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Sunday, September 30, 2007
Incontrollable
Do you know?
There are many things that we are unable to control.
For example,
your feelings towards someone, something, situation etc.
You don like means you don like.
You regret but you still do it.
You hope this but it turns out the other way.
You don say wad you want to say,
instead the opposite usually occur?
These are things that happen...
Nth we can really do to solve it?
I guess the only way is to face it.
be brave and face the mistake.
Don't know wad to blog.
Just a sudden urge of releasing all the unnecessary "stuff" out.
indirectly...Oh well...that's life...
Hubby on shift work today.
so no one to talk to..sobz...
Guess 12 hours shift really makes him very tired...
hope he will get use to it soon ba...
Do you know?
There are many things that we are unable to control.
For example,
your feelings towards someone, something, situation etc.
You don like means you don like.
You regret but you still do it.
You hope this but it turns out the other way.
You don say wad you want to say,
instead the opposite usually occur?
These are things that happen...
Nth we can really do to solve it?
I guess the only way is to face it.
be brave and face the mistake.
Don't know wad to blog.
Just a sudden urge of releasing all the unnecessary "stuff" out.
indirectly...Oh well...that's life...
Hubby on shift work today.
so no one to talk to..sobz...
Guess 12 hours shift really makes him very tired...
hope he will get use to it soon ba...
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:34:00 PM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Moody Day – Tuesday
Lunch time is coming.
Meaning I have been rotting for the past 3 hours?
Don see the point of being on time for work anymore.
Don see the point of being proactive anymore.
Appreciation is really important.
Haiz. Think I am mad.
When people are packed with work,
I am complaining that there is nothing for me to do.
Life contradicts sometimes.
I guess I need to pick up a hobby especially when there is nothing to do in the office.
Which is to say another 2 more weeks of “nothing to do” life.
I cannot always be blogging since there bound to be one day that there is nothing for me to talk about soon.
Can see that I am trying to just blog whatever that comes to my mind.
After talking about meeting up with friends,
Youtube-ing, life @ work, hubby’s sweetness,
Some updates about my family.
My dad had his 60th birthday celebration last Sunday.
Basically, it is just a dinner at a restaurant.
At first intended to have a family gathering de.
i.e. to say to gather his siblings etc to join us in the celebration.
But because of the culture of my family,
Which is don wan to say about anything.
Initiative should be taken.
Plus we the children don wan to entertain people.
So we decided to make it a family thingy.
We had a dinner at Tung Luk Signature @ vivocity on Sunday.
Together with my hubby.
Hehe. Talking abt this…
You know hor..buying things for elderly also must look at package one lo.
If not really cannot make it.
In the end, because of the carrier, I decided to change a shop to buy gift for my dad.
But seems like my dad doesn’t really care?
The dinner I would say is not that bad la.
At least I think it was quite nice.
Though my sister in law think the price is abit not worth it.
Here is the list of dishes we had: -
1. Fried softshell crab with lettuces
2. Boiled chicken with sharkfin (OMG! The sharkfin comes in one big piece one lo!)
3. Long Fish (actually is a normal fish, just that the weight of the fish is 18Kg that why it got its name. and apparently the fish is not very nice at all. Disappointed.)
4. Spinach beancurd with needle mushroom (the needle mushroom is so big that it don look like needle! Nice dish)
5. Claypot rice or should I say is porridge (they got 2 type of rice..one is normal kind and the other one is steamed, baked and fried, so when u throw it into the claypot you can hear some sound from it)
6. Dessert of the day ( aloe vera with lime sherbet, this is so nice that we ask if it is in the menu, but apparently it is not in the menu. It is on special recommendation. )
6 dishes cost me $398 ++!
No photos cause I forget to bring.
Hehe. Because the server know that it is my dad bday,
They gave us a complementary plate of those kind of birthday bun with one mooncake in the center.
Shall blog tml le.
Cause it is 5pm le!
I need to go off soon!
Hehehee….
Finally the day ended….
Lunch time is coming.
Meaning I have been rotting for the past 3 hours?
Don see the point of being on time for work anymore.
Don see the point of being proactive anymore.
Appreciation is really important.
Haiz. Think I am mad.
When people are packed with work,
I am complaining that there is nothing for me to do.
Life contradicts sometimes.
I guess I need to pick up a hobby especially when there is nothing to do in the office.
Which is to say another 2 more weeks of “nothing to do” life.
I cannot always be blogging since there bound to be one day that there is nothing for me to talk about soon.
Can see that I am trying to just blog whatever that comes to my mind.
