells me I am nuts? but am I really mad? )
The decision to allow them to decide which industry that I should start. (when I always wanted to go IT audit and not general audit)
The decision not to voice out that I want to go GFS. (where ppl says how good the opportunities are in Banks)
All and all, these are pressure that I give myself.
for nth of course. bleh!
I guess everyone have to go thru this stage.
Maybe this is wad we call the transiting stage.
where everyone will feel such a way? (maybe I am the only one. haha!)
especially when work is nearing one day by one day.
The uncertainty of what is going to happen is so strong this time.
It is so strong that you don't feel secure at all.
Note: This are symptoms for new chapter of life.
I must say I have yet officially step out of that "transiting stage"
But I am slowly one step by one step leaving the place.
It takes time. And we cannot skip that stage at all.
I am trying my best though.
haha! Sound so serious.
But yeah. It may be serious ba.
Cleared my table today.
Ok. After so long I know.
I realized I really "bu she de" throw away stuff sia.
My JC notes is still ard.
But in order to move forward, (and not be a rubbish chute)
I throw away some of the notes of course.
They are memories.
Of course there are good and bad.
but they are always in my mind.
So now I have space on the table for my new chapter of life.
haha! They can be on the table first.
then be my memories ba. :)
I am looking forward to it.
I guess.
L . A . W . C . A . J
12:27:00 PM
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