After talking about meeting up with friends,
Youtube-ing, life @ work, hubby’s sweetness,
Some updates about my family.
My dad had his 60th birthday celebration last Sunday.
Basically, it is just a dinner at a restaurant.
At first intended to have a family gathering de.
i.e. to say to gather his siblings etc to join us in the celebration.
But because of the culture of my family,
Which is don wan to say about anything.
Initiative should be taken.
Plus we the children don wan to entertain people.
So we decided to make it a family thingy.
We had a dinner at Tung Luk Signature @ vivocity on Sunday.
Together with my hubby.
Hehe. Talking abt this…
You know hor..buying things for elderly also must look at package one lo.
If not really cannot make it.
In the end, because of the carrier, I decided to change a shop to buy gift for my dad.
But seems like my dad doesn’t really care?
The dinner I would say is not that bad la.
At least I think it was quite nice.
Though my sister in law think the price is abit not worth it.
Here is the list of dishes we had: -
1. Fried softshell crab with lettuces
2. Boiled chicken with sharkfin (OMG! The sharkfin comes in one big piece one lo!)
3. Long Fish (actually is a normal fish, just that the weight of the fish is 18Kg that why it got its name. and apparently the fish is not very nice at all. Disappointed.)
4. Spinach beancurd with needle mushroom (the needle mushroom is so big that it don look like needle! Nice dish)
5. Claypot rice or should I say is porridge (they got 2 type of rice..one is normal kind and the other one is steamed, baked and fried, so when u throw it into the claypot you can hear some sound from it)
6. Dessert of the day ( aloe vera with lime sherbet, this is so nice that we ask if it is in the menu, but apparently it is not in the menu. It is on special recommendation. )
6 dishes cost me $398 ++!
No photos cause I forget to bring.
Hehe. Because the server know that it is my dad bday,
They gave us a complementary plate of those kind of birthday bun with one mooncake in the center.
Shall blog tml le.
Cause it is 5pm le!
I need to go off soon!
Hehehee….
Finally the day ended….
L . A . W . C . A . J
5:03:00 PM
Raining Day – Tuesday
Was kinda late today in the office.
So there is not many seats available for me to choose.
What I have now is no INTERNET CONNECTION!
Here I am blogging again,
Using the MS Word first.
Somehow, I feel the structure of the company is not very good.
Not sure about other companies.
I do understand that because we are often out of office,
We do not need to have much office space for everyone in the company.
But do you realized something?
Sometimes due to such reason,
We do not have the sense of belonging to the company?
Maybe that is only how I feel ba.
Somehow you have to snatch a seat once you are in the office.
Or rather the cable point instead.
It’s easy to get a seat actually.
It’s the cable point that is the problem ba.
Enough of “nagging” early in the morning,
During the 2 weeks,
I watched a couple of shows from Youtube etc.
The Hong Kong forensic heroes is nice!
Looking forward to its serial part 2.
Hope it is not going to be disappointing, (usually part 2 don seems to be very well done? Keke)
Then followed by Liar Game.
Heard this show from Xinyan long time ago,
but because this show at the time only got 3 epi,
I decided to drop that idea of watching.
Till Linghui mentioned that it is very nice and also it is completed,
Then I went to watch it.
I think the story was pretty interesting.
However, towards the end, I think it become sorta boring.
Overall was not bad ba.
Completed Huan huan ai also,
There are always nice people ard to upload it from the VCD.
Many thanks to them.
Anyway, really don understand why must have such ending.
The ending is really really not very fantastic.
As in it could be better ba.
Followed by currently watching Ying Ye 3+1,
It is a nice show,
Super funny…you just laugh and laugh.
But then I got a feeling that the middle part of the show will be quite out of the story.
And ending may not be fantastic again.
Hoping it will not turn out this way.
Was watching E Nu Ah Chu yesterday.
Starring Wang Shaowei and Qiao Qiao.
The show plot is really funny.
In the sense not those kind of laugh one de.
It is pretty slow and I don really get wad is the whole story is about.
I hope the second epi is going be better..
Since nth to do might as well just watch lo.
Many shows to watch.
But seems like only can be done during the evening time…..
Which is so so so precious…
As I typed this entry,
Currently the time is 1043am.
1 hour plus has passed.
Time is so difficult to pass here.
I feel the sense of uselessness in myself.
Unable to do anything.
I know it is not entirely my fault.
Cause there simply is nth for us to do.
Or rather after much asking if there is anything for us to do for the past 1 week.
This question seems to be an irritant le.
I do understand that they are sick of being ask such a question again and again ba.
Not that it is their fault.
I am really getting worried.
Worried that I am unable to adapt to the environment esp when peak period comes.
Now seriously I am just slacking my way through.
Doing nothing. This is very unusual of me. :p
And I am getting sick of it.
The worst thing is you did not learn a thing during this period.
People get rusty?
Still I don know…
Of course there are people who are busy with work too…
Jiayou people~!
Was kinda late today in the office.
So there is not many seats available for me to choose.
What I have now is no INTERNET CONNECTION!
Here I am blogging again,
Using the MS Word first.
Somehow, I feel the structure of the company is not very good.
Not sure about other companies.
I do understand that because we are often out of office,
We do not need to have much office space for everyone in the company.
But do you realized something?
Sometimes due to such reason,
We do not have the sense of belonging to the company?
Maybe that is only how I feel ba.
Somehow you have to snatch a seat once you are in the office.
Or rather the cable point instead.
It’s easy to get a seat actually.
It’s the cable point that is the problem ba.
Enough of “nagging” early in the morning,
During the 2 weeks,
I watched a couple of shows from Youtube etc.
The Hong Kong forensic heroes is nice!
Looking forward to its serial part 2.
Hope it is not going to be disappointing, (usually part 2 don seems to be very well done? Keke)
Then followed by Liar Game.
Heard this show from Xinyan long time ago,
but because this show at the time only got 3 epi,
I decided to drop that idea of watching.
Till Linghui mentioned that it is very nice and also it is completed,
Then I went to watch it.
I think the story was pretty interesting.
However, towards the end, I think it become sorta boring.
Overall was not bad ba.
Completed Huan huan ai also,
There are always nice people ard to upload it from the VCD.
Many thanks to them.
Anyway, really don understand why must have such ending.
The ending is really really not very fantastic.
As in it could be better ba.
Followed by currently watching Ying Ye 3+1,
It is a nice show,
Super funny…you just laugh and laugh.
But then I got a feeling that the middle part of the show will be quite out of the story.
And ending may not be fantastic again.
Hoping it will not turn out this way.
Was watching E Nu Ah Chu yesterday.
Starring Wang Shaowei and Qiao Qiao.
The show plot is really funny.
In the sense not those kind of laugh one de.
It is pretty slow and I don really get wad is the whole story is about.
I hope the second epi is going be better..
Since nth to do might as well just watch lo.
Many shows to watch.
But seems like only can be done during the evening time…..
Which is so so so precious…
As I typed this entry,
Currently the time is 1043am.
1 hour plus has passed.
Time is so difficult to pass here.
I feel the sense of uselessness in myself.
Unable to do anything.
I know it is not entirely my fault.
Cause there simply is nth for us to do.
Or rather after much asking if there is anything for us to do for the past 1 week.
This question seems to be an irritant le.
I do understand that they are sick of being ask such a question again and again ba.
Not that it is their fault.
I am really getting worried.
Worried that I am unable to adapt to the environment esp when peak period comes.
Now seriously I am just slacking my way through.
Doing nothing. This is very unusual of me. :p
And I am getting sick of it.
The worst thing is you did not learn a thing during this period.
People get rusty?
Still I don know…
Of course there are people who are busy with work too…
Jiayou people~!
L . A . W . C . A . J
10:56:00 AM
Monday, September 10, 2007
The TEAM :)
L . A . W . C . A . J
5:18:00 PM
My Wallpaper :)
L . A . W . C . A . J
5:16:00 PM
Monday Blues Part 3
Just when I tot there is sth to do..
I realized the client has given my senior that is not we requested!
So now I got to wait for the client to forward the thing to my senior.
Then to myself…
So it is going to be another long wait…
Which means that if it comes at 4 plus…
I might have to do OT today for no reason!
*pray hard*
Shall upload some of the “pictures” in a while time…
While I continue typing this entry…
I wonder how many entry will I have today man…
But hack it..
Cause I got plenty of time today wor..
Alright actually there is only 2 pictures that I wan to upload…
One is my wallpaper in the office and at home!
Haha. Thanks to Yujia if not I don think I will do it lo..
At least it makes each day better…
But then half of it is done by my sister…hahaha…
Cause I don know how to do..
To think I actually got a minor in ICT
But they are of no links la! Haha!
The design is not as nice as Yujia’s but at least got sth to see other than the ugly wallpaper that they provide us?
Hahahahaha! I am baddie…
The other photo is of cause the netball photo that we took on sat.
Obviously the “me” inside that photo is super duper ugly.
With the super messy hair tie like don know like what…
Oh yea..it has been very long since we had gathering le.
Finally everyone is back in Singapore!
And we had gathering last sat!
After my netball game,
I met up with Johnny, Kelvin and Bing Liang to go Danny hse!
Yeah! It has been 4 months since we met up.
And I saw so many many photos!
I am so envious.
How I wished I can go those exotic places.
Maybe I shall try to save more more more money!
Anyway it’s a good potluck session.
Everyone din cook anything..
So is all buy de!
Really nice to catch up with people….
More to update but now going to be 530pm liaoz..
And I am going to end work soon…
Shall do this again tml…keke…
Just when I tot there is sth to do..
I realized the client has given my senior that is not we requested!
So now I got to wait for the client to forward the thing to my senior.
Then to myself…
So it is going to be another long wait…
Which means that if it comes at 4 plus…
I might have to do OT today for no reason!
*pray hard*
Shall upload some of the “pictures” in a while time…
While I continue typing this entry…
I wonder how many entry will I have today man…
But hack it..
Cause I got plenty of time today wor..
Alright actually there is only 2 pictures that I wan to upload…
One is my wallpaper in the office and at home!
Haha. Thanks to Yujia if not I don think I will do it lo..
At least it makes each day better…
But then half of it is done by my sister…hahaha…
Cause I don know how to do..
To think I actually got a minor in ICT
But they are of no links la! Haha!
The design is not as nice as Yujia’s but at least got sth to see other than the ugly wallpaper that they provide us?
Hahahahaha! I am baddie…
The other photo is of cause the netball photo that we took on sat.
Obviously the “me” inside that photo is super duper ugly.
With the super messy hair tie like don know like what…
Oh yea..it has been very long since we had gathering le.
Finally everyone is back in Singapore!
And we had gathering last sat!
After my netball game,
I met up with Johnny, Kelvin and Bing Liang to go Danny hse!
Yeah! It has been 4 months since we met up.
And I saw so many many photos!
I am so envious.
How I wished I can go those exotic places.
Maybe I shall try to save more more more money!
Anyway it’s a good potluck session.
Everyone din cook anything..
So is all buy de!
Really nice to catch up with people….
More to update but now going to be 530pm liaoz..
And I am going to end work soon…
Shall do this again tml…keke…
L . A . W . C . A . J
5:14:00 PM
Monday Blues Part 2
Well everyone has gone for lunch,
And not yet back (I am back le!)
Shall blog first, keke.
Mmm. Before I forget this “interesting” thing that I had encountered..
Shall write it down first…
One of the late evening.
Had a quick bite @ polar at the raffles place mrt station there,
with my colleague before we head home for the day.
So while we are eating,
We heard someone shouting.
“Do you know that we have been looking for the que for so long!
We have been standing here and nobody is serving us!
And you just sold the curry puff that we want to the one before us!
And there is no curry puff left.
I want to see your manager!”
Diaoz. Because of no curry puff, the guy was making a scene there.
And apparently everyone is looking at them.
The wife felt so embarrassed but then she couldn’t pull her husband away.
What kind of customer shall we classify him as?
Actually, he should be pissed ba…
After all he is really que-ing for it…
Oh well…that’s life…
Just get the curry puff another time la…
And it is not as if the curry puff is super duper nice I think. Keke…
So while talking about healthy lifestyle.
Meaning that we should sleep early?
Eat consciously etc etc?
My stomach is getting from bad to worst again..
Seems like the pain starts to come back,
Everytime after lunch.
Let’s hope that nothing bad is going to happen yea…
Anyway I will be going for some check up this week or next I guess..
So till then shall continue my weight increase…
So the doc won say I am overweight. Bleh….
Oh yea. Had MJ with Xiao Ying, yu jia and Dickson sometime back.
It was quite an experience though I lost money again…
Blah! At least I know one new friend!
And we had Botak Jones for dinner!
Not a bad one…had it at AMK.
Thanks yujia for driving us there…
We had quite “a hard time” finding that place too…
But still we manage to get there! Yeah!
Shall update more later..
Got things to do liaoz…
And this one don know when can finish…
Please don OT man..hahaha!
Well everyone has gone for lunch,
And not yet back (I am back le!)
Shall blog first, keke.
Mmm. Before I forget this “interesting” thing that I had encountered..
Shall write it down first…
One of the late evening.
Had a quick bite @ polar at the raffles place mrt station there,
with my colleague before we head home for the day.
So while we are eating,
We heard someone shouting.
“Do you know that we have been looking for the que for so long!
We have been standing here and nobody is serving us!
And you just sold the curry puff that we want to the one before us!
And there is no curry puff left.
I want to see your manager!”
Diaoz. Because of no curry puff, the guy was making a scene there.
And apparently everyone is looking at them.
The wife felt so embarrassed but then she couldn’t pull her husband away.
What kind of customer shall we classify him as?
Actually, he should be pissed ba…
After all he is really que-ing for it…
Oh well…that’s life…
Just get the curry puff another time la…
And it is not as if the curry puff is super duper nice I think. Keke…
So while talking about healthy lifestyle.
Meaning that we should sleep early?
Eat consciously etc etc?
My stomach is getting from bad to worst again..
Seems like the pain starts to come back,
Everytime after lunch.
Let’s hope that nothing bad is going to happen yea…
Anyway I will be going for some check up this week or next I guess..
So till then shall continue my weight increase…
So the doc won say I am overweight. Bleh….
Oh yea. Had MJ with Xiao Ying, yu jia and Dickson sometime back.
It was quite an experience though I lost money again…
Blah! At least I know one new friend!
And we had Botak Jones for dinner!
Not a bad one…had it at AMK.
Thanks yujia for driving us there…
We had quite “a hard time” finding that place too…
But still we manage to get there! Yeah!
Shall update more later..
Got things to do liaoz…
And this one don know when can finish…
Please don OT man..hahaha!
L . A . W . C . A . J
1:53:00 PM
Monday Blues Part 1
Ok. I may sound very bad.
Cause I am blogging in the office.
This is BECAUSE I got nothing to do in the office.
Since I have yet been plotted,
(in fact I am plotted, just that this job was delayed to next week),
And I have yet updated this blog for ages,
I shall take this time to kill them.
Hahahaha! I am a baddie…
I am sitting at a funny seat today…
So I tend to type slower..
Coz really lo..must hide properly also..
Though I am typing in word now..
Enough of crap..
Shall update how’s life..
Since I am so free..:p
First thing on the list..
2 weeks ago, hubby bought me a Samsung latest MP3 player, K3 from Comex 2007.
I am REALLY REALLY very touched.
And tears just rolled down my cheeks that day.
He bought me 12 donuts from Donut Factory also.
That day really am touched…
Thanks Hubby…Don know wad to say..
Din expect he got me a replacement…
After all I say I don wan a replacement so soon…
Mainly cause I am really broke…haha…
Because of the 12 donuts…
I think I gain WEIGHT!
I had donuts for 1 whole week..
For breakfast and tea break..
Opps, abit too much right…haha…
I did exercise la..
Because of my junior in Northland Sec,
I got in contact with Netball again.
Went for 2 trainings..
Ok only 2 trainings but at least got exercise right!
And also played CPA last sat.
We come in 2nd as we lost during the extra time.
Wad a waste. :(
Shall try harder next time.
And because of this,
I guess I shall really start to jog more often.
cause my stamina is getting more jialet.
Shall start to have some healthy lifestyle…
Got something to do now…
Shall update my part 2 later…
Blah!
Ok. I may sound very bad.
Cause I am blogging in the office.
This is BECAUSE I got nothing to do in the office.
Since I have yet been plotted,
(in fact I am plotted, just that this job was delayed to next week),
And I have yet updated this blog for ages,
I shall take this time to kill them.
Hahahaha! I am a baddie…
I am sitting at a funny seat today…
So I tend to type slower..
Coz really lo..must hide properly also..
Though I am typing in word now..
Enough of crap..
Shall update how’s life..
Since I am so free..:p
First thing on the list..
2 weeks ago, hubby bought me a Samsung latest MP3 player, K3 from Comex 2007.
I am REALLY REALLY very touched.
And tears just rolled down my cheeks that day.
He bought me 12 donuts from Donut Factory also.
That day really am touched…
Thanks Hubby…Don know wad to say..
Din expect he got me a replacement…
After all I say I don wan a replacement so soon…
Mainly cause I am really broke…haha…
Because of the 12 donuts…
I think I gain WEIGHT!
I had donuts for 1 whole week..
For breakfast and tea break..
Opps, abit too much right…haha…
I did exercise la..
Because of my junior in Northland Sec,
I got in contact with Netball again.
Went for 2 trainings..
Ok only 2 trainings but at least got exercise right!
And also played CPA last sat.
We come in 2nd as we lost during the extra time.
Wad a waste. :(
Shall try harder next time.
And because of this,
I guess I shall really start to jog more often.
cause my stamina is getting more jialet.
Shall start to have some healthy lifestyle…
Got something to do now…
Shall update my part 2 later…
Blah!
L . A . W . C . A . J
11:00:00 AM